Sunday, October 21, 2007

hiyas peepl
i got my ears pierced and they r SORE!!! "this won't hurt a bit, it will feel like a hard pinch" HARD PINCH MY ASS!!!! SHE SCEWERED MY EARS!!!!! *crawls to corner rocking back and forth trying to stay sane* god:ha! me:SHUT UP U BASTARD!!! god:fine, ill just be taking ur smexy vampire me:O.O NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! *tackles smexy vampire and growls at god* me:MINE!!!!! *starts foaming at mouth* god:O.O *backs away*
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hiyas peepl
i got my ears pierced and they r SORE!!! "this won't hurt a bit, it will feel like a hard pinch" HARD PINCH MY ASS!!!! SHE SCEWERED MY EARS!!!!! *crawls to corner rocking back and forth trying to stay sane* god:ha! me:SHUT UP U BASTARD!!! god:fine, ill just be taking ur smexy vampire me:O.O NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! *tackles smexy vampire and growls at god* me:MINE!!!!! *starts foaming at mouth* god:O.O *backs away*
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

just checking in
well, today was white out and i participated(booooooo) ya i know and tomorrow is mardi gras...my outfit will have mardi gras beads, just a little strange ^,.,^ trust me my friends, it will be the best outfit there.
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

i feel like shit
1:27am tue, i wake up choking on vomit and cover the entire bed(and meself)in it. i feel like absolute shit right now so srry to my friends that i havent been in school for the past 2 days but i can barely move right now.
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Sunday, September 2, 2007

ugh
school starts tomorrow and i would be very nervous if i didnt know that if i cant handle school, i can have online classes or be homeschooled instead. srry to my friends but if its wat i need, then its wat i need.
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

hi
mom took me to the hospital right after my last post and they held me hostage until right now, so im at home!!! i got to have a shower and a bath!!!!!! hallelujah!!!!! o, and i almost killed myself so bye!
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Sunday, August 26, 2007

im srry
i really am srry about freaking out. i feel absolutely horrible and if u want to hate me, i understand. im crying as i type this because i actually had a suicidal thought less than 30 seconds ago and i don't think it will stop there. mom and tom r asleep, they wouldn't know until they woke up in the morning with me dead on the kitchen floor, a knife in my hand. i know i could do it too. all it takes is one moment of feeling 'wat the heck, ill just do it' so i dont know wat to do.
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RAWR!! *growls at anyone ignoring me*
NO ONE IS COMMENTING ON MY SITE EXCEPT FOR HOMSAR AND MIDDY ONLY COMMENTED ON ONE OF MY POSTS WHEN I SAID THAT MY FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL NEEDED TO SEE THE POST UNDER MY POEMS!!!!! IF PPL KEEP IGNORING ME LIKE THIS I'LL QUIT!!!! SO EITHER MY FRIENDS START COMMENTING OR I WILL QUIT!!!! I HAVE PMS SO IM ALREADY IN A BAD MOOD!!!! IF NO ONE COMMENTS BY THE END OF TOMORROW, I'LL QUIT THEOTAKU 4EVER!!!!
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Monday, August 20, 2007

im gonna share some of my poems with everyone so b nice!
my friend is darkness
for darkness never abandonned me
darkness always wrapped me in its chilling embrace
and welcomed me home every day
darkness inspires fear in everyone else
but not in me
i have always been in darkness
so i never feared it
it was just something that was always there
unlike my father
my father abandoned me to a life of sorrow, pain, and emptiness
darkness found me
a small, lost child
and offered me its hand
my mother tried her best to snatch me from darkness
but darkness wouldnt let go
darkness wanted a friend
someone who wasnt afraid
darkness needed someone who could see
all the wonderful things it has to share
i am darkness's only friend
so darkness clings to me
and always will

okay, ill share one more poem

hopelessness
thats how she feels right now
everyone falls for the act
the act of a happy teenage girl
when really
this girl is dying
dying slowly and painfully
but dying nonetheless
but everyone thinks she's happy
because they dont see her up at night
staring at the moon
letting her tears flow
she begs for death to come swiftly
for she cant live as an actress
its already too much to bear
she whispers sweet words
and practices her act
in the light of the moon
and the shadow of death

i made these and if u steal them, ill track u down and rip ur fukking head off!(yes, i have pms but i will still kill you painfully if u steal these)
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for my friends!!!
we need a giant sleepover bfor school 'cause i miss everyone together and we could do it at my house, not sure when, give me ideas, and my life sux right now!

luvs ya!
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