Sunday, June 11, 2006

Sorry I couldn't get to your sites yesterday. I wasn't home most of the time and when i was at home i was asleep or I was watching Kimi wo Petto.

Yesterday morning I woke up and the thoughts that were in my head were like, "You're so close to being and adult and all. Next thing you know you'll be in college." I got scared XD. Basically this is what I've been thinking for the past month. On friday I graduate, middle school. I know it's not as big as high school but still. Some my friends are moving away from me and some are still here but are going to an academy school. But I have friends who are going to the same highschool as me. ^^

This thursday my english teacher is making us write a letter to us. When I'm a senior 4 years from now, she will mail it to us. So it's like us sending a letter.

[funny moment] My mom just came right now and she saw me typing this, so she started laughing and all thinking that I was writing to a guy. wow.

GAAAH now my sister called me a spoiled brat, yes it's the little one who always acts as if shes the boss of the whole world x.x I wish i could just grow really tall and squish her like a bug.
But she can't go on the computer tomorrow so I can go on the internet the whoole daaay ! ^_______^
[end]

Ok ok back to where I was.
So I'm trying to figure out what to write and all. In 6th grade I kinda did the same thing, I wrote in a capsule and they'd give it to us in 8th grade. I'm suppose to get it on Wednesday. Anyways I was thinking of printing out pictures of my friends that would be moving and have them sign their names and all. Cause some are moving to other countries and states.

I dunno how I'm gunna make it through this week. I'd have to bring like a box of tissues knowing that whatever I do, it'll be the last time I do it in this school. Like last year on the last day of school I signed my name along with Fiona's [sayokyoku] on the bleachers in the gym. I remember the name Sesshomaru written there somewhere. Now i have to find it and put down this years date. hopefully my little sister won't find it there next year when she goes to middle school.

I've been listening to the Graduation song by Vitamin C, it makes me feel sad all the time.


"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]



I just hope I don't get too emotional this week. I'll update on Wednesday hopefully.

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Saturday, June 10, 2006

back.
I guess I've decided to come back, or atleast go back on the internet. It's been a long time since I posted. heh.

I've been watching a kdrama called Autumn Story. It was really good in the beginning but I lost interest towards the 10th episode. If you watch you'll know why. But hopefully I can watch it without xing out youtube on purpose.

Anyways I'll update later on in the day, it's 12:30 am here in Nj and I'm about to fall asleep on the keyboard and the fact that I'm too lazy to type. XD

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Saturday, June 3, 2006

I don't think I'll be on Myo for a while. The reason why is on my last post. Apparently she's glued to neopets and this was my chance to go on after I fought with her. So yepp, no computer for me. She acts like shes older than me. She pisses me off.

-sorry for the bad language, I'm really really tired and mad.
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Sunday, May 28, 2006

arghh, why can't I atleast have one full hour on the computer ?! Geez. We'll my mom's all better, well her mood is. She made me clean once again cause my sister called her a monster, well she did act like one.

Anyways it's not her that's not letting me on the comp, it's my little sister. Yes I know, I'm being bossed around by a 9 year old. It's always been this way. I kinda figured out that I have no power in my house. xD But I can always ban her off of the comp, which doesn't work most of the time. So yea. I'm really really sorry that I only got to comment half of those who updated. I thought that I would get more time to comment but no. Once again i'm sorry. If only my sister realized that she's a diffenseless (sp?) little butt butt then maybe I'd get to go on the comp more often.

Did I tell you that I only get like an hour on the comp? Well today yes, tomorrow yes, and maybe the next 4 years while I'm still in this house, yes. Maybe I need to be meaner...nahh. I know who to blame, NEOPETS. ...I hope the site dies.

Okay I seriously have to go now and hide in the corner while my sister sites and makes a new layout for her neopetty site. Btw, she doesn't like using photoshop O.O i knoww. She wants to prove a point, i guess.

Before I go i have to say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA !

oh and happy memorial day to all X]

ok ok she's getting angry now *runs*

bye!
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

sorry
sorry that I can't post today. My mom is acting a bit off key and she yells at everything that me and my sister do. I'm a bit scared over here but I can manage. And I can't stay on the comp too long or she'll blow up, like what she did when she saw a furball on the floor and made me sweep the whole room when it was already clean. She's probably
pmsing or something like that.

Anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTEN !! [arduous]

&&
HAPPY ALMOST BIRTHDAY TO FIONA !! [sayokyoku]

next time i post will probably be like monday, if im still alive that is. lol
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Saturday, May 20, 2006

Sorry i couldn't update yesterday. Apparently i was not allowed to go on the internet cause my little sister was using it. You know what would happen next, x.x .

Anyways this week was chaos.

-eye doctor
-project presentation
-confirmation
-volleyball tournament
-high note festival // sixflags

On monday i went to the eye doctor, nothing bad happened. My vision just changed a little. The doctor said that teenager's visions change dramatically. O.O i hope that wont happen to me. At the end he gave me those eye drops that make your pupils bigger. That made me blind for like an hour. I couldn't see what was in front of me, I could only see things from far away. And i had a test when i came back to school! People were staring at me cause i had to squint my eyes and take off my glasses often. Hmm, are contacts good ? I have to get them soon for tennis next year.

My project presentation was err ok i guess. It was the best, really. I gave out white chocolate that was colored in food die to represent layers. The bad part was that they were huge and hard. So everyone in my class had to find their way to eat it. Most just stuffed it in their mouths. In the end my teacher was like to all of us "Study for your tests since some may not get a good grade on their project" you could tell that she was saying it to one of us.

For those who don't know what Confermation is, it's this 'initiation' thing to be a full Catholic. Long story, even I don't really know what Confermation is. Anyways it was a long and agonizing hour, especially in high heels. By the way this was the first time I've ever worn high heels. So I guess my feet weren't used to them. I sat next to guy who just kept talking like there was no tomorrow. And of course one of the Priests were staring at him. We all fergot what to do like when to stand or when to kneel. So it was like the people on the left side of the church would be sitting and me and the others on the right would be kneeling. My family ate at a restaurant, I wore sneakers of course. My present from my older sister was Photoshop 7.0 although it's kind of old I still like it. She didn't buy it of course lol she got it from her friend. Good deal no ? But the bad thing is that I don't know how to use it. I just look for tuitorials on the internet and copy em, lol.

The volleyball tournament was when each class for 6th period would have contest. It was loads of fun even though we didnt win. Our little saying was "We may not be athletic but we sure are smarter than you" I guess it was true since all of the teams went for the ball and ended up colliding xD.

Yesterday I had to wake up at 4:30am to go to the High Note Festival. Last year the busses came so late, by the time they came school started. But this time the school got a new company and of course they came at the right time but us on the other hand were locked out of school. At like 5:45 we got in. yay. The bus ride was funny.
In the end we got excellent. Superior was the highest and Good was the lowest. We would have gotten Superior but we missed a point. I think we should have gotten good. Afterall we did sound pretty bad. When i mean bad it's bad. This kid next to me was doing different bowing and hes doing the same part as me. And most of our seventh grade violinist STILL didn't get the notes right.

Sixflags Great Adventure was fun I went on Superman. But i couldnt go on the other major rollercoasters since the waiting line would be 2 hours. King da Ka was closed, again. The weather was weird half the park was sunny and half was raining.

Okay this is the last section, I'm sorry that this post is long.

As I said in my last post the 7th grade student body had a food fight. This time one of our 'supposed rivals' had a food fight. It was the 8th graders at TJMS. They had everything taken away from them like their dance, feild day the only day you can bring in your cameras, and all the fun stuff. I hope my school doesnt counter attack and have their own. Bad part is that 3 people had cuncusions and i heard that the food fight lasted for 10 mins not 10 seconds.

Ehhh sorry for the long post though.
I have a question. How do i draw on photoshop ? Would I need a tablet or some special software ?
Like to make ppl for like backgrounds.

thanks for reading !
next week's topics are:

... i havent thought of any yet. xD
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Thursday, May 11, 2006

hey !
sorry for not updating sooner. I think im might stick to updating every friday or saturday since nothing much is happening to me.

Actually this week was kinda strange.
[long post, sorrrie]

Monday:
I accidently ran into a guy in the bathroom [it was only one bathroom so its shared]. Its a verry long story but i'll tell you anyways.

Towards the end of 4th period i had to go to the bathroom but i could since i was still taking notes. Once the bell rang for 5th period i ran downstairs and into the chorus/orchestra room and into the bathroom. Out of no where i see xavier [the guy] in the mirror reflection and i screamed and ran towards the chairs in the room. Thank goodness he was only tucking in his shirt, he told me by the way at the end of class. It was very embarrasing and theres no lock to the bathroom ! Theres only a tiny sign that says stop or go and i didnt notice until later on. Lesson learned, knock before you enter the bathroom.

Today:
As for gym nothing much happened. Same old tripping but today i hit my cheek with ball for softball. It kinda hurt. I think it was karma since i accidently threw rosin [for the violin] into tony's face.

Thursday:
I forgot one major detail. two words, Food Fight. Actually it wasnt our grade who had it, it the 7th graders. Apparently it only lasted 10-15 seconds from what the lunch aids said. But the outcome was a disaster like the ones on tv. I heard that they knocked over tables and used it as bunkers. But how could they magically throw food and knock over tables in 10 seconds ? When we came for lunch the floors were all wet.



Today and yesterday all the 8th grade teachers came to the cafeteria to watch us. They thought that the 7th grade food fight would provoke us to have one ourselves. It was just rumors that spread. But they did have a cop and cameras around.

All of our teachers gave us a lecture about how we shouldnt start one. The 7th graders thought that we would copy them and all. But were smarter, we don't do food fights xD. They wanted a reputation or to leave a mark. I personally think that thats a stupid way and a stupid reason to spoil the year for the rest of the 7th grade student body.

Everyone in 7th grade thinks that this food fight was the 'highlight' of this year but it's retarded. My teachers are all nervous to have them next year and now since they left their 'mark' they now have a BAD first impression on their teachers next year. Way to go for those who spoiled it.

Apparently it started because of peer-pressure. This kid was kind of forced to start it by his friends. So now the punishment is that they have to have silent lunch until school ends, no more feild day or field trips and all the fun stuff. Too bad for them. And the kid and his friends have to go to court and might have a big chance of going to alternate school.

today:[rumoors xP]
Many people at my school think that this guy xavier [yes the one i ran into in the bathroom] likes me. Even random people who i dont know are saying it ! I actually find it funny but he's just a good friend. I think now he knows that everyone thinks that he likes me. Great. But i dont care whether or not he does.

sorry if this was a long post. i wont post till next week.

heres next weeks topic i guess:
.project presentation
.eye doctor x.x
.confirmation
.musical high note festival at sixflags

bye !


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Monday, April 24, 2006

deleted buddy
im sorry but one of my friends was deleted since my comp went crazy and i accidently clicked something and it made me delete a friend. so um if you are the person i accidently deleted please pm me. im really sorry.
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

sorry for not posting. im trying to get everything together for my next layout. i almost got another virus on my comp. it was through those link things on aim but luckily i didnt press it. :) i don't know when i can post again but i promise to leave comments here and there.


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