myOtaku.com: Chiciro

myO Still <3's You

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Birthday
• 1987-08-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Huntington
Member Since
• 2004-04-02
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Emily

Personal

Achievements
• Bowling Geek
Anime Fan Since
• A newly made fan
Favorite Anime
• Techi, Love Hina, Wolf's Rain
Goals
• Living Life to the fullest complaining all the way
Hobbies
• Bowling

myOtaku.com: Chiciro

Monday, June 19, 2006

To explain the above comment: It was during a week that Mace and I had our biggest fight and it looked as we were over. And to tell you the truth I was not ready for it either. Because that week I realized how much I depended on Mason, and the thought of him out of my life made me feel like I was alone. I guess it broad sided me. Its still really hard on me. We're back together but now the thought is in my head what will I do if I lose him for good, he's been my backbone for a year now. The only advice I want is how I can go on loving him the same when there is a thought in my head remembering the week I couldn't say he was my b/f. I still love him like I have but how do I continue with a little dark cloud over my head saying I could mess this up and loose my support beam. The only on I could cling to when I cry. The only one that can listen to me. And I know I have friends and family but its not the same. Its a very scary thought. Maybe if I get my feelings down then that dark cloud will leave and I'll be ok. Hopefully this time will pass.

Time for work

Love you Mason.

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