Birthday • 1993-01-22 Gender •
Female Member Since • 2005-06-14 Real Name • Michelle
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Goals • Become a manga-ka, or novelist :) Hobbies • Doodling, drawing (?), writing, VIDEO GAMES, COMPUTER, & listening to MUSIC Talents • My pinky can bend a full 90-deg. angle and turn completley backwards (now), and uhm...I'm pretty good at DDR :) (Heavy, and Oni) ^-^
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Mishy has many hardships ahead...
Not the tittle of my life story part two, but of NOW. Ok, I wasn't going to tell you, since I don't want anyone worrying, but I have to in case...
MISHY (AKA me..)
-Right side of heart has leaky valve
-Thyroid not producing enough enzyme or something...
-I may have a problem with stomach or appendix...
When I went to the doctors yesterday, I had sharp, stabbing pains on my left side high up where my ribcage was. A sharp, stabbing pain, yes. Like a minute it'd be like- someone poking me UBER HARD then go to a soft poke of my side, and it hurt. I got an antibiotic that says I shouldn't be exposed to light or fake light for a long time. Why? If it's strong, while it's traveling through my bloodstream, it could give me a rash, that's why. I'm going today at 7 to get a sonogram of my stomach and appendix. Haven't eaten since 12, doc's orders. Just 2 hrs. 15 min. to go, right? Rosalie keeps saying "Michelle, if you get it removed, can I have your appendix?" Then, her and Angie go on about how they KNEW it was going to rupture and I'm gonna die. Lovely advice to give, eh? I'm scared that I might since I have a heart murmur already! T.T Cia, you said you had lotsa stuffs like operations, did this happen to you? *sigh* I'm hungry and scared of the results. Angie said that if I get too excited or some emotion, I could have a heart attack, since during Advisory Class, me, Rosalie, and Bobby were laughing REALLY hard. I got to the point I tried hushing them, couldn't speak since I was laughable, hard to open jaw, couldn't breath, and started tearing. I have an UBER BAD migrane headache now... eeeeh... I do hope I don't get a heart attack or die, though. Then I think-before I was born, I had no memories, no thoughts, never existed, didn't have even a brain to see pitch black...if I die, I won't think. See no black, just be gone. I'm crying now, since the idea of death does scare me. Especially if I DIE. God, I'm pathetic. Hopefully, I can scan my new piccys, Rosalies, and Nikki's to prove Fern and Raeza wrong. eheheh... *sigh* I'm uber hungry. I hope I don't need an operation. Hold on...
Sorry, contemplating. Okies, I'll say it. I think I'm gonna die. Really... *sobs* I'm scared. I also think I am depressed. Not ya know, sad, but depressed as in that medical condition. My mom is. i read her notebook I found, and she wrote her problems (she has LOTS, poor Mther-Bear...) and depression was one of them. It's al my fault, and everything bad happening right now, I'm blaming on myself. I blame myself for ThePupInuyasha leaving, my mom being depressed, people hating someone I am close to...I just can't handle all this stress! I really am going to get a heart attack, eh? *sigh* I just pray to God, I live to have a family and be all I can before I am deceased. I need a boyfriend to cheer me up right about now... lemme see:Eric-getting along better, we talk, walk to 6th period together, he doesn't completely hate me now. Nestor-we talk when he's not surrounded by friends other than Alex, he's not a jerk (always...), he likes poking me. This is relativley new, actually... and well, I'm only interested in them both. Oh well. Matthew keeps bugging me and staring at me. Dante is forever hitting on me, but Matthew is cute, so I don't particuarly mind, Dante however...eh. Not so great. He hits on 6th graders and ma friends, that perv. *sigh* I really wish I could have the strenghth to hug Nessy, Eric, or Mat...(nicnames, BTW..) Ah. *Mishy dreams* Yes, yes, I am a lovesick girl, neh? And I like all older anime guys, I'm so sad! T.T Pathetic creature am I...crap! It's five now. Sweet Jebus. I'd better go. Have much planning to do...MUCH. Wish me luck, guys![insert heart symbol here] NNNNOOOOOOOOOO! Grandma making food (smells GOOD!!!) and I can't eat! T.T WAGA! >_<;;;
A very good friend of mine is leaving myotaku. ThePupInuyasha, we will all miss you. *huggles* For you, please give her a round of applause everyone. *claps* This is my final farewell then, I suppose...
YAY! *add expression here*
I have returned from the land of merriness where I shall do a dance upon the bald head of Angora!
>.-
Sorries...sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepy.
I just realized something(s)-
-people visit, never sign gb. PLEASE SIGN!
-no more ppls rate art PLZ RATE!
-I only watch tv on weekdays because all my homework
-I need to get a lif HAVE TO
-I is flippen sweet.
ok, so the last one is made up, so what? Geez...
I don't know what to do...maybe I'll search theotaku. Miss you all, sorry I don't update, but I am ALIVE!!!
SHOCKING RELEVATIONS!!!
-ok, Mishy has problem, well...turns out there is a leaky valve on the right side of my heart.
Thyroid not producing enough stuff, but doc says "Nothing to worry about." heh. whatever...
I'm gonna die soon, aren't I? Yes I is.
Oh well, an interesting life I have lead, neh? I figure since Fern told HER life story, here's mine (not as inteesting)T.T
:
-Brought upon this world, I had my path chosen. I knew my destiny and what joy I was to bestow upon this world of stoopid people and stuffs. T'was when I was six, I gathered minions, to plot against my goodie-toshoos(mispelled, but oh well...anyway...)way of life. My minions and I gathered at school and in my neighborhood. Then, as we were about tho unleash our lord, Ubalma who is a wooden banana with a REEEEEEEEALY LONG beard, Mother-Bear and shishou-chan hurled my plans out the door. That, and our house was set aflame. We moved to another city, or odd perportions and such where I went to a private school, gathering knowledge to further my gain for world domination. Then, as my minions found me, we moved yet again to a different dweling, in the same lands. Here I fell in admiration for another, and my evil concoction was destroyed. Soon after, my newest minions and I have been plotting to over-rule your @$$35. Yeppers. Since |=3|D|\|+-837|\|y-|)\-|4\|\ is a double-agent, I have been since trying to rid her of her sincere ways. She is an impenetrable demon who is not yet willing to accept her destiny as one of us, however, she has evil running amuck throughout her puny little mind. It will crush her. My quest is to find my true love, while over-powering this nation with my wicked ways of stupidity, as I will rise up in my own nation, ruler and superior leader of all you. Have a nice day.
!!!HAPPY VALNTINE'S DAY!!!
Yay! Mishy is ever so sqeamish with squeamish delight! >-< I gave Eric a rose and he didn't freak out. Yay! I asked him why...turns out if I stop botherin him after a while, he could care les if I huggle him...! ^.^ oooooOOOooohh!! *ideas* tee hee hee...
Anyway, I gave him a rose, a kiss.
A HERSHEY'S KISS, silly! ^.~ You gettin ideas? I would, but...it's bad...Mishy can't have ideas....I have BAAAD thoughts when I have ideas.....REAL bad....bad ideas that make people go mad with unimaginable blind fury and causes them to get in states of rage when they start lopping off heads with their kuni...nothing...nothing at all...as you were...
A-hem...
Yeah, so we walked to class 6th period, and he thanked me for it. He sounded like this:
"Uh...t-thanks...(?)"
Heh...*sweatdrop*
Yeah, well I feel happy. Yeppers, I do. This makes up for fourth grade when Nestor...and the dance....and, yeeaaaaah....enough of that. I also gave Nestor a kiss. A HERSHEY'S KISS! or...was it? o.O;;; J/K! ^.^;;; But yeah... so Happy Valentine's Day to you all. I'll try posting a piccy for you to take since too many ppls to send cards to, ok? Sorries! -.-;;;
UWAH!*falls down in dramatic...eh....whatever...*
I need to update! I am a terrible person! I have not visited you at all! Forgive me! I am sooo sorry! Me can not go on internet during day since Mother-Bear says no. Must wait til weekend RRRREEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALlyy late...early...
I'm gonna fail Reading and Math this semester! Nooooooooooooooooooooo1!!!!111!!!!11!!1111111!!!!
T.T
This is what I get for being stoopid. (T.T)
Awwww....XP
I hope to scan two piccys soon and add em as fanarts. One is Kimizu's, and the other a piccy I drew for erica-domo-san...*blushes* (AKA-Eric)
*blush*
...
Uh...can you keep a secret?
you: Yes.
me: Reeally? o.O
you: No.
me: ok, whatever, anyway...
Ok, Mishy here likes someone. Yeppers. Tis known as Eric. mocha-chan has mentioned him times...yes, yes... well...i drew him a Valentine piccy...actually, several. I don't know which to give him. *blush* X.
Well... me and mocha-chan like him, so neither of us can ya know, be with him or whatever...
He liked me in 3rd grade, and her in 6th. Well, it's complicated...VERY...anyway...I gave Ayla a rose to give to him, and she did. He was stumped as to who it was from, but couldn't guess who...he asked Nadia "was it Michelle?" she said she didn't know. then he asked if it was Raeza. I hope he doesn't think she gave him that. -.-;;;
Ma and Raeza are like sisters who are just too damn alike, and it sucks cuz we have to like the same ppl. I don't wanna stop being her friend, but Eric is sooo...*blush* I dunno...I just had to rant about this for some akward reason...Long story short:
Mishy is a love-sick, hopeless romantic who doesn't let ANYONE know how she REALLY is. I act really not how I am, and it sucks, cuz it's my rep now. Only, well...aww....*sqeals* I dunno...
I think of changing ma site to mayhaps Bishie themed. I have a list...
-Ichimaru Gin
-Sesshoumaru-sama
-Shigure Sohma
-Hatori Sohma
-Kureno Sohma
-Yuki Sohma
-Kyou Sohma
-Edward Elric
-Ishida
-Sasuke Uchiha
-Ichida Uchiha
-Kakashi-sensei
-Krad/Satoshi Hiwatari
-Dark Mousy/Daisuke Niwa
-Roy Mustang
-Ayame Sohma
...
TOO MANY MORE!!!! See how desperate I am that I would stoop as to loving cute m...en who only exist in anime, and my dreams and fantasi...I have reavealed too much... -.-
Seriously though, I HAVE to update. Hoping to improve site later. Please don't hate me for leaving you...! (T.T)
I feel tired from containing my sqealish-ness after finding many piccys of Ichimaru and the Sohmas....*faints* ode, how I wish, by some twisted stroke of fate, I could join you, my beloved bishies, and we would reign over all humanity, cuddling each other in warm embrace so that we may become an undefeatable force!
a-hem...sorries...got too carried away. Well, at least I hugged a Sasuke and Kakashi cosplayer who were hot and smelled good... *swirly blushy eyes* Aaaahhhh...I gotta get a life.
Until fate do us upon each other again, my love, I eagerly await your arrival so that I may bestow a kiss upon you, to symbolize the love I feel for you...Until then, I bid you adeiu...
(did i mispell that?)
Man, I gotta make more lines! ^^;;;
Ichimaru, our love is not yet over! I will not surrender my love for you! Never!
I HAD THE BEEEEEEEEEEESTT TIME EVEEEEEEEER!!!!!
We went to the Ushicon. Awesomeness.
Like five people glomped me over ma Katamari cap.
I beat many grown men in Guitar Hero (sweetnes...)
Chiyo, I bought.
The second one is ma caricature. Like it?
KAWAII DESU, NE?
Mel took ma cam to develop pics. Scan them later. Gots many stuffs. Yep. Well then, ok...uh...off to do stuff...I WAS A STAFF MEMBER!!!
I was an assistant in the Game Room. Kewl, eh? I know, i know...
I saw episodes 54-56 of Bleach, and 1-4 of Pita-Ten. I luved it. I love everyone. I love you. Except those damn zombies. Sure, I mean they're cute, yeah, but one minute it's : "Uuuuhhhh..." all cute and crap, and then the next it's like:"Raaaa....rr.....a.a.a......r...."*chomp*
Yep. Damn them back to hell, the lot of em'.
Actually passing all clases considering I gots many missing assignments. Ma sci project made it to city, didn't place. (-.-) Guh...
Raeza asked Eric out, I went to Ushicon and was a member, I hugged a cute guy there *blush* When Mel left, I asked this HOOOOOOOOOT Kakashi dude if I could hug him. I did. *blush* *faints* Then, I hugged a Sasuke cosplayer as well. *blush* aaaahhh....sweet hot lovable cosplayers. I love you. Maybe I'll update ma crappy site later. Geez, I have 400 visits, and 74 gb signings and I couldn't be miserabler...er...
oh well. I love ma caricature. "Give me the zombie piggies!" *clenches fist*
[Gone fishin']
Vids from PI311's site. PI311, I love you.
Myui, I love you.
Melissa, I wuv you.
Bobby, I love you more.
Kakashi-sensei and Sasuke cosplayers I hugged, I double love you.
mocha-chan, I hate your sister.
Hell, I love all you asses out there even you, Nikki.
Well....maybe....ok, I gotta go.
Cia-chan, ThePupInuyasha, other close long and/or short-named friends, I love you all.
kk...sayonara!
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I can't believe it's not butter!
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and you're still reading this post...
stop....now...
NOW!
Fine, I'll go now...
A DUDE FROM FUNIMATION DREW ME A PICTURE AND THEY GAVE ME AUTOGRAPHS@@@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am:
-Michelle (Mishy, or Mich)
-chibi suki
-5ft. 4 1/2in.
-have dark brown, short (like Riku from DNAngel) almost black...
-Dark brown, or medium brown eyes.
Can't miss my purse:
That's the back of it. I'll try showing it.
It's in AUSTIN!!! The one of the biggest anime conventions EVER! PEOPLE FROM AROUND THE WORLD WILL BE THERE!!!
XD
I CAN'T WAIT!!!!! Hope to see you there! =^-^=
If going, PM or e-mail me at:
Mishy has many hardships ahead... 
YAY! *add expression here* 
MY FIRST ANIME CONVENTION EVEEEEEEEEER!!!!! 
