Well, it all started on thursday when i brought up the fact that we had been together for two weeks and i was kinda happy about it. he said he was confused. . .and i asked him why. he just said alot of things. so, basically, i gave him a bunch of examples of things, and he just asid, "alot of things." He wouldn't be specific. So, finally he said he was confused about us. i didn't understand why, but he said that he thinks "we" went too fast. And as almost ALL of you know, HE was the one who kissed me TWICE on the first date, and Nadia, knows exactly how he acted on our dates because she was there. And you can even ask her. HE was the one that was going too fast, HE's the one who asked me out in the first place. So, friday came along and i asked him if he was doing any better, and he said he was just more confused. and so i told him that he could tell me, and he said it was too much to explain. i asked him to try, but he said he couldn't. i just said, sorry. then he said he didn't wanna hurt me. I told him that he needs to make the choices that he wants and that i just want the best for him cuz i hate to see him confused. then he said, i'm so sorry, i didn't want it to end like this. of course, stupid me, i said, you're not..are you? he said i don't like doing this and i don't like leaving someone like this and i am. so, i started crying. and yes, i'll tell you all now, this was all done over myspace. that bastard didn't even have the guts to call and tell me. he had to do it in a flipping message! grrr...i'm not sad anymore, just really mad at him. And ya know what else? even as we were together, he'd flirt with other girls and when he said he'd call, he never would. he's a jerk and a liar. and i'm almost over him. So, in conclusion, HE brok up with ME. Luckily, meh friends have been keeping me outta the house. XD They gives meh stuff to do to keep meh mind off of it. also, tomorrow, i'm going on vacation and won't be coming back until thursday, so i hope to talk to you all then! Love you all so much! Thanks for the support. =]] It really helped.
Love,
Harii / Hyllari
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