myOtaku.com: chie

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Birthday
• 1990-07-22
Gender
• Female
Location
• California
Member Since
• 2003-08-01
Occupation
• student
Real Name
• chie ^_^

Personal

Achievements
• I can't think of any right now...
Anime Fan Since
• 1996 or 1997
Favorite Anime
• CCS, Saiyuki, FMA, Naruto, Bleach, KKM, Ouran, Death Note...
Goals
• I have a lot of them...
Hobbies
• Watching anime, listening to music, drawing, writing, and a bunch of other stuff...
Talents
• Hmm....

myOtaku.com: chie

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

THIS IS SO STUPID!!!!
Hi guys. I'm sorry if I'm not in a good mood today. I'm kind of tied up because of family problems. I know this is so personal, but I just want to vent. I'm so sorry if this feels so uncomfortable, but I don't have anywhere else to go to...

My parents are fighting. I don't really know how everything started, because I was in the bathroom. My cousin told me it was about my dad being jealous of someone my mom was e-mailing. It just feels really stupid! My mom would never go so low as to cheat on him. She loves him very much and she'd never replace him, ever! I don't know. It all sounds so stupid to me. My dad knows how much he means to my mom. She sacrificed a lot of things for him, my sister, and me. She never complained about not getting what she wants just to make us happy. She never thought of herself just to let us have what we wanted.

It's all so stupid! I don't know. Now, my dad's thinking of going back to the Philippines and he's going to take us, and leave my mom here. I don't want to choose between them. They're both too important to me. My mom and I had a talk, she said the person she was e-mailing was a former co-worker. She said they became close because they both had the same life story about their married life. A friend. That's it. She asked me not to be mad at her becase of this. I'm not. I told her that. I love them both very much and I understand how she connects with that person. It's not love, it's merely friendship. I just don't get it. Everything about this is so stupid!

I'm really sorry about this, you guys. I just really need to let all these emotions go...

Thanks for reading. Ja ne.
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