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• Jessi

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myOtaku.com: Chaotic Light


Monday, April 23, 2007

   *sighs*
I don't mean to complain to ya'll but I really need to get this off my chest so people don't get hurt.

Well for the last about 6 months I've been helping one of my friends her name is Mary. It's always something with her. I drive myself up the wall trying to help that girl. I'm about to go insane I start to neglect my own friends. I've done so much for that girl and everyday It's something else.

I've done so much for that girl and do I ever get a thank you, no never never never. *cries* It's starting to get to me. I don't even require a thanks for the people I help, I love to help, I'm good at it.


Her dad is really really sick now and he's near death. She's like why me. my life is shit.

I never knew my dead beat dad, he walked out on me and my mom 3 months before I was born...2 months before I was born. And when he died when I was 12 he didn't leave me anything....I thank him for getting with my mom and completing my DNA but that is all his tail did for me.

I know people who are in abusive places and they can't get away, they don't let me help them, no matter how much I want. There isn't much I can do.

I love that girl like she's my own sister, but I can only take so much.

This hurts alot for me to talk about cause I know how close it was to happening it would have torn me up so bad. A few months ago, my boyfriends dad was so sick, he had heart failure in the hospital twice. All turned out alright fine. But if his father would have died and he would have left me. I would have lost it. I can't take another heart break, I don't know if I'll ever be able to do that again. *wipes away tear* that's so hard to talk about. I'm so thankful that didn't happen and he's still mine.

Oops started talkin bout myself.

wow I feel alot better now *hugs*

thanks for putting up with me
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