Wednesday, February 9, 2005

Silence Before the Storm

Current Mood:
Currently Craving for no Reason: Those yummy yummy Vietnamese sandwiches. Ever had one?

OH MY GOD!! WHERE HAVE I BEEN?! With a fox? Searching for mysterious rocks? Hidden inside a box?! Nah, actually, I've just been a computer whore. =P Muargh, I need to get back to checking here and LOOKING AT OTHER PEOPLE'S SITES! o_o;;

In other news, I finished watching my Witch Hunter Robin DVD. ^^ Episodes 15-18, by the way. It was cool, but...AMON! Umm...I'm not spoiling it for anyone, so i'll leave it at that! ^^;; Yeah, I just sat down and watched it. Damn, I love Robin though! Cute, pyrokineses…*swoon* Another thing: You know what I really like about anime besides the mecha action and scantily-clad girls? Character development. Animes seem to have more chacracter develpoment throughout the series...well, the good ones anyway. Like, Trigun is a real nice example of that! I mean, in the first episode, you think vash is a blundering idiot, but then by the last episode, you just wanna glomp him because he looks so SAD! *laughs* Well, if you're some weird Johnny Bosch fangirl like me. XP Other shows on TV...blah...the only character development I see is going from "HI! HOW ARE YOUS?!?!?!111" in the first episode to "OMGWTFBBQ BITCH!" in the second or third. XD

School...it's draining me. @_@; And, now that I think about it…did I even go to school today? Oh yeah, I did…wow…it's been a long day. ^^; Hrm. I might fail I.P.C. -_-; (That's basically upper-level science for my grade if you didn't know.) Oh well…it's what I get from being the slacker. I think I should try harder though. College………so far away…Ahaha, don't mind my rambling-ness. ^^ I should hope by now you're used to it. ^^

I've noticed recently that I've been kind of drifting away from my friends…well, the ones that are near me. Such as my neighborhood, school, et cetera. I'm not entirely sure why. I mean, I'm home ALL THE TIME. Which means, they could come see me anytime they wanted to. Hrm. :/

Perhaps it's because they're my peers. You know, they can't seem to grasp a world other than their own. They're adolescents. Adolescents tend to do things to satisfy THEIR needs, but cover it up to pretend they're being nice so as not to be viewed badly. Teenagers also, have flying hormones and that which causes them to not think as clearly maybe. Because of hormones, their emotions are running rampant so to speak, and emotions always affect our decisions.

Also, they get influenced easily. Whether it be by parents pressuring them not to "sin," or friends saying various rumors and whatnot. So, in spewing all THAT out, my main point is: All of that makes it slightly hard to form friendships with them. Ican sympathize, but I find it harder to empathize. Or rather, I can talk to them in a friendly manner, but they can never talk seriously.

Or then there's the matter of never talking about anything sex-related. By that, I mean sex relating to yourself. Why, I could might as well blame it on the Puritans for being prude bitches. If someone dare mentions masturbation, they all usually go, "Oh yeah...I know about that...but ME? No, I'd NEVER do THAT! What do you think I am? Some kind of pervert?!" Which, come on…human sexuality is nothing to be ashamed of. Honestly. The only time when you SHOULD be ashamed is when it's something unnatural like incest or bestiality. (Which, is morally wrong, in my opinion, but I won't go there.) THEN you should go to a psychiatrist or something.

Oh, another point! Why do some people think you have to be crawling on the ceiling foaming at the mouth yelling the ingridients of those orange peanut thingies. Everyone ahs psychological problems to some extent. Although, with most peole, it's not extreme and they just cope by means of crying, thrashing about, etc. You know...the usual angst. Bah.

~Rant of adolescent psycho-analysis OVER.~

On a happier note, my streptococcus went AWAY! YEah, over the weekend, it felt like there were little knives coming through my throat from the inside out. Ouch. Now, I'm just coughing to get my vioce normal and sniffing snot up like a cocaine addict. Ugh. As long as I don't have the flu. -_-;

Oh yeah, here's my random pictures dujour:





And your fill of sap(that, yes, I have learned to enjoy):


Rei……………… ;)


So pwetty. ^.^

Well, I fear I must get some sleep now. Thank you fellow Otakuins for listening, and don't forget to leave a comment. ^.~
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