Wednesday, July 20, 2005

   I think I gotta restart...
I messed up big time...oh man, oh man...Oh well...I didn't really like how it was turning out anyway so...Off to work I go! ^_^
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   Still half asleep, working on a sketch.
I'm working on a sketch of Rath Illuser from Dragon Knights(I'm so addicted to DK).It's of him walking in the snow(he hates snow) and the words of Missing are in the bg. I was gonna add a pic of Cesia but I think that's a bit much...don't you? This idea just came to me while I was listening to my CDs last night. XD I'll try to post it when I'm done. I hope I don't screw up! ^_^;;; Wish me luck!
Love,
Aya
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

   Broke my bad day problem.
Hey all.
Sorry if I havent been on lately. You see, I've been having a string of bad luck(I'm not going into detail) and my videogame freezing up at 3A.M. was the last straw for me(at least I didn't break it...). So anyway, I invited S over and he cheered me up. Thank you, my love! ^_^ And thanks to my big bro for helping me when all my stress came out at once(I didnt mean to fly into a rage). I promise I will try harder. Once again, sorry for not updating and thanks for being here for me! *hugs everyone*
Love,
Aya
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Monday, July 4, 2005

   Happy 4th of July!
Hello everyone! I't been a while. I've been buisy lately. I'm getting over a cold/sore throat(I cant speak at all)and today I'm going to see Batman! Yay! And the Monk matathon is on. I can't stop laughing! XD Anyway I have two new poems for my series. Arawn and Pyro's turn.

Hoope(Pyro)
It's just a bad day
in her little world.
Nothing seems to be going right.
But she knows things will get better.
She'll never give up, she'll
Cheer up.
Keep on smiling.
Things'll turn out.
No matter how hard it gets,
Hope dies last.
I've had a bad past
and now I'm just drifting through life.
I feel so lost, so alone, but I'll
Cheer up.
Keep on smiling.
Things'll turn out.
No matter how hard it gets,
Hope dies last.
We cant give up on our wishes.
We cant give up on our dreams.
Without them where would we be?

Just a reminder to all you people not to give up! ^_^ On to Arawn...(it's really sad/angry....)

Death(Arawn)
Even though you're gone
I sense you're still here.
You left me so suddenly.
They all do.
They're killing me inside.
Watch my blood seep into the ground.
Feel the snow numb me.
Hear my dying cry.
Smell my decay.
Taste my taste of death.
I don't want your help.
You cant save me now.
I'm dying alone.
Does it please you?
Knowing what you've done?
Watch my blood seep into the ground.
Feel the snow numb me.
Hear my dying cry.
Smell my decay.
Taste my taste of death.
I'm laying in a field of endless stone
and all I can do is whisper
"Please...don't let death take me."

I had too much time to think yesterday when I wrote it. Now I need cheered up and a big hug...T_T

Anyway, Happy 4th! Oh! And I want to wish a happy birthday to Grandma. If she didn't die last year she would be about Ninety. Bye all!
Love, Aya
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Saturday, June 18, 2005

   It's been so long since I've been on.
Sorry bout that all. I went to D.C., picnics, baseball games(of my bro and cousins), and the rest of the time trying to keep most of my friends sane...(it's not working) Yeah. I've kinda been busy. I'll be gone for a while too....Oh! And today at the church picnic, I was so bored/stressed that I beat Fire Emblem: the Sacred Stones...now I need to beat it as Ephram....Oh and I have been taking lots of quizzes for anyone who's interested. Bye! ^_^
Love,
Aya
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Saturday, June 11, 2005

   All alone...
All my friends that I know in real life are buisy today and I'm all alone. Corse I will be too soon. Anyway I'm gonna tell you about mah 2 bes friends! Cuz I care. ^_~
1.ChaosSapphire-S is my boyfriend. He's a really good person: he's nice, loving, and very sweet. He can be an idiot and a jerk but who can't?
2.Unholy_Paladin-Andy is one of the best friends you can ever have! He's there for you no matter what! Sometimes he takes things a little too seriously. Don't worry be happy!

These guys are great! You really have to check out their sites. Talk to ya laters!
Love,
Aya
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Wednesday, June 8, 2005

   I feel like a storm has lifted....
*yawns* Good morning everyone!*bubbly smile* How are ya? My problems are much better right now. I wrote a poem to clear my head. It's about a person I thought was my friend, but she talked about me behind my back, was possibly ONE of the reasons my bf broke up with me, etc. etc. Well, here's the poem...

Deceived
You hurt my heart and mind
Totally wasted my time.
I wont let a lost soul cling to me
‘cause heck, I wanna be free.
I wont stand for this jest.
All you’ve left is a mess
Of what used to be,
But it’s time for me to fly,
And you to say goodbye.
You took my man
Although you didn’t love him.
You took my stuff,
And left me with nothing.
No, I don’t have it all, but I work with what I got.
What about you? I think not.
You don’t accept the good and the bad.
You only accept what makes you act sad.
Now my heart is relieved,
By you I’m not longer deceived.

I'm soooooo glad to get my thoughts off my chest! Thanx for listening ppl.SO SO SO SORRY TO BE RUDE TOO!!! -_- Anyway I have one message left forher...I know I'm selfish but YOU ARE TOO, for suicide isthe most selfish act of a human can obsess about! YOU are much more selfish....Sorry ppl. Didn't wanna go overboard. ^_^;;;
Sorry! Love,
Aya
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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

   Graduation....
...was alright. I feel glad to get a few things off my chest. Today I found out who my true friends were and it's sooooo good to get things off mah chest! Oh, Una's turn this time...

Sorrow(Una)
The rain burns my skin,
my sorrow's eating me alive.
When I fell you weren't there to catch me.
I was all alone.
My only redemption are the tears I shed.
So silently they fall.
Washing away the sorrow that chains me,
but also washing me away.
Caging me and setting me free.
The world around me changes,
yet I stay the same.
Every day we live or we die,
we fall or we fly.
When does it end?
My only redemption are the tears I shed.
So silently they fall.
Washing away the sorrow that chains me,
but also washing me away.
Caging me and setting me free.
The rain burns,
but what will happen after the rain?

lol. I just HAD to put a happy enidng onto a sad poem. ^_^
That's just how I am....Just yesterday when I wrote it I said, "Everythings so bad right now.........*sad look**sudden smile*but ya gotta*sings* Keep on the sunny side always on the sunny side keep on the sunny side of life!*stops singing* ^_^b Well, byes....
Love,
Aya
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

   I've been very very lazy...
I haven't posted in a while....*wacks self* lazy me...2 new poems for DS.

Hate(Kayne)
Riding down the street ther's nothing new
same old people,same road...at first glance.
As I go by the things I see
seem to stay in my mind forever.
There's so much hate
and not enought love at all.
Everyone's out to help themselves.
Full of hatered and rage,
people go on.
The lady dow the road had her husband killed.
She's now suicidal.
The orphan next door's got it bad,
he walks the streets to find a true home.
And I sit here thinking when will this hatred end.
There's so much hate
and not enought love at all.
Everyone's out to help themselves.
Full of hatered and rage,
people go on.
Sun comes up,
sun goes down.
People go on,
although they've lost their way...

No my neighborhood is not like this...just thinking about a city I went to once... ^_^;;;

Fear(Killan)
It's falling hard
washing over me like rain.
Each drop harder and colder
surrounding me, pounding me.
No one can run or hide from fear.
It's just too strong.
Ripping apart everything in it's path,
the silent destruction never sleeps.
Don't let it rip my heart out...
I'm falling and fading
and calling to you.
yet you won't hear me.
Are you frozen in your own fear, unable to help at all?
No one can run or hide from fear.
It's just too strong.
Ripping apart everything in it's path,
the silent destruction never sleeps.
Are you frozen in your own fear, unable to help at all?

Nya! Those to were depressing....sorry all....didn't mean to do that....Must do joy(Owin) next....BTW-Deity series copywright Marit, poems copywright me!

Well, lately I've been stressed...and it's been buggin' me. -_- My friends are really upset, S is being a butt(sorta), my bro's had another test..., etc. etc...But I bet it'll be ok!!! ^_^
Love(as a firend ppl),
Aya
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Saturday, May 21, 2005

   OHMYGOSHCHAOSSAPPHIRELOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Your name
Your partner
You two are	Meant for eachother
Your meeting was by	Chance
They are your	Soulmate
You are their	True love
Your love will	Last for all eternity
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