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Friday, June 2, 2006


   ~*~HAPPY~*~
Okies, later me post about ma two new friends I made at the skating rink. I just saw I'm a....SENIOR OTAKU! YAAAAAAAYS!!! Amazing, neh? Yes. =___= Anyways, lemme start with ma buds:
Miranda and Andrew. Yes. She's 12, he's 11. Dood, she looked 13 and he looked 14. With the serious faces they had, I was scared, but then anime moment....
Okies, so he looks all grr and stuff then, when he asks us if he wants to skate, like cherry blossom petals flow down and his hair moves with an invisible wind, sparkes galore!
Hee hee. >_______>...
Wells, before I knew them weird thing, I saw them before, like in a dream? Deja Vu man. I mean, I saw them before, all serious then smiling for a brief second. It was weird! Wells, we skated together, had fun ^-^
Ah, all those other 'loves' I had were all fake. Loves I created to make myself feel as if I had a meaning when I had lost all hope. This time was different. We hit it off pretty good, I didn't act all mean to him, and we held hands. =///= but, like friendly hand holding...we were skating in a line, and I held his hand. Then, again when I tried Nadia's inline skates on. Dood, ever feel as if u KNOW u want something ur destined for, not like anything before, but u feel it's stoopid or u know u can never have it? *sigh* That's how I feel about Andrew. He made me laugh for real, not a lot of guys do that...but then, I don't care how old he is. He's 11. I'm 13. I feel kind of akward, only cuz the world will think I'm a molester or something...+_____+;;; Man, I mean, I really do like him, but I feel stupid about it. Him and Miranda are friends, and I feel as if I'm intruding on their friendship (does that make sense?) Either way, I like him, a lot...
He looks like Nuffy. Well, Arnulfo. One of my first 'loves'. He's like a spitting image of the 11 year old Nuffy I knew. He's kind like Nuffy, but Nuffy avoided me. Andrew doesn't. Am I dumb to fall in love with someone younger than me? I never thought it could happen, but it did...oh man, I feel weird! Help guys? Advice? *sigh* Man...confusion galore. Well, I have to go. See if I can visits. Thanks for reading.
~*~MiShY~*~

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