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Saturday, March 31, 2007

   11:29 a.m., I feel alone.
People can so easily hurt others, without even realizing it.

I'm an optimistic person, I'm happy most of the time and I always think about the good in life. But, I sometimes feel like I'm obligated to be happy. I mean, most of the time I am, but, when ever I feel sad, my friends don't even seem to care. I feel like they just think, "Oh, with the way she is she'll come out of it." But thats not true. When you're sad it hurts hearing that. And even my close friends seem to just blow me off. They always care when other people are sad, so they stay with them, comfort them. But when I tell them I'm sad, they just think it's not that big of a deal and they don't even try to make me feel better. And because they do that, I get the feeling that they don't even want to be my friend or hang out with me. It makes me feel alone. I hate being alone.

So, if this stuff hurts so much, why do I pretend like it doesn't bother me. I think I've figured out that I pretend like I don't care because I'm trying to be a good friend, a better friend. Because as I said before, I already feel like they don't even like me, and I want them to. So I try to be a better friend. I just can't understand why they can't see how hard I'm trying. I don't want to loose my friends.

Everthing seems to be going wrong. I'm not usually like this, but right now I feel like I'm loosing everything.
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