Tuesday, September 13, 2005

ok well not much.......
well today was a must i say really shitty shitty day.i did absoluty nothing..lol..i was online 4 a bit but thats it other then that i slep and ohh i brought the papers that i needed to bring to the skewl so now im regisitered 4 night skewl FINALLY...lol..glad thats dont it had me worried..well now im focusing on trying to get cuddy to study to get his permit and 4 me to get mine i have nothing but time..lol

wellwat else happened today um....NOthing..lol..

umm lets c..wow i didnt do ne thng today..lol..and ohh man theres these sneakes on the net that cuddy really wants and i wanna get them 4 him i know he loves sneakers so i know hed be happy if i got em' 4 him u know a nice early i dont knoe a plain gift u knoe..lol..

ohhh i had a huge ass fight with mybitcchy mom..she even broke a crystal rose thats cuddy gave me 4 valentines day i was pissed u have no idea ..GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..Bitch...lol..but im serious its along story behind her and me u know...

well i guess thats it if u wanna know ne thing bout wa ever happened to day u know u can pm me i dont really care i just dont feel like typing..lol..todays like a lazy day 4 me..lol..

well

PIC OF THE DAY

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Monday, September 12, 2005

   bordum...and late..lol
well im bored again and oh i thnk i got to just about every 1 who commented on my site yesterday..and well 4 those of u who site it seems i didnt get to ur site. i was there but im having the comment problem..so dont take it bad..

but well in other news umm i think imma start to watch..wat was it gundam seed destiny..i think thats it heve ne of u guys seen it and well may i have ur opinion..like do u like it..and i other news i really like sum of the 9.11 tributes ppl put up they were all beautiful..it was a nice and very touching thing to c....

umm im trying to think of hings to say but i dont really have much ohh i got the internet on my phone today its only 20 cents and 1 min a day unlimeted ..which makes me happy so now when ever cuddys at my house i an let him use the comp and ill use the phone..lol..

well i guess im all dont time 4 the..

FAN ART OF THE DAY

well ttyl and ohh if ur bored u can im me im on...lol

well buh bye..
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

late day 4 me...
ok well i would think this is a late post so well srry 4 it.. but im bored so i figured i would post...

ok well yesterday i pretty much got to every1s sites and if i didnt get to urs its bc i was unable to comment because sumtimes the comment thing/box take too long to load like i will wait like 10 mins and then i get fustrated...so even if i didnt comment belive me i was there ok..

and ohh did ne of u watch Naruto on Toonami??

I did and i was so pissed it sounded stupid ass hell and in my opinion it made the anime it self boring every1 sounded dumb...I mean i knew this would happen to it thats y i was like omg NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
but well i cant help it u know oh well ill still watch it in jap just i wont watch it in english..

ok well moving on to the..

FAN ART OF THE DAY

Well enjoy and well ttyl

and ohh im not sure if many of u know but todays 9.11 so im not really sure wat to say but i just thought id bring it to attention..
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Saturday, September 10, 2005

busy busy busy....
u know ive noticed so many ppl have been so busy l8tly but u know now that i think about it its al because of school..u know and im the same way i got so many problems with this famn school shit like im currently not going to day school i have to attend night school so i was waiting the whole damn time 4 my papers 4 it and they never came turns out im not even registered 4 the damn shit so i had to go to the school with my dad and all that shit u know i was like wat the hell u know every year i never get the right shit when it comes to school if i dont do it myself it will never happen..lol..umm but u know in a way its kinda a plus because even after i register i found out the the actuall classes dont even start till october 3..lol.me sooooooo lucky.i got an extra month of vacation..lol..not to tease u all..lol..and to also add to the goddies i got 4 days a week 4 4 hours wat a life..lol..

well not much else happened ive just been going crazy trying to get that school shit settled but thats my reasons 4 not getting to ur sites and all that i think i go to them the day b4 but then again i dont even remember.....

well i got good news i got a cell phone finnaly..allthough i really only need it to call cuddy but hey it will come in hady u know..

ok well i got a nice pic i think imma start doing a like fan art of the day thinggy so here we go heres the

FAN ART OF THE DAY

well enjoy and ttyl..and ohhh ill get to ur sites tomorrow kk..srry dont be mad..
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Thursday, September 8, 2005

i know its late
i know its really late but i think i should let u all know i got to just abput every1s sites and if i missed u its because my comp took too long to load ur comment boxx so i didnt comment ok..but i promis ill try to fix it ok..well i g2g srry this was a fast 1 buh bye
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Tuesday, September 6, 2005

i know its late..
well i know this is a late post but well im bored..lol..

well i just thought that i tell u i did manage to get to every1 who commentred on my site yesterday and i also got to like 4 ppl who just plain old updated..lol..

well i really dont have much to say ohh actually yes i do...lol

yesterday me and cuddy went shoping..lol
i got no lie 14 pairs of pants and 3 pajamas..lol

and tomorrow im getting sum sneakers and a pair of timberlands..(boots)...
lol

but i am so excited that i got them bc i had literaly no jeans i got tons of shirts bc i wear the tees u knoe like a white tee or bleack u know all different colors..

but well um cuddy got these nice ass sneakers thats nobody got yet we paid about $100.00 but i like them so i dont care i think imma get them too..lol..

well um i know i alsways ask 4 sumthing but can u all plz be on the look out 4 the song that i need..?? thanxxxxxxxxxxx

CHEZA

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Monday, September 5, 2005

well as u can c..

well as u can c i have finally changed my theme..I was working on it literaly all day i didnt even get around to visiting ne 1s sites bc i was doing that..but well im very glad that i did it though..And well 4 those of u who dont know who she is its Kuchiki Rukia Of Bleach..lol.I like to think of her as Ichigo Girl friend..lol..get it cuddy = ichigo----cheza=Rukia...lol..j/k

so wat do u think?

and ohh do u c the banner at the top the very 1st 1 it says "Pain Is Only The Begining" well i take very much pride in that because me and cuddy made it together..I think it sums up Both me and Rukia... Wat do u think?

And well ass 4 all the other sigs on my site as well as the 1 in this post they were all made by the infamous cuddy... I was forcng him to do them.lol..Muwahahahahah!!!!

well i am looking 4 the bleach opening song to the most recent episodes and if nebody would be so kind as to help me get it that way i can put it up i would be so happy in fact ill do ne thing 4 it...like if u can find it ill make u like a sig banner or sumthing like that..

well i know i have been making long ass posts lately but well it gives u all sumthing to read..

wwell i also found this really cute ass pic and well i really like it its sooooooooooooooooooooooo cute....


well i guess thats it 4 every1..and well imma definatly get to evry1s sites tonight 4 sure bc i dont have ne thing else to do...

Cya!



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Saturday, September 3, 2005

ok i know i know but here i am yet again
ok well let me start off by thanking every1 here who offered such nice words of comfort in my last few posts...I was kinda in a crisis but its all worked out right now..everything is all back normal..

I am also glad to report that to all of u who have read cuddys post about our break up well thats was a mistake and well all i had to do was explain eveything to cuddy...He went through alot and belive me i am so srry 4 putting him threw it but it was outts my hands i really had no way to contact him but wat ever moving on um well everything is all good now..lol..

im so happy...

i could hug cuddy if he were here..lol..

ok well thers so much that i wanted to say but 4 sum reason i cant really think of it ne more..lol..but well goes to show how happy i am i cant even think straight..lol..well i ahvetn been on 4 like 4 days because i have been spending alot of time with cuddy u knoe make up the missed time..lol..but i cant complain it was soooooooo fun if u ask me i think we got a hella lot closer..better yet id say were more in love then b4..lol..

u know i was so happy when i read every 1s comments..i was just so happy to know that every1 cared as much as u did u know i didnt really think that every1 did i was trully touched..I really think that u guys r awsome friends and i would never ever wanna leave u all..alot of wat happened was really crazy but hey thats life and thats love it has its up and downs but wast doesnt kill u makes u stonger.. right?

well enuf of that..lol..umm well i dont know if u all noticed but i have a new song up do u lik it? and can u hear it?

and well i think this pic is really funny but cute..lol..i like it and well here it is...



and yes i wanna be a member of it its this think on sum forum but they have the cutest pics..lol..well i guess thats it on that..lol

well i am definatly considering changing my theme...and hopefully ill have that done tomorrow..

and well i will most definatly be at evey1s sites i promise since now everything is all setteled i can get back on track..lol..well um i guess im all set 4 this post if u guys ever wanna chat or ask about nething if ur still curious botu me and cuddy well u can im me or pm me ok...

and ohh let me just say it 1 more time..lol...

cheza and cuddy will never be apart..lol..

well c ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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Monday, August 29, 2005

ok i know alot of u r thinking im sum bitch and all that because of cuddys post but belive me its not at all like that..

heres the whole story...

ok well my bitchy mother came back and then in the morning she was going to my fathers job....then my dad said to go with her bc he dont trust here to be alone so i had no choice but to go..and when im there i have no way to call jj(cuddy) because i cant tie up the phones and i dont have a cell phone so thats out of the question...

well i get there and my dad says ohh u gotta go up to kims and get sum stuff 4 me and by kims i mean upstate to her house....so i was like no and he was like well u cant fucking stay here its too busy...and i was like so take me home but nobody wanted to take me home..they all said u gotta stay with ur mother and watch her............

so then i end up going all they way up here..and they turn around and go stay up here and naturaly the point that i dont do shit came up and how all i do is stay with cuddy so they said stay up here...i was like no i dont wanna but they were like no stay..ur dad said 4 u too and ur staying bottom line..

so i ended up staying over here..and i had no way to call cuddy because everytime i do or say or go sumwhere they wwanna know wat happened or wat ever the hell it is..so if i wanna talk to him thell listen in and all that..like they walk around where imtalking of the come bather me and then i only end up talking to him 4 like 5 secs and i dont say nothing to him because i cant say wat i really wanna say because they question every god damn thing...

i wanna tell him everything but like i said i cant and belive me u all knoe wat kinda person i am i dotn keep nothing 4rom cuddy i tell him everything no matter wat but i dont want ppl in my buizness 1ce they hear sumthing its like ohh go tell the owrd angel this angel that..blah blah fucking blah.....

so now im stuck not being able to call him and thenmy nefew devons a spoiled little asshole...like ok let me give u an example...

im stiining down petting the cat and devon is siting down playing with like his modle cars and shit then i go upstairs to g on the computer and then he follows me and starts to be all nice like ohh watcha doing...and im like oh nothing im going on the comp thats it...and hes like oh ok and hel leaves..then i try to read my pms that cuddy sent me and he reads them well actually not reads them but u know he tries to read them s then i cant read them or reply to them because hes all up in my bizness..then u know ill get up to go get a drink or go t the bathrom and he fucking jump on the comp..and then when i say ohh i was on hes like oh hold on i gotta do sumthing..ill be fast..so im like no get the fuck up i was on..hes like no im on its my computer and im wanna go on it..so then he only goes on 4 like 5 mins and gets off..so i come back upstairs and i wanna go on and hes like oh im doing sumthing u cant go on and when really the comp is shut dow..so then i tell his mom amd she lets me get back on and all that but he omes and goes ohh my moms said this and that and bitches like oh im aways on the comp and gets on my fuckin nerves..so im like u know wat take ur fucking comp..

u know wat thats not even the story put it like this wat ever i wanna do he want to do b4 me like he wont be using the comp but as soon as i wanna use it ohh now he want to use it hes just a spoiled litte fucking ass who dont now how to share..

ok so now heres wat it comes down to i end up haveing no way watso ever to contact cuddy with out sum 1 trying to get in to it u know...

and i know u all r thinking that im a clod hearted bitch who dont care about him but tell me u guys knoe how all i do is talk about him my whole fucking life revolves around him...im so in love with him i think im crazy i mean the things i got threw 4 him u dont even know the half of it...

ok im not sure if ne of u actally know wat its like to be in love but imma just say wat i feel..

u ever love sum 1 so much that ur heart flutters when u think of them dispit the bad times?

cuddy has no lie maade me who i am today he showed me the world im a veiw i never thought i would see ..like ppl spend ther whole life looking 4 that 1 special person..going threw 1 person to the next but me i was lucky enuf to find him and even though it was at a young age i still just had that feeling..

i knew cuddy was the 1 4rom the 1st kiss...not even when i 1st saw him the way he made me fell when he looked at me was unlik ne think i ever feel..he was like evrything i ever hoped 4..he didnt love me 4 my looks.. just bcaus of my personality.. everytime i saw his smile my heart skipped a beat..i lost my words my world was spinning i couldent conrtol myself...

i knew deep down inside he would be the only 1 4 me and i know allotta ppl say ohh its puppy love or im too young but u knoe wat ur never too young 4 love...if u find that 1 person u knoe it and feel it..u wanna spend every second with him...

i dont even know its too hard to explain but belive cuddy they way u mke me fell is extremely herd to explain in words i can only show u and to do that thers not enen enuf things that i could do or even enuf time to do them...

I GAVE U MY HEART FREE OF WILL
I GAVE U MY SOUL,
I GAVE U MY LIFE
I GAVE U ME.
ALL I EVER ASKED IN RETURN WAS 4 U TO LOVE ME THE BEST WAY U CAN AND STAY TRUE TO ME..I TOLD U STAY BY MY SIDE 4EVER...

C WHEN UR IN LOVE IN MY VEIW AS TIME PASSES U DEVELOP CHAINS NOT CHAINS OF RESTRAINT BUT CHAINS OF LOVE..THINGS THAT BIND U TOO THAT PERSON NO MATTER WAT.. THINGS THAT KEEP GIVING U HOPE..AND ALWAYS STICK WITH U THREW GOOD AND BAD THINGS THAT ONLY U CAN NOTICE AND FEEL..THINGS THAT U FEEL WHEN ALL GOES WRONG.
ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL DEEP INSIDE U KNOE ASK CUDDY THERES TIMES WHEN I DONT SHOW LOVE BUT THE PROBLEM IS THERS NO WAY TO EXPRESS IT..ALL I CAN DO IS BEE HERE AND TRY MY BEST TO MAKE THEM COME OUT..CUDDY I LOVE U THOSE WORDS RNT JUST WORDS I CANT SAY THEM TO NE 1 DO U REMEMBER HOW SCARED I WAS TO EVEN SAY IT TO U HOW I CRIED WHEN I 1ST SAID IT TO U? ITS BECAUSE I TRULY LOVE U.. NOTHING NOR NO1 CAN TEAR THAT FEELING AWAY..

I LOVE YOU 4ROM THE BOTTOM OR MY HEART TO THE END OF TIME

MY WORDS OF 4EVER WILL LAST..

Angelina loves James FOREVER





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Sunday, August 28, 2005

LONG TIME NO POST..
ok guys im srry...i knoe i havent been on in like ages i know most of u probly took me off ur firends list but its thast ive been busy..alots been happening an dwell wat ever..wel i knoe u all wanna kill me..lol.but its lyfe..lol.

and wel i know its late 4 thins but cuddy if ur reading this......

I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL...NOTHING WOULD EVER MAKE ME CHANGE THAT UR R MY WORLD U COMPLETE ME IN EVERYWAY POSIBLE..

I KNOW WEVE ONLY BEEN TOGHETHER 4 ALMOST 3 YEARS BUT ALOTS HAPPENED...

WELL I KNOW MOST OF U R WOPNDERING WAT THE HEL IM SAYING AND Y THE HEL;L IM SAYING THIS BUT WELL ITS LATE BUT THE 25 WAS CUDDYS AND MINES ANIVERSSAIRY WEVE BEEN TOGETHER 4 2YEARS AND 9 MONTHS NOW..

WELL UMM WHEN EVER I GET THE CHANCE TO GET ON THE O I PROMISE I WILL DO WAT EVER IT IS I HAVE TO DO...AND WELL IF THERES NW THING U NEED 4ROM ME U CANT PM ME OR WAT EVER... WEL;L IMMA GO...
I GUESS IM ALL CONE 4 NOW C YS

NOVEMBER 25. 2002

ANGEL AND JAY ALWAYS AND FOREVER..
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