Monday, November 1, 2004

hihi
hello! everyone whats up? I didnt really have a good day at school again thoe damn bastards wont let me be -_-''' I am soo very tired of it and now my number of bullies is gettin higher because of the first on spreading rumors wel anyways Im going to remodel my sie for november I hope you all dont mind! ^^ laterz!
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Sunday, October 31, 2004

hihi!
hihi I know its a little late but who cares!

Happy Halloween!

mya!

well I just got done trick or treating! andI also traded candy with kiyame-chan! ^^ it was soo much fun!!! =3 and I went to another party on saturday! it was Kiyame's! *kiyame-chan is kiyame* it was soo sacry I got scared way too much! her daddy spooked me out so many times! it all started when her dad came to pick me up I was expecting kiyame but it wasnt her it was her dad! he was allllll bloody! Ick! gross! it scared me half to death! and when we got there we went into their scarey garage! eep!!! it was sooo scary once I stepped in there I would not stop screamming! I was soooo scared!!!!! and I was also scared to death when kiyame's dad was out side flashing a light through the ewindow I fell down and hit my head >.< on the poll thingy and ewe also watched this really funny yet scary it was called Idoled hand!!! well g2g happy halloween! mya!hahaha!


p.s

Quote Mirielle & Ouka


from .hack//dusk *manga*:viva la horror! weeee!
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Saturday, October 30, 2004

*snffles*
I was on my adultswim acout name and posted my first post and everyone is picking on me there in my siggy it said please accet me for who I am I dont think there do ing that its making me really sad...
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Friday, October 29, 2004

   hihi! everyone!
Gomen Nasai!!! I havent posted in days! I am so very sorry! stupid schoold work!!!

baka baka baka!

Well I had a pretty good day to day! it was sooo much fun!!! at school we watched a movie called pay forward it made me cry azt the end such a ad movie *sniffles*

well anyways at school earlier on we made shor videos! *we filmed them ourselves* so much fun we had to vote on who had the best movie! and my film got 2nd!!!! my groups prizes was goody bags full of candy! yum! thats pretty much what I did all day!

but the fun is not over yet I am going to a Halloween! Paryty!
this ismnt my costuume but who cares!

its going to be sooo much fun! Im going to dress up as a geisha!

*my icostume is sorta what there wearing ^^*

if you llook at my cosplay and see the first pic of me thats a alittle part of my costume!!!

well g2g I gotta go get ready!

p.s
ha ha funny! *thanks to kiyame*


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Monday, October 25, 2004

-_-''' oh and so you know for all you bad word hatrs I changed the language of my bad word if you wanna know what they mean go to the neko hige site above and click nihongo lesson
Kuso! I hate Siters!!!!
there sooo evil!

Electricfyingly evil

Villianous

I dont understand why there so mean?

Love is not the kind of emotion they like to show

thats what evil means to them kuso I wish they werent like that if they knew what chih I have to edure through the day it is so kuso annoying I am already about to beat somebody to a bloody pulp I know I know it aounds pretty harsh but they are baka-yarrows sometimes I wish I could just fade away go somewhere where I can be happy Im not saying Im not happy here well actually ya thats prett much what I am say but sometimes I can be really happy so i KNOW i GOTTA KEEP THAT HAPPINEESS ALIVE RIGHT NOW ITS SLOWLY DYING i MUST SAVE IT! BUH BYE!




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Saturday, October 23, 2004

   New Poem!
Mouse on Your Shoulder
*Dedicated to destinyssweetman*
If someone told you there was a mouse on your shoulder how would you react?
Would you be frightened?
or have a heartattack?
what if I told you this mouse meant no harm?
This mouse is just a form of guidance
just to show your not alone,
not alone in this cold cold world
The mouse on your shoulder,
just wants to show you that everything is alright
so you can get some sleep tonight.
There is a mouse on your shoulder...
And the mouse on your shoulder... is not a real mouse...
this mouse is only an illusion...
and ilusion of...
me...

the end!

I hope you all like it! please visit destinyssweetman site he needs some cheering up
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Thursday, October 21, 2004

   none human *its the title of my poem it pretty much shwos how my day went
Not Human
I feel Like I am not human...
not apart of this race
to many people get hurt
and ridiculed because of their face
I do not want to be apart of the human race...
I dont feel like I'm part of the human race...
I know I know not all humans are dark and full of malice...
but most humans hurt eachother...hurt living things and
I know I dont want to be apart of something that kills and kills till there isnt anymore to kill...
I dont feel Im human because I haven't felt that I have hurt anyone the way Ive seen people being hurt... Im so tired,
so tired of getting picked on
I dont think I have
done anything wrong
or maybe I did
revenge wont fufill the pain I have caused and for that, I am sorry...
maybe one day people can see the earth through my eyes
maybe they'll even feel my pain
and despair...
I want to find another world another world where no one shall suffer...
where a new race different from the human race will be created...

the end

please dont think I am crazy like sensui on yuyuhakusho I just dont like the way every thing and everyone has become and as I said in the poem not all hman beings are dark and full of malice I know I am also human but I just dont feel like I am because of the people around me where I live I feel like noone knows any morality whats good sand whats bad and people keep on getting hurt for me its emotionally well I g2g byez

p.s thid maybe stupid but I hope there is race out there... a race that is peaceful and never lets oine of its kind suffer it maybe would look kinda like this

thats one of my favorite fanarts I made the dancing wolf*
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Monday, October 18, 2004

   hihi!
Hello! everyone! I just posted some new fanart thankies to destinyssweetman!!!!please go take a look!!! I hope you all like them~! well today was my first day of spanish!!! it was so much fun even though I dont have much interest in the spanish/mexican culture!!! we did this really cool personality thing that i WANNA TRY HERE KK? ok answer these four questions


1.Whats your favorite anime?(give me three adjectives that come to your heade abouyt this naimal and it doesnt have to be the way they look*

2.whats your faovrite color? *same as number one with the adgectives*

3.whats your favorite body of water? *same as number one and two* examples like the ocean water park anything like that

4.you are trapped in a room with no windows or doors and the wall is panted white? give me three adjectives on how you would react

ok those are the questions Ill pm you your results kk?
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Sunday, October 17, 2004

   g'day!
Im happy today! so happy I can um...uh... *think think think* so happy I coooouuuuullllldddddd! sing!

Tsukari Masho Tsukari Masho
Satte Satte Nani Ga Dekeru Kana!
Hai Deki Matsuta?

this quote is from Chiyo-chan! lets give her a round of a plause!
what els am I so happy to do um I know ! drink Sake!


dont drink and watch anoime!

hmm what else oh ya!!! cookies1 I want cookies otr wait how about a cake! yay! cake ! now what kind? hmmm *think think think
I know its a secret! *shhhh secrets



well I g2g laterz!
try this malice mzer quiizy courtesy of aoimaru!


Take the Malice Mizer Quiz
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Saturday, October 16, 2004

erg....
you know what? it makes me really angry that the more popular myotaku users ignore you it gets on my nerves just becauise there at a higher ranking doesnt mean that there better than everyone not all popular myotaku users are like that though some of them are really kind! like my friend Aijee (animegirl67) she is great she always does her best to help people she helped me out a few times on my site my site would just be boring if it wasent for her
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