Thursday, August 19, 2004

   Its a Long One :)
It's time to update....
~~Tuesday~~
This was the day I was suppose to fix my schedule. It looked like this:
key= A=1st semester B=2nd Semester
1A Physics
2A Physics
2B English 12
3A&B Computer programming
4A&B Spanish 3 Honors
5A&B Lunch
6A&B Health
7A English 12-------------------------- with this schedule I have 4 open classes. So Molly and I go up to the school only to find I have to make an appointment to have it fixed and I can't purchase a parking spot until the first day of school, which is completely stupid!! Its already gonna be hectic because its the first day of school. So We leave and hang at my house and play (and please don't die laughing) Shrek Super Party on PS2. I'm telling ya thats the best multi player game in the world. Its a nice break from killing things. After like 4 hours we go downtown and eat chinese and buy our tickets for the movie the Notebook. Then we went down to the River Front Park and watched the ducks and the pigeons dive bomb ppl. It was fun and it was free lol. Then we went to Best Buy and I bought Usher's Confessions and The Cruel Intentions DVD, and a couple of DVDs with no real importance. On the way home for dinner we stop by Reptile Revolution and I decided my next pet will be a ball python. It doesn't have 4 legs so I can't be yelled at. I have to save money for it, but I think I'll have enough money before school starts (hopefully). After we ate we went to the movie. See I was suppose to spend and hour with Chippy 7:15 to 8pm, but since I'm moving I decided not to go. We were in the movie and he called me 5 times and left a cheery message but I didn't call him and I ignored his calls. The movie was great. The Notebook is such a sad and happy movie all in one. Girls will love this movie and the guys will get their girls holding onto them lol. ?Heck some guys might like it but its mostly a girls flick. We headed back to Molly's house and played Disney monopoly until my cerfew.
~~Wednesday~~
Church was better, I almost felt like I was welcome there. And even those unholy thoughts I had for the taken guy are slowly fading away. Chippy wasn't there in youth but he came by at the end, his real mom came to church. I'm happy for him. As usual we didn't talk but I did call his house and left a message to call me when he gets the chance. I just want to talk to him as a friend. So don't worry lol :) Oh I also got my schedule fixed. Here it is: Key 1st Semester= A 2nd semester = B
1A Physics
1B English12
2A Physics
2B English12
3A&B Computer Programming
4A&B Spanish 3 honors
5A&B Lunch
6A&B Health
7A Theater 3
7B Environmental Earth Science
8A Theater 3
8B Environmental Earth Science
I'm happy with it. Its a pretty easy schedule.
I found 2 songs that I feel express my soul right now:
Wrong
by: Kimberly Locke
You presume I'm weak
Presume I'm frail
But your presumptions won't prevail
I'm made of more than what you see

You tell me to twist
Tell to bend
But I won't break just to fit in
Just shut your mouth and listen up

I was so naive
To let you have control of me
But now that I believe
I know oh

Chorus:
You're wrong
And I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
'Cause I'm free
To be me
Nobody tells me who to be
You're wrong
And I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
'Cause I'm free
To be me
Nobody tells me who to be

I'm on the outside
Looking in
No longer do I pretend
To be something that I'm not

I don't run
And I don't hide
Behind a comforting disguise
What you is what you get

I was so naive
To let you have control of me
But now that I believe
I know oh

Chorus

I wouldn't change a thing
'Cause life is how you grow
You live, you learn
And then you know

Chorus 2xs


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You'll Think of Me
by: Keith Urban

I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah

And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday


More about my life later... peace... much love :)
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