myOtaku.com: CHEMICAL ROMANCE

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Birthday
• 1995-03-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• Hiding in muh bf's closet
Member Since
• 2007-07-06
Occupation
• wierd almost emo person
Real Name
• Helena

Personal

Achievements
• watching over 100 anime shows and meeting My Chemical Romance
Anime Fan Since
• ummmmm.I dunno
Favorite Anime
• bleach,hellsing,trinity blood,rozen maiden,Loveless,Gravitation,Fullmetal Alchemist,Cowboy Bebop,Trigun,Ghost In The Shell,Paradise Kiss,Naruto,and Lucky Star
Goals
• moving to Japan
Hobbies
• drawing,writing songs,singing
Talents
• singing,drawing

myOtaku.com: CHEMICAL ROMANCE

Thursday, August 9, 2007

...T-T
I'm slipping deeper and deeper into depression,my life is at stand still and I can't go to my BFF's birthday party.I've been fighting agaist depression since 1st gradewhen my best friend,Ryu,commited suicide in front of me by setting his house on fire,this resulted in Ryu and his parents dying.Leo(for those of you who don't know,he's my boyfriend)let me cut his hair again thinking that would make me feel better.Now he looks like Davey Havok in the "Days Of The Phenix" video.I've noticed that I've been listening to "Headfirst For Halos"(A song by MCR about suicide)and "Heaven Help Us".I hope I feel better next week when I see my Nana in Port Orchard.I also can't wait to get my hair cut.I'm gonna cut it really short and leave it long in the front with it covering one of my eyes.Is there a way that I can die and not hurt my friends?Or will I have to kill them so they could come to hell with me?

"The red ones make me fly,and the blue ones help me fall.And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling.And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall.Fall on your tongue like pixie dust.Just think happy thoughts"-MCR"Headfirst for Halos"

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