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Tuesday, August 16, 2005


Time of post: 9:59 am of August 16th

Sometimes I'm lost even when I think I'm found...

Hello! ^_^ Pretty out of the blue, ne? I apologize for not coming by in the last... 3 weeks now? I can't even remember. My Biology work took over most of the first week, but I have just been sitting around and being lazy for the last two. I guess I just couldn't bring myself to use the computer during that time. I don't know why, but I just couldn't, or rather, didn't. I'm terribly sorry.

I haven't been the most active person here, am I? I missed you all very much. And with that I wonder why I can't even post once in a while. I wasn't really studying these past two weeks. I just felt like taking a break, not so much on my Biology stuff, you can count that in too though, but a break from everything. The pressure of finishing my packet on time, my decisions on next week's volleyball tryouts, which I might not attend after all, and all the little stuff in between. Sometimes I feel like barricading myself in a little room so as to escape it all even for a short while.

It's probably the stress talking, but I'm saying something in there somewhere. ^_^;; I'm sorry. I don't think this was the most appropriate post to say "I'm back." I probably needed to vent. I've been thinking way too much lately. It's becoming a bit of a habit to keep things bottled up inside me these days. I know that's bad, very bad for me actually, but it's all I can do for now. I also know I have you guys, my wonderful friends, but burdening you with my idiotc problems isn't something I would do. ^_^;; (I'll probably get scolded for this. Heh.) This is nothing, right? I have been thinking way too much...

Anyway, it's so nice to come back here again. I still don't know if I'll be able to comment, seeing as I'm feeling a little under the weather today, but we'll see. ^_^ I really do miss all of you. I hope everyone has been doing great and that you're all enjoying the rest of the summer. *hugs super tightly* Take care! Have a lovely day!

[random thought bubbles:] It has been lively at our house this week. My family got the cutest little puppy. His name is Maddox and he's an American Eskimo. He's only 2 months old. ^_^ His white fur is soft and fluffy, and he looks so adorable with his ears folded down. I might have pictures of him soon. ^_^ That is, if I get a decent one. I think he's camera shy. Hee hee.

Thanks for reading! Ja ne!

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