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Birthday
• 1989-10-04
Gender
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Female
Location
• NB Canada, but not for long
Member Since
• 2004-12-15
Occupation
• student, baby-sitter to my brothers, humen in general,or am i ; ]
Real Name
• Caitlyn, most the time
Personal
Achievements
• occasionally i achieve moments of clarity in my otherwise confused state of mind
Anime Fan Since
• i liked anime when i was little, then due to availability i forgot about it , then i found it again when i was ten *clasps hands together and dreamily looks up at the heavens with big sparkly eyes*
Favorite Anime
• i mostly like shojo manga, so sue me im girly. i like nana, absolute boyfriend, godchild, more starlight to your heart and cardcapter sakura
Goals
• to travel the world and to find a job thats not boring but doesnt mean starving and living in a cardboard box
Hobbies
• drawing, writing, reading, acting (or atleast auditioning) creating my own stories, and a few other things i cant think of, i hope
Talents
• the same as my talents i guess
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
hey evrybody!
i was wonderin, what do i want 2 do w/ my life? well i know that i am goin 2 travel the world, but i don't know how. i work hard in school, but i dont know why. i want 2 b remembered after i die, but i dont know what 4. i do things i like, but i dont know why i like them. i know the "rules" of society, but i dont c where they come from or why people follow them. i try hard 2 grasp evrythin in my mind so that it makes sense, but evry once in a while it all falls apart. evrythin that made sense doesnt. evrythin i built my life on just doesnt matter. usually when people think like this theyre angry or confused or frustrated but i dont hav any emotions 2wards it. i just hav moments of numbness where there is nothing. n i mean nothin. not good or bad or in between. theres no emotion or thought. its like 4 a moment i dont know anythin, like my inside was just sort of erased. it doesnt upset me, but it makes me wonder,,,word of the day: scurrilous
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