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Birthday
1990-07-22
Gender
Female
Location
California
Member Since
2003-08-01
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student
Real Name
chie ^_^
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Achievements
I can't think of any right now...
Anime Fan Since
1996 or 1997
Favorite Anime
CCS, Saiyuki, FMA, Naruto, Bleach, KKM, Ouran, Death Note...
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I have a lot of them...
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Watching anime, listening to music, drawing, writing, and a bunch of other stuff...
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Hmm....
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Saturday, December 13, 2003
I feel bad...
Yeah... absolutely awful!! Here's my story:
Well... after logging out of myotaku, I was already rearing to do my report. Only to find out I messed up. I finished half way last Friday then I had to it all over again! Bad, huh?
So, I got so worked up about it. I snatched my paper and crumpled it, then threw it. I started doing it over.
My mom asked me to eat [it was about 12:00 that time], but I didn't answer, she kept asking, still I was silent. My aunt got mad, and asked me, still I didn't answer.
So she hit me lightly, and I shouted, "Why'd you have to hit me for?" She got even more mad. She scolded me for a bit. I even started crying, but it was barely noticeable.
I took all my stuff and headed for my room and locked the door. I was furious! I cursed a bit, slamming the table when I got worked up. I kept writing my report, then my mom started knocking. She asked to open the door, but I didn't move, still grumbling about what has happened.
But, I unlocked it, she came in, and talked to me. She said that I shouldn't talk like that and I should apologize because she didn't raise me to be like that. Then I started crying again. Tears streaming down my face. I said yes, knowing that what I did was really wrong. She said I should eat after I finish, but I kept resisting. She still insisted, so I just gave up.
After she left, I gave out a curse. I'm regretting I ever said it. I took it back, but its still in my head. I'm so stupid!
Well... I finished my report. But even though I'm happy about it, I'm still mad at myself for what I did. I got so worked up about messing up that I just couldn't control my anger.
Well... I'll be around checking sites.
Thanks for reading. Ja ne.
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