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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

   *sigh*
yu wont believe this!...i think...i am growing emotions for him....i wait for him.....and i get all happy when hes online.....i dont want to like him....but then...something inside me....deep down inside....i want to....and sometimes.....i feel so sad that even though i dont want him....i do....i want him to love me....omfg....why?!....is it flattery like li-chan said?.....do i just want him to love me cuz he said he did and no one has ever said that to me?....i need someone to talk to....but when i try i cant....am i afraid of pain like he said?.....am i denying my feelings?!....why?!...*sigh*....if i admit it will it all be okee?...if i say i have feelings for him would that make me feel better?....no?yes?....maybe?.......hopefully?.....yu know that song?from bowling for soup? "almost"?...i like that song....alot.....i love that song....its my song....lol....i always exaggerate on this shit....*sighs*....i need someone to care for me....untill then....ill lose myself in manga or maybe anime...which evers easier....laters all!
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