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Monday, June 27, 2005
Who would have thought... Magic???
Just to put it simply, the past few days (except Sunday) didn't go well. On Saturday mom and I got into a fight and ruined my mood for the whole day, which stank because I hung out with Mason, and it felt like I kinda brought him down. We went to Molly's party and had a good time considering the few little joke aimed at me... wrong day to do it. I think Molly still had a good party, and I didn't ruin my relationship with Mason all in the same day. Heck, if I was him, I wouldn't take it and dump me on the spot. He didn't and thats why I'm so crazy for him. I guess he sees past my faults and sees something good in me.
Today was such a better day! I was with Mason all day and I semi learned magic. Its actually an addicting game. Of course, I'm only going to remember how to use the deck I was taught on. I'm thinking about looking it up on the net and brush upon it and see if I can play without Mason's help next time. I want to play like he and his friends play, well Z anyway. A few from my former high school aren't the greatest.
I found a new poem that was inspired by Mason and I exactly 3 days before we started dating:
Is it Real? 5-22-05
Is it real?
This experience in life
where everything is wonderful
This feeling I have had
When I am with him.
A stomach tied in knots
Every time he is near
Every time he talks to me
Every time we flirt.
Then came prom
And the after party.
It felt as a dream
I asked myself
Is it real?
What we might have?
The day flew by
As fast as a dream.
Did he really hold me,
Stick with me,
And kiss me?
Was his comforting smile
And comedic personality real?
Is he real?
I just wanted to scream,
"Pinch me!"
"This can't be real."
This unbelievable time
In my life
ha brought extreme happiness
to my hopeful spirit
Has brightened my soul.
God thank you
For bringing him
Into my starved life.
Have I ever mentioned how much I hate my writing??? I think I'm going to stop here and get ready for bed, its late!
Send my love to you Mason!
Much love
Peace
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