Saturday, December 17, 2005

Sorry I havent been here in a while.
I havent been here in a while because the crappy internet provider that we had went out of buisness and my parents waited until today to get it...I swear they are hating me more and more each day...anyways, Grandpa's death date on the 13th came a little bit easier...still hurts though. Maybe it's easier because I have somebody there for me...Oh and kids at school are picking on me more but I really don't care...It kidna shocked me when it happened at church as well but oh well....I'll write more later cause I have to catch up on more places. Love,
Aya
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Thursday, October 6, 2005

   Semi-rant(so sorry but I need to get this off my chest)
Hello all,
Sorry if I havent written, school's been really busy. As you all probably know by now I absolutely HATE being rude to ANYONE but this has gone too far.
People at my school, church and other places just seem hell-bent on breaking me and Andy up and I'm getting sick of it. Everywhere we go we've made at least five people upset about being together and sadly, my church doesnt even know him!
I hate to sound rude but 1. It's none of their damn buisness, 2. Like I said before the people at church only know him by what I've said about him and only know what he looks like cause of a picutre I brought of him one day(and that little b**** Seira judges people by how they look! "He's ugly. Dump him"), 3. the people at school just want to annoy us or break us up cause they're bored, 4. Our parents are totally paranoid so we never get to see eachother cept for school and im.
Can anyone put theirselves in my shoes and NOT get mad even after one reason?
Once again, please excuse the language and I'm very sorry because I'm usually not like this but I just felt like I was gonna burst. *hugs*
Sorry and much love,
Aya

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Friday, September 30, 2005

S'all ok sorta.
At the game before my ex came I talked with Luna. We talked lots! Mostly bout relationships. So she found out she really likes Shadow even if there relationship's a long distance one for now. It's not an entire happy ending yet but...it may be soon. And my dearest and I are happy! ^_^
Love,
Aya
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   Need help/thinking....
Sorry if I havent written lately. Been busy. I finally got over my three month writer's block. Yay! That's the good news and my troublesome ex isnt bugging me and Andy anymore. That's really good...but, as there always is, there's a catch.
My friend who used to be on myo, Luna dumped Shadow for him...I dont know why but it makes me sad....I thought Luna and Shadow would stick together...Heh, guess I'm kinda shocked.
"The moon with her shadow gone is what? but a second sun, with an endless burning inside. It will not end...until her shadow returns..."
Sorry ppl...I'm really upset about this as you can see...although Sol's burning was ceased by the shade...*blushes* You'll get it if you really think and maybe reread it.
Anyway, I need advice...on anything from how to deal with this from how to help Shadow. I may write a poem bout this and post it before or after the game...*sighs* I'm really sad for them...they were such a great couple...Please pm me with advice if you can. I really want to help them...
Love,
Aya
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Surveys I got from Marit's
Like I've said before(i think) Marit's one of my role models in drawing. I got surveys from her da site...

Seven things that scare you (this is hard cuz I got no big fears):
1. Death (NOT dying. There’s a dif. I fear those close to me being killed, etc.)
2. Being alone (please don’t leave me again…)
3. People getting too close emotionally/socially/not physically (have no prob there don’t know why) (very small now but it’s still there sometimes…I was hurt a lot)
4. My past (……I don’t want to talk about it…)
5. Myself (I was always afraid of who I am…not much anymore)
6. Andy getting hurt (*evil glare* hurt him and die…)
7. My mind (but who wouldn’t?)

Seven things you like the most:
1. Andy! ^_^
2. Rath!
3. Hugs!
4. Love and Peace!
5. Little kids!
6. Detective shows!
7. Music!

Seven important things in your room:
1. My order (mess with and die)
2. Stuffed animals (mostly ones Andy or other important people gave me)
3. My music
4. My manga
5. My DVDs
6. My TV
7. My pictures of the ones I love

Seven random facts about you:
1. My eyes are multicolored (most people don’t notice until they’ve looked at them for a while)
2. I have a small bit of each mental disorder (mostly OCD, most people don’t notice or don’t care)
3. I love Rath Illuser from Dragon Knights.
4. I’m a hopeless romantic (I’m serious, no one would guess this and would think I’m lying bout this)
5. Lilacs are my favorite flower.
6. I want to be a mother.
7. I want to be somebody’s hero. It’s a dream I’ve had forever.

Seven things you plan to do before you die:
1. Get married
2. Have kids
3. Write more
4. Draw more
5. Mature justa little
6. Drink more Mountain Dew.
7. Scream love and peace 10000000000000000000000000 more times.

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1. Kindness
2. Open-mindedness
3. Slight craziness
4. Must love hugs
5. Understanding
6. Must be just a little like Rath (they don’t HAVE to be though…not that big of a deal)
7. Must be themselves

Seven things you say the most:
1. Nya!
2. Nyeh!
3. Love and peace!
4. ……
5. Ah!
6. I’m sorry!
7. I love *insert person, object, activity etc*

Seven celeb crushes (whether local or foreign):
1. I
2. am
3. happy
4. with
5. my
6. beloved
7. Andy

|Instructions|
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I have loads of books.
06. I once slept in a toilet.
07. I love playing video games.
08. I adore marijuana.
09. I watch porn movies.
10. I watch them with my father.
11. I like sharks.
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs.
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair.
14. I like G. Bush. (I, unlike some people, support our president but I don’t always agree with him (this is not part of the actual survey))
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself.
20. I'm really really smart.
21. I've never broken someone's bones.
22. I have a secret.
23. I hate snow. (*hits bold key fifty times*)
24. I drink only milk.
25. Punk rock rules.
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous.
29. I am not a morning person.
30. I wear glasses. (sometimes and just fakes)
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses.
32. I have potential.
33. I'm pure Japanese.
34. My legs are two different sizes i refuse to believe my legs are identical.
35. I have a twin.
36. I wear a padded bra.
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing. (yay me! ^_^)
38. I'm left-handed. (I’ma both so I bolded this one)
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them.
40. I don't like horror movies.
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway.
42. People hate me usually.
43. I love pop music.
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight.
45. I hate parking fines.
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart.
47. I know more than two languages.
48. I spend too much time on the computer.
49. I often want to throw the computer out a window.
50. I live on a ground floor.
51. I don't like chocolate.
52. I'd like to be more original.
53. I've lied. (I know everyone has and if this isn’t bold, you’re lying)
54. Cocks are my favorite birds.
55. I want to conquer the world.
56. I wonder what happens when I die.
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter.
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion.
61. I like to write.
62. I like changes. (sometimes)
63. I hate going to class.
64. I am afraid to die.
65. I hate dish washing.
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly.
67. My nails are nine inch long.
68. My favorite color is black. (should put one of in front of it but oh well)
69. I like to sleep on the floor.
70. I am hopeless at cooking.
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little. (what does this have to do with anything?)
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this.
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN.
74. I hate government.
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend.
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
78. I don't trust newspapers. (most the time I don’t.)
79. I like debating. (debating is fun lots of times! ^_^)
80. I live in a vagon.
81. I clean my room once a month.
82. I'm scared of american fast food.
83. I have a third eye.
84. I love Mozambique.
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it.
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little. (I still do. XD)
88. I like listening to wind chimes.
89. I'm very disorganized. (according to most organized people cause everything has to be a certain way to them, there’s only ONE way to them. I have a very different kind of order.)
90. My hair is long and straight.
91. I earn a lot.
92. I don't like spicy food.
93. I keep a diary.
94. I can't do cartwheels.
95. I am very lazy.
96. I'm sarcastic. (*bolds fifty times*)
97. I think my hair is annoying.
98. I'm very sensitive.
99. I love being "ab-normal."
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue. (my left eye sometimes changes to another color unless they both go gold. It’s weird…)

S'all for now. There's a few more.
Love,
Aya
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Friday, September 9, 2005

   So mad....so mad!
Ok, I'm so mad about the football game. First we were winning 7 to 6, then it was 14 to 12, still winning, and then...THEN WE LOST 14 TO 26!!! And that's not all, folks. We did all that losing in THE LAST FIVE MINUATES OF THE FOURTH QUARTER! Makes me mad...but I'll shut up about it now...-_- I hope our team does better. *sighs* Come on Falcons....T_T
Love(Aya needs love and a hug...T_T),
Aya
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Friday, August 26, 2005

   It's mah b-day! ^_^
Yayses! It's also my first day of highschool. For once, my b-day didn't suck! Acutally, it was very....interesting. First, my friends and I talked before class. My ex was a jerk because he found out I was dating someone else(duh, that's what you do when you're single). Everything was normalish til second block. I got to talk with my bf(Yay! ^_^)even though I was acting like an OCD feak and a zombie(I didn't get much sleep and there was too much dust....). I had the next class with him and my other friend. Last class wasn't boring but you probably dont want to hear about it. Oh, and after school my bf gave me four stuffed animals! I luff him! ^_^ <3
Love(and peace to all!Ehehhehheh...Inside joke with my friends and me involving Vash),
Aya
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Tuesday, August 2, 2005

Need someone to listen to my endless babbel...
*is lost in thought, notices people are here* Oh! Um...Hello all! It's been a while, hasn't it? Ever since my cat died really...Well, today I went to the dentist. My teeth are fine luckily.I also got Faith Hill's new cd. It's been three years...wow...Anyway, it's a great cd! I reccomend it to all! Nothing else new really except I joined fanfiction.net. My username is Sol_Child. Check it out sometime(as soon as I get unlazy enough to finish the first chapter of my story). Do you want to hear the summary?

Sum:Ringleys gets lonely. Kitchel gives him the idea to write a dating ad to the draqueen times. His ad is answered by three very different faries. Who will he choose? Will he be happy? And will he actually SURVIVE his dates?! Find out in Single White Fairy!

I know what you're thinking. ME writing a love story?! Did I hit my head? Well let me tell you. I was bored three nights ago at 1:30 A.M. and a copy of Dragon Knights right beside me. That's all I have to say. Plus it'll be a fun first and all my failed relationships will help me make the story more...'interesting'. Well, I better go before I give away the whole story.
Love,
Aya
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Monday, July 25, 2005

   My cat just died...
I'm really sad right now because my cat just died. Tommy was my only cat and my oldest pet. I'll probably post a poem or a drawin later but right now I'm too upset......I really need a hug... T_T
Love,
Aya
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

   Going away...
I'm going on a beach trip with my church youth group tomorrow and I wont be back 'til 8 or 9 on Sunday. I'm gonna have lots of fun. I just know it! ^_^ I cant wait! Wish me a safe trip everyone.
Love,
Aya
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