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Saturday, August 13, 2005


   guess who's back! (*CLUCK*)
birthday wuz gr8.....exam results will come a bit later next week.
hey u guys i think i have a big problem....mucho grando....tres grande.....
i have severe panic attacks as confirmed by my medically attuned beloved father. symptoms?

-irrational fear of sensing a tumour on the left side of the neck
-agitation
-insomnia
-restless
-capacity to become violent
-paranoia

i asked dad many times t otake me to the doctor but he said.....
"oh u r just overpanicking!!!! maybe u have too much energy you become restless or whatever! RELAX!!! EAT AS USUAL!!!"
the downside is that i've lost 10 kilos for the past 2 mths....so i'm an impoverished waif.... i can't eat.....too scared

i need help....words of comfort....

the good side is that when i panic...i draw!!!! much obsessed with radiohead,soundgarden,etc....
i am still in love with Muse. honestly I can say that's the closest i can feel to intimacy.....(*gaze fondly at Muse CDs*)

have any of you experienced panic attacks? tell me ur experiences,maybe u all can help me....damn nervous tensions!!!!

so how r u all? anything shocking creeping to ur life? i just move house around 2 mths ago.....i love my room. gosh, i need to eat....

ANIME RULES!!!!!!!!

with love and buckets of fried chicken (i cannot finish them),

chickenburger
(*i love you all as friends*)

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