Monday, November 7, 2005

   Hey everyone
Sorry for being such a downer I think I understand what I am feeling now though I have felt this sadness once before when I was about 8 years old I beleive I though that everyone I knew was going to die and I was going to have to live all alone but that isnt the case this time its the same feeling but I am not sure whats causing it like before. before, it was my first grade tteahcer who died in a car accident maybe its the hurricanes and that tornado that are causing it all maybe its getting me to think more... its all vvery very sad... well Im not really in the mood to talk about my day at the moment but I did make my site a little happier ciao for now
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Sunday, November 6, 2005

   I dont know what is going on with me anymore...
I have yet another headache but that might be because I just got out of the shower... I dont feel right anymore something is going on and I dont know what it is maybe its in my selfconcious...maybe something happened to me a long time ago and the memoory is trying to return Ive just been feeling so depressed I havent been eating s much as I used to I feel as if I lost something I dont know anymore these feeling are confusing me so much I dont know whethere Im happy or sad Im so lost Im gonna go now please take care

p.s some people did look at my fanart but it was all given a measly 0 I wouldnt be so upset about if they would have told me why but this just really bothers me bye again
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Saturday, November 5, 2005

   hiya! ^^
hey everyone! thsank you all for your words of e

ncouragement squeee@! lol ^^ last night I went to the library to work on a project for a bit with my frien Rushee -ruchelle- lol ^^ we had to come up with a few stories on the greek godess Aphrodite XD shes teh sex god XD x2 lol when we looked online we could only find nudy pictures of her.... lol it was pretty funny did ytou know the way she was born was when some guy cut off his gentials and through them in the sea? she was born off the foam >0< lol

when my momcame to pic me up we went to walmart and bought me some new headphones and some speical knitting needelsss so I can make hats ^^ I grow tired of buying the fruba hats for so much so now I can make them on my own =P TAKE THAT FUNIMATION! l;ol well gotta go for now take care! p.s I made somemore fanart take a look! CLICK ME
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Friday, November 4, 2005

   >0< painful head!
I feel as if my head is going to explode neh its been hurting forever....

yesterday didnt go to well for me heh... It appears as if I dont have anyone to talk to here in the real world anymore....none of my friends care to listen it makes me feel so alone. I know you all are hre for me but it just isnt the same I I know I will find someone to listen to my problems and offer me advice here but when will tht person come? when Im old and decrepit? well Im gonna go for now tale care
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Thursday, November 3, 2005

   neh....
Ive been up forawhile typing a damned paper....I got a headache and I akm totally worn out neh.... well yester day I got a fruitsbasket video for the site ^^ I hope you guys enjoy it heh heh

I also had a half day but it didnt resallly feel like it because of all the homework I have teachers are so cruel.... lol well gotta go for now ciao ciao
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Wednesday, November 2, 2005

   Happy November ^^
sqqueeee! happy november!one of my favoirte months ^^ Im not ure why though its either because of thanksgiving or the fall weather ^^ i DONT KNOW LOL ^^

well yesterday I did give my sasite "The cat returns" theme if its one of miyzaki's small movies it wasnt really advetrtised because it wasnt his animation he passed the job on to someone relse in the middle of the makint lol its an awesome move

Chirstine also gave me a cd wit all this Korean japanese and fillipino music -note: I am german and italian- and I actually liked it alot it gave me a total bust of inspiration I loved it so much! heh heh well gotta go! takecare!
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

   Hey there ^^
AH I FORGOT TO PUT UP THE WINNER OF THE CONTEST Im sorry! >.


and as you can see edward Elric won the contesy ^^ poor mero mero lost ;_; lol isok ^^ well I will get a pic of ed on the page so he can shower in glory for the whole month ^^ thnaks for participating ^^
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Monday, October 31, 2005

   HALLOWEen!
Muwahahahaahaha! its halloween! itsnt it aweosme? lol ^^ today were allowed to wear costumes to school but I think Ill only wear catear or starry sunglasses or soe mthing heh he ^^

yesterday I got 3 new manga! tsubasa 4 and 5 and kingdom hearts volume 1 I am so happy!!! especially iwth the kingdomhearts mang

Im also going trick or treating yay! LOL I KNW ITS CHILDISH BUT THATS ALRIGHT WITH ME LOL I SAY YOUR NEVER TOO YOUNG TO TRICK OR TREAT! LOL well gotta go! ciao
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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Hey ^^
hi everyone I feel so complete right now lol Im finally wearing my glasses that are still partially broken my older sister temorparily fixed them the purple contacts were suffocateing my eyes it was so painful but I feel fine now ^^

well today I was mostly on the com I got to alot of sites but I coulnt get to them all my apoligiesmy computer is gay I did alot of gaia though heh heh there is this whole halloween event and its so much fun heh heh well gotta go for now I heart u all take care
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Saturday, October 29, 2005

wow...
Its been a long time since I ever updated at night -_-zzzzz Ive been so tired lately lol I wish I could see everyone sites today but number 1 my com is gay and number two I alwways have the dmaned homework I hope you guys like that music video that is above this it made me really ad when I saw it yet it made me really happy to ee AL as a hukman being

SPOILER ALERT!
In the movie its reallly ad becuase ed is in another dimension and he see als reincarnation al remember everything except his life in the armor it makes azall of it very sad and I dont think ed wants him to remember SPOILER END wEll tonight twiggy is sleeping over we watched kikisdelivery servoce it was ince lol well gotta go! ciao!
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