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• Become a manga-ka, or novelist :)
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• My pinky can bend a full 90-deg. angle and turn completley backwards (now), and uhm...I'm pretty good at DDR :) (Heavy, and Oni) ^-^
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
Pretty Little Red Waterfall...flowing from my veins...
*sigh* Crap, I keep doing it. I PROMISE I WILL TRY NOT TO! >__>...I really have to stop...
*sobs* I feel so guilty...
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I lied to someone dear to me...said I did not do it....they said they loved me...if they knew the truth, would they have told me such sweet words...? Truth is, I always loved them also...I kept hiding it, running away, denial...telling myself it was all a lie...we were no more than friends...I do not care who reads this. I will not explain myself to people who know me and think they know who I am talking about...truth is, I am curently living a lie. I don't love ....I really....*sigh* I told Miranda...she knows...Kami and chibi-san know, but probably forgot since I told them so long ago, and they thought I was lying...but they're happier without me...happier...without...me. *sigh* Sorry for being all cryptic and burden-ish. I write to conceal that person because some people may want to hurt them...may want to hurt me for not telling the truth...*sigh* Why did I have to put it up on that...?! Ya know what, NEVER get a myspace. Those things suck and ruin your life...like mine...mine....
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I will no longer live this lie...today, it ends...stop looking after me! Stop it! Leave me alone and don't bother me again! I can't stand you! *sobs* They know who they are...
leave me alone to live my life without having to worry that you'll be there smothering me, dragging me down....stop it! You're right, things change....leave me alone...I'm sorry...do not contact me, please...
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I must go
~She smiles but she's
sad. You can't see
it in her eyes~
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