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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

   *sigh!!!* welp...lets see...
damn....well....spoke with that dude...and he does have a crush on my...but....he just wants to know for fun if i like him or not...whats that mean?.....i dont get it....he was like "i was just wondering if yu did.....i want to know for fun"...anywayz....ive told him that i had a crush on him...he mightve taken it as a joke...but i was serious....*sigh* anywayz...next time he signs online ill tell him....and lets see what happens....cuz i asked him..."what if i said i did have a crush on yu? then what?" and he said he didnt know...well...i want to know what might be...lol...im so weird....why?...why do i feel this?...i freakin hate it...i dont want to like him!! i dont want any of this!! ever since that day he said it ive been confused...and yet..this feelin i like....its nice to feel something other then sadness....and thats if i really feel it and its not something im doin cuz i want ppl's pitty. *sigh*....if yu werent aware of this...i tend to mimick others...heh...not perposly of course...its just....i dont know...ive been analyzin myself....as if i was my own therapist and dicovered that i might have a heavy case of stress and depression...but i hide it all and am unaware of that.....maybe i am right....but them....i cant really say i am...cuz yu know what they say....when in depression yu try to rationalize things...anyhooo!!! im just goin on and on and on....soooo..ill stop for now...laters on and all that read this! bai bai^^ *waves*
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