Thursday, June 2, 2005

   a song about me
Needled 24/7-Children of Bodom

Since day one I've been crass and far beyond.
I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry ...
Before you judge me, take a look at yourself.
Condescending, outlivin' in a lie..

Despite all the pain in my heart grinding through,
it ain't due that you hate what I hate what you do

Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far,
a backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are

And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7

You look down to me to see the scum of the earth to be.
Fuck yeah, that's me, vile and obscene.
I ain't happy about it but at least I don't judge and decree
to be better than another human being.

Everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7

Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far,
Can anyone, somebody tell me what the fuck is going on?

Everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

just fuckin bored
does anyone actually like this site or do u think it is a peice of shit? that is my question of the day.
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

   this is what i feel like everyday
Nemesis- Cradle of Filth

Tonight is the night
The empowering wind that draws breath from despite
Roars 'neath my wings as I soar with the end in sight

Choirs ignite
A swansong for Leda
Deathknells for Troy
Tragedy blooms from one act
I am nemesis

Poured in my arms
When my daughter's eyelids closed
I swore to slaughter those
Who stole my ray of moonlight

So strike up the skies
The diction of thunder
God-given rites
No fiction can deafen the fact
I am nemesis

Cowled in the utter grief
I am the priest of a new disorder
Whose flag unfurled
Bears a hatred for the western world

The is no compromise
No piped lament
To stay the blind
Just a shrike cacophony of war

Ashes ember, fires rise
No longer am I paralysed
Now I drown in a loss worth fighting for

Black is my heart
Black is my heart
Black is my heart
I am nemesis

Black is my heart
Black is my heart
Black is my heart
I am nemesis
Nemesis
Nemesis

Tonight is the night
The city sweats fever, the filth in her womb
Shifts like the season's unease at the hands of doom

Restless inside
Her split underbelly
Suitored with flies
Martial bowels now contract
I am nemesis

Poured in my arms
When my daughter's eyelids closed
I swore to slaughter those
Who stole my ray of moonlight
Never again
Our enemies entertained
I toy at the clasp of her chain
And remember the fight

Cowled in utter grief
I am the priest of a new disorder
Whose flag unfurled
Bears a hatred for the western world

There is no compromise
No piped lament to stay the blind
Just a shrike cacophony of war

Ashes ember, fires rise
No longer am I Palestined
Now I drown in a loss worth fighting for

Black is my heart
Black is my heart
Black is my heart
I am nemesis

Black is my heart
Black is my heart
Black is my heart
I am nemesis

Black is my heart
Black is my heart
Black is my heart
I am nemesis

Black is my heart
Black is my heart
Black is my heart
I am nemesis
Nemesis


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Monday, May 30, 2005

another survey i took

My profile
Name	chaos assassin
Birthday	01/15/89
Sign	capricorn
Best word that describes you	undefinable
Location	paris,tn
Favorites
Hobby	playing guitar and video games
Anime	yu yu hakusho
Book	dracula
Movie	resident evil apocalypse/blade trinity
Band/Singer	cradle of filth
Male Actor	?
Actress	?
Song	bestial lust (bitch)
Quote	lifes a bich, just fuck it
Color	black
Animal	siberian tiger
Either Or
Coke or Pepsi	dr. pepper
Chocolate or Vanilla	chocolate
Salad or Cheeseburger	mexican food
Antisocial or Outgoing	antisocial
Ummm..Weird stuff
What freaks you out the most?	people
What is the weirdest habit you have?	all habits are weird
Where do you like to hang out the most?	my room
What makes you most hyper?	nothing
What is your most embarrassing moment?	?
What is your favorite memory?	i dont really have good moments
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

   darkness wow thats no diffeent from the rest

Your element is Darkness: Self centered, strong
willed, mischievous and mysterious. Your quite
dark and often times frightening, although you
may be good looking its just a costume hiding
the darkness of your heart. You detest everyone
but yourself, people are simply insects to be
burned under the power of your magnifying
glass. People are somewhat drawn to your
mystery but find out to little to late how
cruel you can be. But you have a passionate
soul, that is unless you already sold it.
Pursuing whatever you set your mind to, you
look at life with a 'Shut up and leave me
alone' attitude most often because people
generally seem to annoy you. You may be the
ruler of darkness but you can often times be
generally lonely wishing for someone to share
in your dance of darkness so long as they know
who is the master.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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   this describes me a little more
Your Gothic... Maybe even a bit Vampyric... Your
very sensitive, sometimes you can be outgoing
in your own population. Your sometimes Lonely,
but when your alone your much happier. If your
suicidal, it's okay, because your the kewlest
person I know!....well don't actually know you
but yeah! Write me and Tell Me if you picked
Napoleon or Ron!


Are you a Vampire/Goth/Punk/Poser/Emo/ or just a plain PREP!?
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   that kinda sounds like me

Mors


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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bored out my mind
i took a few quizes so some of u might find out a little bit about me

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   cant deny that

Your connection with darkness is through your
interest in vampires. Theese occult beings
fascinates you. Their lives are just something
you would kill for, and if you would have the
opportunity to be sired, you would. Living a
mortal kind of life is just so ordinary and
boring. You aren't necessarly evil just because
of this interest/obsession, you just can
connect with them and their lifestyles. Though
people have a hard time understanding this and
chances are you're a social outcast. Perhaps
you hate your life and therefor developed this
interest, to escape reality.


What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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   how nice

Your soul is vengeful.
That is the driving feeling you have in your
life right now. Someone fooled/betrayed you
really bad and now you are after them to make
them pay. Your heart and mind has been
blackened by your hate for this person and it's
on the line obsession. You need to let go, but
that is something you just are incapable of
doing. Betrayal is something you don't take
very lightly and you can easily make new
enemies. People often see you as a cold and
harsh person who may be in need of anger
management, but they don't know what you're
going through and can't understand. On the
bright side; you don't give up that easy when
you've decided to do something. Hopefully you
will have your revenge, if it is within reason,
and get your honour and dignity back.


How is your soul?(pics)
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