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Monday, June 20, 2005


   Days...
Okay, little late, but I was spending father's day...with my father! lol We went to the movies. it was much fun. ^-^ but I'll backtrack. Okay, Rocky was So fun! I think, because we had alot of first timers, we all did very good! But that's me..lol anyway, I got to do opening dance, that means I get to jump and wiggle and make a fool of myself, but I had fun, of course. lol ^-^ I always enjoy the shows, and am never nervous in it anymore, but next week...next week makes me a Little afraid, no Leah, no Animal, no half the cast! I just hope we all behave, for I don't want the wrath of Leah upon me...lol Well, Show was good, still don't like Aubrey, Especially not have to see her stupid underwear/thong sticking up over her jeans! Bleh! I could have puked. And she's so demanding of attention, I cannot believe. But am I not the same in some way? Wish attention upon myself, but unable to get it as she does? She is taller than I (as is everyone..lol) and skinnier and I suppose prettier to normal people. Maybe that is what's wrong with me...mayhaps I am jealous..? What a disgusting prospect, if it is so, and I repel myself if it is. *sigh* Anyway...I still wish I did not have to be a burden on people to have to wait with me, but I am happy to have Brad to talk to, laugh with, whatever. He makes me smile, and I enjoy his company, and his hugs. lol ^-^ Today I spent some time with my mom, slept, then the rest with my father, and then here, nothing much to add to that...and now I'm nervous..I take my test to get my Motorcycle permit tomorrow...and I'm scared to death of it, for I am so sure I will forget, and fail, I have so little confidence in myself! but it cannnot be helped...and so I am afraid. *sigh* I'm going to return to my movies and Books now, to pass the time until I fall asleep...but I am still happy in myself. lol ^-^
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