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Monday, March 5, 2007


awful
"hey bubs, can i have my leg back now?"
~homestar

today was hell for me.....

in art we worked on our fruit picies and had a sub...

in tennis we did single tiebreakers and i won against hahli =D
she thinks im gai-sensei now XDD

in history....lucky me, i got to present my project in one of the first slots.

why oh why did i change my number from 19 to 9, not realizing NO ONE grabbed 1, 3, 4, 5, 7, and 8.

it sucks....but at least its done and over with........

in compy lit we did a timeline thing...
in english we read.....
in algebra we did simple stuff.....
and in science we visited the science fair.

im in lots of pain right now, mentally and physically.
ok, not only am i stll recovering from that cough, but my right eye got sick today T_T
its puking out mucas right now.....

yes thats right. my eye is puking mucas.

sick symptoms?

might be.....when we were visiting the science fair i went to the restroom and i got a heart attack when i looked in the mirror.

no i didnt look like a zombie or orochimaru.

my right eye was pink (figures) from all the rubbing....but thats not the shocking part.
you all know my eyes are naturally brown and they change to yellow and vice versa right?

my right eye was green. GREEN.
i looked like a scottish terrior!!! one eye yellow, the other green!!!

but i put an eyedrop in my eye so its starting to feel a little better...

as for my mental pain, im a little unstable right now.

why is it that all or at least most of my friends get along great with me, but theyre ripping each others necks when theyre with another of my friends?

yesterday i was incredibly scared because i thought my new friend committed suicide thanks to another friends depression.
thankfully, the lord answered our prayers and kept her alive. shes doing fine (i pray) so that makes me feel somewhat better.....

but then, when two of my friends go at each other like that, all the guilt comes down on me......

*sits down on a chair and puts glasses on*

me~ feeling guilty is natural.....and let me guess, you try everything you can to get them on better tracks again?

*goes to the couch*

me~ yup......but no matter what i do, they end up cutting themselves in the end......

*goes back to chair*

me~ lets try some inkblots. *holds one up*

me as patient~ rina and kukiko beating each other to a bloody pulp....

me~ *holds different one up*

me as patient~ ellie kicking sasuke in the.......danger zone....

me~ *holds up another*

me as patient~ meredith and hahli ripping each others hearts out.......

me~ *holds up one more, frightened by my answers*

me as patient~ .......a butterfly........

me~ i see youre problem......youre afraid of losing your friends even though they still like you.

me as patient~ you really think so?

me~ yes......now, tell me how it all began...

me as patient~ well......it all started when i was born....i think i was sane then........

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anyways, i hope everyone is feeling alright today, and i hope i get well soon too....
please get out of your depressions soon, my two new friends! T_T

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thats for kazahaya.

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and dont get eliminated and feel better please ^__^

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