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Monday, June 26, 2006


   Everyone tells me that no matter what, I will overcome this darknes...sometimes I wonder if I can...
Mood: Normal
Listening to: Wilco-ELT
(Every Little Thing)
Album: Summerteeth
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Yes, thanks guys. Many people slapped me and told me to stop moping :) Thanks, that's the reality check I needed >___>....
For people who told me that all the attention was ok, I disagree. If I let it all go to my head, whenever no one comments, I could do something drastic! >__>...Still, I feel much better today.
GREAT acually. :) I tolds a lot of my problems to Miranda, and she listened. About an hour I told her everything bad that happened to me...from tramatic experiences to disgusting people I wish I never met. It was horrible. I cried...a lot....during that conversation, but it was worth it to get a load off my chest. She was the first person who I told about what happened to me when I was a child. I don't know...she's just the type of person I feel comfortable telling everything. She's awesome >__>...She rawx! @_@
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Heck, I love all my friends. All of them are there for different reasons:
.::Bobby & Angie-Talked me out of cutting myself the most
.::Raeza-Ma BFF, I can talk to her about a lot of things, and she hugs a lot +_+
.::Nadia-Cheers me up when I feel cruddy, even if she pisses me off, I still luvs her! >__>...
.::Ferny!-The random one I can be most retarded wif +_+
.::Nikki-She slaps reality at you whenever you least want it, but she keeps me in order despite her nagging >__>...
.::Rosalie-Uhm...she's just there cuz she's cool...j/k...She makes me laugh and praises me a lot when I feel down
Those are ma school friends. Not much, but I love them all for what they do and the fact they have handled me THIS LONG amazes me, but nonetheless, they love me too....right? @_@;;;
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Friends that have helped me the most here would be EdWillSoS (advice and here for me), Flowerkiss (advice and here for me), Cia-Chan(more advice, here for me), BloodFilledTears (second-sister), alphonse13(here for me),Myui(made me laugh...I miss Yui-Kun, where is he?), and a couple others. I forget, but ALL of you guys are special to me for reading this and keeping up with me and what-not. :)
*huggles*
I loves the band Wilco. THEY RULE!!! >___>...
Working on another wallpaper using their lyrics...@_@
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MY NARUTO SAKURA WALLPAPER IS NUMBER ONE!!! YEAH!!! ANOTHER RANDOM ONE IS LIKE...6TH? I DUNNO, BUT CHECK IT OUT, WILCO LYRICS FOR CANDYFLOSS AND MY DARLING USED. :)
:)
*huggles*
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Man, I should write a book on my life...a biography...that'd be awesome...+_+
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*huggles* I luvs you guys SO MUCH, I really do.
Wilco RULES!!! >____>...
Okies, I'm gonna work on the wallpaper. Checks it out! ^.^
*huggles*
Okies, I'm out :)
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The ashtray says
You were up all night
When you went to bed
With your darkest mind

Your pillow wept
You covered your eyes
And you finally slept
While the sun caught fire

You've changed

We fell in love
In the key of C
We walked along
Down by the sea

You followed me down
The neck to D
We fell again
Into the sea

You changed
Oh, you've changed

Maybe all I need is a shot in the arm
Maybe all I need is a shot in the arm
Maybe all I need is a shot in the arm
Maybe all I need is a shot in the arm
Maybe all I need is a shot in the arm
Maybe all I need is a shot in the arm
Maybe all I need is a shot in the arm

Something in my veins, bloodier than blood
Something in my veins, bloodier than blood
Something in my veins, bloodier than blood
Something in my veins, bloodier than blood

The ashtray says
You were up all night
When you went to bed
With your darkest mind

You've changed

Oh, you've changed

What you once were isn't what you want to be any more
What you once were isn't what you want to be any more
What you once were isn't what you want to be any more
What you once were isn't what you want to be any more
What you once were isn't what you want to be any more

-Wilco
-Shot In The Arm
.::Yaays!!!::.
^.~
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*huggles*
~*~MiShY~*~
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Thanks for reading my boring shyt :)

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