Wednesday, August 17, 2005

i cant help it i must post. sorries i said that i wouldnt be able to post and stuff, but i dont know when the comp will be taken away by my sister. i dont know whether to get a laptop or a regular comp. so i dunno just vote.

i also said that the chobits background was only temporary, but i lost the url to the pita-ten bckground. looks like i didnt save it -_-; stupid me. so yea when i get the photoshop running i'll probably just make my site look better until i find the url for pita-ten.

since i cant fit the story
A City With No People
onto the profile thing i'll just write it out here. they're from the volumes of 1-4.

A City With No People

In this city there are no people. The lights are on in all the houses, but, there is nobody on the streets. Are there people inside? I peek in a window to find out. There are people. But they are with them. I look in other houses. These people are with "them," too. This city is just like all the rest. Being with "Them" is fun. More than fun being with people. Nobody comes outside anymore. There are no people in this city. I will leave this city and go to another one. I hope that i will meet someone. Someone just for me. But if that special someone falls in love with me...I will have to leave that someone. Even so, I want to meet that special someone. This is what I think as I leave the city with no people.

Someone just for me; A City With No People

Just as i feared there's no one here either. Everyone is inside with 'them'. Being with them is like a beautiful dream. A beautiful dream that no one wants to wake up from. They will grant your deepest wishes. They will do whatever you ask. They will be whatever you want. They can do things that you cannot. But there is one thing They cannot do. They can never be people. They might look like people, but they are only substitutes. I know this very well beacause I am on of Them. Today I look for someone just for me. Someone who has love for me alone. Someone who will love me even if I can't fufill their wishes. But, there is another me. The other me asks, Does such a person exist? I need someone whose love for me is true. I want someone who loves me without asking anything in exchange. I hope unless the someone loves me for being me, they're not someone just for me. Is this so? It is. This someone exists? He does.If so, then where? My someone is nearby, I think. Perhaps I already know him. But, what if that person does not love you back? What if that person likes someone other than you? People aren't like them. You can't erase their feelings. People aren't easy to change.
I know. But people do change. Their feelings are dynamic. Feelings of love are more resistant than others. What if he never loves you? Then I'll have to decide. Decide and then do what must be done. Me and the Other me.

They Can Do Anything; A City With No People

They can do anything. They can be prettier than the real thing. They can be smarter than the real thing. They can be whatever people want them to be. Whatever people can dream of. When the people saw their creation, they thought that their dreams had come true. But then people forgot their dreams.

sorries, i had to wait till she left. and then i wrote the rest and guess what happend the comp FROZED. i was this close to finishing. o wells. i hope it doesnt freeze this time. i'll just write the last sentence and continue it.

But then people forgot their dreams. And in time, They invited people to share a dream, a dream they can't wake up from. But is that the dream that people want? Is that what happiness is? They were created to make people happy. But are people truly happy being with them? Is this city with no people truly happy? I don't know. Because happiness depends on the individual. All people are different. No two are the same. What makes one person happy, might make another sad. People's souls come in all shapes and sizes. And as time goes on and a person grows, their soul can change. Their hopes and dreams can change. That's why there isn't just one type of happiness. Then there must be a way that I can be happy, too. That is what we all want, isn't it? To find the person just for you, to find your own happiness, that would be wonderful, wouldn't it?

A Wish That Can't Be Granted; A City With No People

One day i went to a new city. They are in this city too. There is no place without them anymore. The people are with them. There are as many of Them as there are people. But there is only one person just for me and I still have not found him. You are a person, aren't you? What was that? I should do what with my hand? Hold it out? Where are you taking me? Is this your house? Why did you bring me here? Are you, are you, the person just for me? You might be, but perhaps this person only brought me here because I'm one of Them. Maybe He's just liek everyone else. Maybe he just wants me to grant his wishes. But there is one wish I can't grant. If i grant that wish I would...
(it leaves you off here)

Little By Little; A City With No People

Many days have passed since you brought me to this place. You still go outside, even when you have me. You experience many things outside. And then you come home and tell me about them. Sometimes you even take me outside. Even though I'm one of Them. You tell me that I can do whatever I want with my things, as if we were equals. Little by little, the time with you and me passes. Little by little, this space becomes yours and mine. Little by little, the distance is moving. Yours and my distance. But has the distance between us gotten smaller? Or has it grown bigger? I don't know. I do know that I want it to be smaller. But then the same thing would happen again.

well now Hideki (some guy in the book) bought two of A City With no People books so i dunno which one comes first i have to read the 4th volume b4 i spoil anything. kies i'll post it up later on tomorrow unless if my cousin shows up. sorries i know i wish she didnt have to come here EVERYDAY.


should i get a:

Laptop

or

Computer

votes!

-chibix

oh yes i have new the comp with be taken in like 1 1/2 weeks so yup more posting for mees!

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