Tuesday, August 23, 2005

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I've been soooooooo busy. I mean I have been on the go non stop since last post.

My birthday party on the 20th was the bomb! I must thank Mason, Chico, Molly, Katie, Ben, James, Jeff, and JD for making my party awesome! I wouldn't want to spend it with anyone else. You all have stuck it out with me so far and I truly love you all for it. Huggles! I also need to thank Molly's parents for hosting and cooking for my party. The food was great! It was an all around good day for me.

I'm still deciding if I like my job or not... Its... whats the word... Its really something. I loved my last check though... I had 52 hours... a very large check something like 270 with taxes removed. Next paycheck should be around 300 (excitement!).

I started Marshall on the 22nd. All my teachers are different from each other,one I can't understand, one really quiet one, one that needs more confidence, one REALLY flamboyantly gay (he's hilarious tho),one that is mono toned, and one normal teacher. Its crazy! I'm really worried about my communications class. This class doesn't sound like a good class for me. I hate speaking in front of the class and writing... I feel doomed. But who knows.

Random:
I didn't know Heath was attending Marshall... I thought he signed with some other college.

T.J. has a hot new car... It wasn't a saturn but I seriously wanted his car. He drove past me, circled around, stopped and said hello, then drove off. It seriously took me off guard.

Would anyone seriously miss Keith? I nearly hit him.. but thought again when I saw others around him. I couldn't hurt the innocent so I didn't try to hit him. I love the fact he's trying to hard once again to get a girl... he now has contacts... its not an improvement.

I made friends with a girl named Filiz. (Its Turkish) She's from New Jersey but her family is from Turkey. She even speaks turkish. I don't know if we'll be close friends but we swapped numbers and ate lunch together. We have three classes together. She's pretty nice.

Money is decreasing in an alarming rate... who would have thought college would drain your cash this much.

I asked my oh so wonderful dad (sarcasm) twice if he'd close my bank account in Florida and send it up to me so I can add it to my account. It looks like I'll be dealing with it when I go down to visit my grandparents. Not one response yet... Dads!

I keep thinking about my future and how much I really want to be in my own house and be able to support myself and whomever that is living with me. Then I realize how far away my goal actually is. I know I want to live in Huntington. I hate large cities and I also hate living in the country. I like it how Huntington is,,, its small and comfortable it is. This is where I want to live. The only thing now is the money. I know I could make a poetry book and try to get it published. I'm extremely worried. I don't know if I want to put my thoughts out there in the world. Theres a lot of what ifs also. What if a publisher turns me down. What if I do get published and its absolutely horrible and doesn't sale... and so on. I know it would make some money but I have no clue to start and thats also dooming me away from any free time. I can't do it right now.

Mason your great and I love you sweetie. I don't know where'd I be if it wasn't for you. You complete me. I'm dubbing this song our song because when we were at the concert this was the one that just clicked.

Heaven
By Bryan Adams

Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more

Chorus

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it here in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
Ya-nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

Chorus

I've been waitin' for so long
For somethin' to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standin' there by you

Time to get ready for bed

Love you Mason

Sweet dreams

Peace!
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