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Saturday, February 25, 2006
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The person you love is supposed to make you happy right? Then why.....why do I feel so sad.
so frustrated that he's o clueless. So hateful on the inside. Is it because I need someone who I can trust? Can I TRULY trust this person?
I thought I could...Until i saw HER. I know he likes her yet,I thought I was his. He flirts more than usual. He writes about her all thE TIME. am I just useless? so easily overshadowed by some skank that I'm just eclipsed and forgotten just like that?
What about MY feelings? WHat about US? I need a shoulder to cry on but all his attention goes down her shirt. Am i even needed? What EXACTLY IS love? Is it someone you can trust to be with forever? Or is it just another illusion that guys overshadow? I thought it was about being with that ONE person you can trust, the one person who respects you, the one person...who loves you back.
Well I may bef fickle but you don't see me going up to a guy all flirty. He says that he's trying to give me space to roam around he tries to let me be more independent. But why? did I ask for this favor of his? I don't think so. Why?
It's been on my mind forever. I-I-I just....I just don't get it. Apparently this guy is just after me becuase fo my looks,athletic,and drawing abilities.Don't get me wrong now. it's nice to know that people out there think I'm pretty it's just...
They're after me because of what I am on the outside. not the inside I-I-I-I.... *sigh*
Why is he so DAMN shallow? why can't he appreciate me for who I am? Well he's got another thing coming, I AM MCKENZIE /CHIBICAGE. and you know what!? If he don't appreciate me for that I dont' give a rat's butt if he becomes lonely.
sorry guys, I've just been...*sighs* I've felt really unloved lately so I had to write it down and I'm still contemplating over it...... I just. A part of me is missing....and I'm no longer bubbly, and giggly. I..I...I---............
sigining off,
the lonely
Chibicage.....
//Makenjii
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