Saturday, November 3, 2007

Raven's sleepover...
raven didnt hav her sleep over last night and im kinda sad about it.hopefully it is today and if it isnt,then i will feel even worse.i miss her more and more.mabye next week i can have a sleepover.
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Thursday, November 1, 2007

i want to die
my nana has been nothing but mean to me.i took me siblings out to the playground and they weren't doing anything so i brought them back inside and went to hang out with my friends.and so when i went back inside and she gets mad at me and i am allowed to go out with my friends as long as im in the apartment complex.she cant control me!if she doesn't like it then she can fuck off.
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Happy Halloween!!
Okay,so i am here and it's halloween.so i will start the sending of the MCR pics.and here's a Tommy Heavenly6/Tommy February6 video.(Tommy February6 is the one with the glasses)oh,and there is two parts


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Thursday, October 25, 2007

   Happy Halloween!!
I don't know if i will be here for halloween so here's a little happy halloween!If i am here for halloween,i will give everybody a my chem picture!!!
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Sunday, October 21, 2007

   I got a new love!!!!
Okay,so im bi.i got a girlfriend and im so happy.she is alot better than my last bf because all he did was do his makeup.om making her a video right now so if she comes over,she can see it.well,i should go now.
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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Dead In The Water preformed by Hawthorne Heights
okay,well,Im going back to what I used to do.I love this band.I found them a few days ago.

The medicine is blending in mixing the blood with oxygen
I need this right now to figure myself out
Cutting through the ribbons of self doubt
I never thought you'd see me this way
You are the worst and I am to blame

Close the door, lock it tight
Then I'll know you're safe tonight
Turn on a song that means the most
Believe I'm there and hold me close

She is in my bloodstream, tonight she's draining me
The room is filled with reds and blues
I follow as she leads into the darkness
Drying up my veins, she's a ghost, a silhouette
Calling out my name

These lies will fall into the pieces I left you
Of your favorite picture torn in two
I never thought we'd end up this way
You are the worst, I am to blame

Close the door, lock it tight
Then I'll know you're safe tonight
Turn on a song that means the most
Believe I'm there and hold me close

She is in my bloodstream, tonight she's draining me
The room is filled with reds and blues
I follow as she leads into the darkness
Drying up my veins, she's a ghost, a silhouette
Calling out my name

So close the door and lock it tight
Then I will know you're safe tonight
Turn on the song that means the most
Believe I'm there and hold me close

Close the door, lock it tight
Then I'll know you're safe tonight
Turn on a song that means the most
Believe I'm there and hold me close

She is in my bloodstream, tonight she's draining me
The room is filled with reds and blues
I follow as she leads into the darkness
Drying up my veins, she's a ghost, a silhouette
Calling out my name
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Saturday, September 22, 2007

   emo boys.
I wish i could have them all















that's all for now...just look at my quiz results to see more
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Sunday, September 16, 2007

   im sorry
im still sad.i still want to die.all the letters from my friends made me happy,but alas,i am still depressed.i dont kno why.im not on any meds or anything.this might be the last time you hear from me cause ill either go away or die.bye.maybe...forever.
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im lost...
i still want to die,but i just got a PM from one of my friends and she doesn't want me to die.gerard,frank,and mikey caught me with a gun to my head and ALOT of pills.i think i made them cry.im not sure cause i was blinded by my own tears.the guys in my chemical romance love me alot because i am one their fans and friends.they werent about to lose one of their friends at mikey's birthday party.well.im still here.even if im suicidal.
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Saturday, September 15, 2007

   depressed...again...
i want to die again.i dont know why.i think it might have something to do with my friends.theyre all motherfuckers.my only really good friends are rachel,raven,shea,kim,and all my friends online.i want to blow my brains against the ceiling and DIE!im as cold as death right now and im not even sure if im alive.its colder than a cell in here and i feel trapped.my friends are here with me and they are supportive.i will preform with my chemical romance and they will have a party with us afterwards,but that is the only good thing right now.i miss my mom and its been a long time now since she died.i never got to spend time with her.i dont think my boyfriendknows how much i love him.my eyes hurt.im tired.
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