Sunday, June 11, 2006

Sorry I couldn't get to your sites yesterday. I wasn't home most of the time and when i was at home i was asleep or I was watching Kimi wo Petto.

Yesterday morning I woke up and the thoughts that were in my head were like, "You're so close to being and adult and all. Next thing you know you'll be in college." I got scared XD. Basically this is what I've been thinking for the past month. On friday I graduate, middle school. I know it's not as big as high school but still. Some my friends are moving away from me and some are still here but are going to an academy school. But I have friends who are going to the same highschool as me. ^^

This thursday my english teacher is making us write a letter to us. When I'm a senior 4 years from now, she will mail it to us. So it's like us sending a letter.

[funny moment] My mom just came right now and she saw me typing this, so she started laughing and all thinking that I was writing to a guy. wow.

GAAAH now my sister called me a spoiled brat, yes it's the little one who always acts as if shes the boss of the whole world x.x I wish i could just grow really tall and squish her like a bug.
But she can't go on the computer tomorrow so I can go on the internet the whoole daaay ! ^_______^
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Ok ok back to where I was.
So I'm trying to figure out what to write and all. In 6th grade I kinda did the same thing, I wrote in a capsule and they'd give it to us in 8th grade. I'm suppose to get it on Wednesday. Anyways I was thinking of printing out pictures of my friends that would be moving and have them sign their names and all. Cause some are moving to other countries and states.

I dunno how I'm gunna make it through this week. I'd have to bring like a box of tissues knowing that whatever I do, it'll be the last time I do it in this school. Like last year on the last day of school I signed my name along with Fiona's [sayokyoku] on the bleachers in the gym. I remember the name Sesshomaru written there somewhere. Now i have to find it and put down this years date. hopefully my little sister won't find it there next year when she goes to middle school.

I've been listening to the Graduation song by Vitamin C, it makes me feel sad all the time.


"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]



I just hope I don't get too emotional this week. I'll update on Wednesday hopefully.

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