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Friday, July 8, 2005
Time of post: 12:32 am of July 8th
Hi guys. How are all of you doing? Hopefully everyone's okay. I apologize for not being around for more than a week now. I tried to come last weekend but I forgot my family and I had to go to San Diego. We left on Saturday and came back late the day after. Then I forgot that it was the 4th on Monday and my Mom wanted to go to the beach to watch some fireworks display. We had around 5 hours to spare before the show, I think, so my Mom decided to get my sister's birthday present before we left.
We drove two hours to get to the beach and arrived there late for the show. Since it was only for 20 minutes, we had to rush to a place where we could see the fireworks clearly. Unfortunately for us it was a cloudy night, and from where we were standing, the clouds covered up most of the fireworks. *sigh* It was such a frustrating evening. Had to let it out. My Mom getting irritated because everything didn't work out the way she hoped it would just added to the frustration.
I guess that set off my entire week. I just felt so tired and stressed. I wanted to start my training too, but my mind was so preoccupied with different things, I didn't know what to do next. I couldn't get out of bed even though I was awake, I was annoyed every morning, I couldn't even use the computer for ten minutes without getting worked up about how slow everything was. *deep sigh*
I'm truly sorry. I wanted to clear my head first before coming back. I said I didn't need a break anymore, but it seems I actually do. I'm feeling much better now, though I'm not so sure it'll last much longer. Aside from all this emotional pain, if you can call it that, I've been feeling horrible lately. My body's just not doing well.
..... Ach, listen to me, babbling on like this. Gomen. I guess I really needed to get all of this off my chest. I shall take my leave now. I hope to be back soon and out of this... slump. If I missed any birthdays while I was away, I'm sorry. I'll try to make it up as soon as possible.
Again, I trust everyone is doing a lot better. *hugs really tightly* I miss you all very much. Take care and have a wonderful weekend ahead.
Thanks for reading. Ja ne. (I'm sorry.)
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