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Monday, October 25, 2004

I'm Falling Down....
I did hit an all-time low yesterday. I stayed in bed the whole evening and listened to Muse's 'Showbiz' CD....my current fave.
I did draw the curtains down and began to lie in bed underneath the covers. And I played 'Escape' (refer to saturday's post) over and over and over again.That song..but something made me listen to it repeatedly.Cried like i've never cried before. I was so weak and vulnerable. I've just realised that. Who the hell did I think I was before?
And then I began to think about Matthew in the dream.Dreams can be so believable at times. That dream was way too real to be a dream...especially ,nice(?).I began to respect him even more since saturday.My beloved Muse.Matthew inspires me to play the piano again after my old piano teacher labelled me 'unteachable'. i just did not like the way she taught me...and what a fucking annoying temper.
Matthew restores my passion to tackle the ivory keys again. He made me crazy over pianos and of couse, music itself.Now, that's a piano maestro.Fucking brilliant pianist (listen to 'space dementia and 'piano thing'). I want to play the piano like him...
(*envious*). Not too bad on the guitar, one of the best, underrated guitar prodigy around. Fucking genius guitarist from England.I would love to see them play soon. But for now....I dunno when. We'll see.



...the muse within
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