Wednesday, July 5, 2006

   What sucks:
I can't comment or submit artwork or see my portfolio! I wanna be in the caption thing!! WAAAH!! >__>...
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   Happiness...
I broke up with him...Derick that is. I knew any happiness I had wouldn't last :)
I dunno...I feel somewhat guilty for making him feel bad. Bobby says I should feel bad. Andrew said he just wants me back and shyt. I agree with Andrew man, 'sides, on his myspace, he has a pic of some girl and says 'my sexy girlfriend'.
How retarded and deperate. (saying this cuz she's sleepy and uber pissed-off) >___>...
Honestly, I dun care if some bish is saying 'your better off without that bitch' to him. I really don't give a crap. *sigh* I dunno, it wasn't all that great :) I mean, MAIN reason...I felt too uncomfortable around him and when we talked...he seemed so distant. I can talk to Bobby and Andrew and Matt so much better than to Derick. Eh. Boys, who needs them? Ooh! Paranoia Agent on! ^.~ I'm so happies show is back! >__>...
[Random Q: Am I emo? I am told I am partially so]
{End random insert} Anyways, Derick is more a friend...yeah...Besides, I feel guilty since I didn't 'love' him as much as he would've wanted me to( or at all for that matter) . Remember Matt from previous posts? Yeah...I dunno, I never really got over him, so in a sense I felt like I was cheating...God bless, that's retarded.
Also, on my portfolio, it says I'M A FROZEN USER!!! HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN? I CAN'T SUBMIT MY STUFF, AND WAAAAAAAAAAH!!! This sucks >___>...
On top of losing Derick (not like it hurts or anything), myotaku is all screwed up! *sobs* Oh wells.
Anyways, I feel relieved now :)
Much happier ^-^
*hugs*
No cutting for Mishy in a while now! >___>...
I feel so happy & accomplished @_@;;;
Still, the no submitting thing sucks. *hugs*
I must go now. Man, am I glad I'm single again! ^-^
Now I can devote myself to MORE YAOI!!! Meeheeteehee...!!!!
*huggles*
.::The_Weird_One::.
*hugs*
~Tee...
Luvs ya! ^.~
Loves:
Guys:
-Andrew! (Awesome Andrew!)
-Bobby! (Nii-Chan!)
-Michael! (Tee hee)
Girls (not in a les way, so don't think wrong you pervs! >___>...)
-Razea! (Sissy-Chan! [as in sister] *gets whacked* Meek!)
-Miranda! (Man-eating Miranda! Huah! >__>...)
-Nadia! (chickaflanga)
-Nikki! (Meeheehee...)
-FERNY! (SHE'S SO SMOOFING COOL)
And other MORE LONG LIST-Y Peoples!!!
Still, top two peoples I luvs-Andrew & Miranda! They rawk! >___>...
*huggles*
Tee hee...
Take that bish, and let the best person win :)
[It's only the begining of the end for you]
.::Weird_One::.
:)
*huggles*
~*~MiShY~*~
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Monday, July 3, 2006

   Storm!
Bad storm, off goes compy sees ya soon :)
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Saturday, July 1, 2006

   It's Godzilla!!!

	NEW: WALLPAPERS ^-^ ---------- Heylo...I don't think I'm going to Austin. Mom is yelling at me, reminding me I'm her little mistake...she said I won't be going anywhere all summer. All that because I need new jeans, and she says I already have a shytload of crap and that my room looks like shyt, I look like shyt, I AM a piece of shyt...God. She's been all moody. Is she on her period? Either way, it's pissing me off. I don't know who to turn to anymore. *sigh* This sucks. I do hope older sissy can convince her to let me go to Austin. Then again, sissy hates me so yeah...she's mean, older sissy... ---------- Listening to: Ningyo Hime-Chobits For The Reunion-FFVII DHT-Listen To Your Heart Oceanlab-Sirens Of Sea ----------- Watching: FMA ----------- I so hope things get better. I'm almost pushed beyond the breaking point, and I feel like crying now. Jeebus, I hate this feeling. To be told over and over you were a mistake, a worthless being that just 'happened', is a horrible feeling. Over and over she repeats it... sometimes, I have to wonder if it's true. Miranda says I shouldn't, but then again... ---------- *huggles* Take care Sorry for all this guys, but this is relieving to share, believe it or not ^^; I need therapy again >___>...? ---------- ~*~MiShY~*~ ---------- Working on Friend Buttons Credit: AnimeReq-Blog Template :) Credit: http://www.mundopsp.com/uploads/official117.jpg-Cloud pic :) Credit: Angie-FFVII Movie :) I luvs ya! ^.~

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   Please watch:

I cried when it got to the Sukisho part, and I can't see what I'm typing so forgive me if there's an error or two. *sobs* I have tears rolling down my face, since I'm still listening to it! Go to 2:35-the Sukisho part *sobs* Again, I play it...*sobs* I'm such a dork! TT-TT
Mom feeling sickie so may either head out to Austin tonight or tomorrow morning. Okies, take care. Added wallpapers.....I think...?
Well, I made em. -_-;;;
*huggles*
~*~
Also1:29-I love that part of the song)
The sweet voice of a thousand angels
sernenading through my mind, visions
of warmth and beauty flood my head, their
kind song echoing me to sleep with
their sweet luluby...my sweet...my sweet...
go to sleep. Let the voices drift you to sleep
may you go peacefully, lay down now
and close your eyes
Rest your head upon my own, and together
we shall face this
overcome this.
My love, my darling, my sweet...
let us go silently, swiftly together
through the darkest of dreams, as we have
them as our guides...to better lives...
Together with their help we can begin anew...
have a stronger bond, loveeach other more and more with each passing moment.
Let their sweet serenade lulluby us to sleep
my love so we may be united...forever...
until death do us
apart.
~*~
Random little above thingy by me...@_@;
Meek, see how cute that vid was? It made me cry..hells, I am TT-TT;;;
*sobs* Waaaah! Watch it, please? I can't stop playing it or crying...such
a sweet
voice.
~*~
*huggles*
~*~
~*~MiShY~*~
~*~

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Friday, June 30, 2006

   .::Summer Trip::.
:)
Smiley...meh. Me feels bad @_@ Sickie in the tummy! >___>...
Me going to be in Austin for a week. Leaving at 4 in the morn. See ya when I gets back kiddies :)
Tee hee...I said kiddies...>___>...?
*huggles*
~*~MiShY~*~
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   .::Hiatus::.
[yeah..]
Mom gone... I'm working to delete my myspace.
Grandma seriously pissing me off now. I feel horrible, really...*sigh*
I really need to go to a therapist...?
:)
~*~
Artist: Wilco
Song: Via Chicago
Album: Sumerteeth
Via Chicago


I dreamed about killing you again last night
And it felt alright to me
Dying on the banks of Embarcadero skies
I sat and watched you bleed

Buried you alive in a fireworks display
Raining down on me
Your cold, hot blood
Ran away from me to the sea

I printed my name on the back of a leaf
And I watched it float away
The hope I had in a notebook full of white dry pages
Was all I tried to save

But the wind blew me back via Chicago
In the middle of the night
And not without fight
At the crush of veils and starlight

I know I'll make it back
One of these days
And turn on your TV
To watch a man with a face like mine
Being chased down a busy street

When he gets caught, I won't get up
And I won't go to sleep
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Via Chicago

Where the cups are cracked and hooked
Above the sink
They make me think
Crumbling ladder tears don't fall
They shine down your shoulders

And crawling is screw faster lash
I blow it with kisses
I rest my head on a pillowy star
And a cracked-door moon
That says I haven't gone too far

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Via Chicago

Coming home
Coming home
Coming home

Searching for a home
Searching for a home
Searching for a home
Via Chicago

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
~*~
Added my 100TH WALLPAPER...
Itachi Uchiha and Sasuke Uchiha...mostly about Itachi... look if you want, I don't care.
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~*~
I rest my head on a pillowy star
And a cracked-door moon
~*~


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   ~Brief Post
Listening to: Perfect World-Gravitation
Watching: FinalFantasyVII-Advent Children
Mood: Apologetic, Retarded, Hungry, Sad, HUNGRY, etc...
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Yay!
Finally....my computer has an erm...virus...
*hides* It wasn't me I swear! *crosses fingers*
Yeah....
@_@
I got rid of it, then I saved more pics and got another one now >___>...?
My screen turns red and pink, not a serious virus, I've had it before, but Mother-Bear says no more internet for a while. I'm sneaking on now...
Meh heh heh...>__>...?
Mayhaps I can still sumit wallpapers if she leaves...
Crud! I have to go!
*huggles*
Miss you all, hope to get compy fixed soon!
~*~MiShY~*~
Man, I'm retarded.
Eep!
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

   MORE YAOI!!! >___>...Naruto X Sasuke...


Aaw...I HAVE TO make a wallpaper of these two! Yummy yaoi! >___>...?
I am SO SORRY for not visiting, guys! I'm horrible, I know! People visit me and comment and I don't! I'm sorry! I'm makeing wallpapers now, and I'm supposed to be cleaning @_@ Meh> I'll finish the wallpaper, submit it, then clean, then visit. @_@ I get food if I clean! If not, Mother-Bear won't +_+ I'll have to starve again...! >___>...
Seriously though...
I haven't eaten in...this is the third day...is that bad? Mom thinks I'm turning anorexic or whatever...jeebus. I feels sick is all...@_@ Too much damn stress!!! Okies, lemme hurry so I can visits :)
*huggles*
~*~MiShY~*~
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Monday, June 26, 2006

   Yessssssssssss.............>_>...

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