Monday, March 13, 2006

The poem I've been putting off posting
Hey all,
Yesterday was my baby brother's birthday but he's having his party today cause I had church competition pracitce. Nya, it went ok. I'm the lead in the human video again this year. I was gonna politely turn it down but when I heard the song and though about how I've been feeling lately I changed my mind. The song is called Praise you through the storm and it's sung by Casting Crowns (pretty cool band). My boyfriend got saved yesterday, too (yay! ^_^).

Today has been sorta grr. In my first class, gym, we had to go into the weight room and...heck I may be strong but girls cant lift weights very well...well, most of them cant (any girl who can I applaud greatly...guys too). Second class was really annoying. This one boy who was being really nice to me in gym and seemed to be following me announced that I was his new "girlfriend" and tried to hit on me! Ugh! Then he tried to hit on a friend of mine which wouldnt be odd but the friend was a GUY who I know is straight. Then he started making out with his best friend (who is also a guy) while the teacher's taking roll! Third block (class of the day), Japanese, was dull and in my last block (math) I had a quiz. I hate math...(btw our school goes by a class system that we only have 4 classes per semester but they switch each semester[two per year]and they are each an hour and thirty minuates long, it's called block scheduling)

Oh and here is the poem I've put off posting. It's sorta a mix between how things have been up but everything down happening has hurt bad and looking back on how the relationship with my current boyfriend has changed. So this one's for Rayne. Btw-Rayne you're very lucky and special, you just dont see how special you are.

Unlucky Star
Make a wish on a star,
that's what children whisper.
Take that star, make it yours,
cherish it forever.

I must be wishing
on an unlucky star.
Watching my magic dreams fade
has made life seem so hard.
And if I had one wish of mine come true...
Would it really matter?
Would it really matter?

Time goes by
cant erase the way I feel.
Only that unlucky star
can taste my tears are real.

Why do you love me,
my unlucky star?
Why can't you se right past me?
Why mend my broken heart?
And if I had one wish of mine come true
I know it wouldnt matter...
I know it wouldnt matter...

And I keep holding inside all my truths...
When all I want to say is I love you...

Oh, I need you with me
my very lucky star.
I dont need my wishes,
I only need your heart.
And if I could make one wish of your's come true...
I know that I would matter...
I know that I would matter...
I know that I would matter...
I always knew you mattered to me...

Well what do you think? I think I've improved a lot. I really like this poem. Funny think is it comes to me as a song. Who knows, maybe I'll get the music down someday. Well I have some things to do so I'll probably write after my brother's party or tomorrow. *hugs* Thanks to all my friends here who always got my back, you guys all rock.
Love,
Aya
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