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Thursday, May 12, 2005


um hey
well i didnt post yesterday and didnt post much the day before so um sorry i guess, not a much of a big deal really!! ^^
well i went to church last nite it's wasnt scary as i thought, i'm shy, but i realized last nite i'm not as at all as shy as brittany, the like tteacher lady person wanted us to draw ourselfs and we were going to guess who was who (sounds a lil kidish, eh?) and she didnt even do it, i'm like brittany! come u can do it! but she didnt...hee hee

well um yesterday my friend didnt look to bright so today i asked what was wrong, and she said she was feeling suicidal, and said she sat at home with a gun in her mouth for 2 hours...well whoa...her mom's never home, she stays at her bf house and her dad raped her, and when she was younger she as mullested, i dont know how to speell that...i found out one nite when i went to my friends church for a thing called "teen nite" and she looked at my wrists, i was like what? i dont cut myself, she showed me hers she had so many cuts...that was the first time i ever saw wrists like that it made me shiver...well i would never have expected that unless i talked to her that nite, she told me all bout her mom and dad, i wanted to give her a hug, but i didnt...
well yea i guess theres i lil heart aching story for u altho its not just a story its a life...

well um jus thought i'd share today... bye bye 4 now

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