Tuesday, June 21, 2005

   Fun...lol
Well, I'm happy now, I feel very good. ^-^ I found this On a friend's site and thought it was funny, so I'm gonna steal it. Hee hee

Write your first and last name with your:

-Index fingers: Jery Lyn Clendennen (I'm so perfect lol)

-Nose: jery lyn clendennen..(ah...ah...AHCHOO!..Ew..)

-Elbow: jery lyn clendennen (Damn I'm Good!)

-Big toe: jery lyn clendennen (Still just so good..)

-Tongue: jery lyn clendennen (Ew..I just licked what my Toe touched....)

-Heel: jery ly76n cle3ndennen (damn, messed up a little...)

-Chin: jery lyn clendennen (Whoo! Go pointy chin!)

And I didn't cheat on any, I promise.

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Monday, June 20, 2005

   Dammit.
Dammit. Double dammit, they would not let me take my test, cause I haven't taken driver's Ed. Cause you know why I haven't? I hate cars, I can ride in em, I can look at em, hell, I'll draw one, but I do not Ever, EVER wanna learn to drive one over my motorcycles. And now I have no choice. Damn-It. I could beat something up and cry at the same time, it is just not right, why should I have to take a car lessons, before I can take my motorcycle test? Cars are Not better. Cars are not anything! Sorry if I am sounding rude, but I'm upset...I can't help it, please excuse me, I just need to vent, and since I can't hit much that will bring me satisfaction, and I don't wanna cry, makes me sad, I'm using...the internet! What else?...*sigh* I hate this...so now I have to go through god knows how long classes, get that certificate, take That test for That permit, and THEN I can do what the hell I wanna do. Usually I am a perpetually happy person, but right now, I'm pissed....and I hate Cars...All cars, if I know you, and you have a car you love, I mean you no offence, of course. But if I could just run around with a baseball bat and beat every car I see to totaled junk, I would right now....and then I'd sit in the debris and cry..and then I'd kill the desk lady at the Department of Public safety, by running her over, with a motorcycle, without a permit, and no liscenced rider in view, just to piss them all off...Sorry, I think I'm going a little loopy, I haven't slept since....What is it, Monday? I haven't slept since Saturday, so...I probably won't remember this later...lol Anyway, I'm gonna go read or something...wait for Something to do...Please excuse me...
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   Days...
Okay, little late, but I was spending father's day...with my father! lol We went to the movies. it was much fun. ^-^ but I'll backtrack. Okay, Rocky was So fun! I think, because we had alot of first timers, we all did very good! But that's me..lol anyway, I got to do opening dance, that means I get to jump and wiggle and make a fool of myself, but I had fun, of course. lol ^-^ I always enjoy the shows, and am never nervous in it anymore, but next week...next week makes me a Little afraid, no Leah, no Animal, no half the cast! I just hope we all behave, for I don't want the wrath of Leah upon me...lol Well, Show was good, still don't like Aubrey, Especially not have to see her stupid underwear/thong sticking up over her jeans! Bleh! I could have puked. And she's so demanding of attention, I cannot believe. But am I not the same in some way? Wish attention upon myself, but unable to get it as she does? She is taller than I (as is everyone..lol) and skinnier and I suppose prettier to normal people. Maybe that is what's wrong with me...mayhaps I am jealous..? What a disgusting prospect, if it is so, and I repel myself if it is. *sigh* Anyway...I still wish I did not have to be a burden on people to have to wait with me, but I am happy to have Brad to talk to, laugh with, whatever. He makes me smile, and I enjoy his company, and his hugs. lol ^-^ Today I spent some time with my mom, slept, then the rest with my father, and then here, nothing much to add to that...and now I'm nervous..I take my test to get my Motorcycle permit tomorrow...and I'm scared to death of it, for I am so sure I will forget, and fail, I have so little confidence in myself! but it cannnot be helped...and so I am afraid. *sigh* I'm going to return to my movies and Books now, to pass the time until I fall asleep...but I am still happy in myself. lol ^-^
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Saturday, June 18, 2005

   Another Day..
Well, the only thing I do withmy weeks is tonight! Rocky Horror Picture Show! Yay lol I love going, had to help train new transies at rehersals lol..I don't like on eof the new people trying out, some girl, Aubrey or something, she's a little older than me but still just 16, but she openly talk about how many times she's had sex (which seems like alot) She acts like an attention wanter, big time, and Leah should note this....Oh well, I'll just vote for her to not be on cast..lol Anyway! Happier times. This week is just a regular show, but last week was our white trash show, gah I don't know how to be white trash..lol Brad's so sweet! I don't mean to flirt so shamelessly as I think I do, but he pays attention to me, he really does! I could weep at the prospect, usually I would have to go out of my way to Do something to get attention at all, it's just so....Nice. I don't like being ignored, but I don't stand out as much as most people..**short**...and he's just so cute lol *plays with his hair* Hee hee..lol Anyway, I'm just happy to have a friend. ^-^ Well..I'm gonna try to get my permit for motorctcles this monday, and I'm scared to death...I just dirtbike, which is different...*sigh* I'm not afraid of just failing, but also of letting my father down, he means the world to me, no matter how he may (unintentially) emotionally hurt me. I wish I could be whatever it is he thinks I am...Bah. Nothing else to report I don't think, so I'll be headin' out now..*waves*

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Friday, June 17, 2005

   Summer.
During summer I have nothing to do, but sleep, and My Rocky Horror Picture show of course, but that's twice a week. So when nothing happens, my posts lag, and I can't help it, sometimes nothing happens that I can post! *sigh* I get SO bored, like I am now...anyway...off to take quizzes..I think I'm up to 200+..hehehe...lol
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