Saturday, August 11, 2007

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ok, no suicide. good. no hurting self. good. grandparents dropping in out of nowere......can i say that its worse than hell?
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Friday, August 10, 2007

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ok, so homsar called me. still upset. i need to go get my mind off things bfor i have suicidal thoughts.
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Thursday, August 9, 2007

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i know i may b emo right now but no one seems to care. my mom thinks im fine, my stepdad just laughs it off like everything else, and my friends r having a great time without me even knowing about wat they're doing. i dont know about anything anymore. im upset and i might actually have suicidal thoughts soon. bye
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Friday, August 3, 2007

hi
srry i haven't been on in forever but my pills r definetely making me worse and i dont know wat to do. my mom is trying to help but its not really helping a whole lot. im probably gonna disapear again for a while so plz dont wrry if ive quit cause im not, i just need some time to sort things out
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Thursday, July 5, 2007

   great
i just found out that my happy pills r actually making me worse!!!!! now wat the fuck am i gonna do?*gasp*i just swore,omg(not!)i went out on the garage roof last night(mom was soo freaked out by the time i got back in)it has a really nice view!but i cant go out there without someone watching to make sure i dont slip and fall(damnit)im gonna go watch something on youtube now.....i just dont know wat i want to watch
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Monday, July 2, 2007

hi
srry i havent been on in a while but it kinda slipped my mind ^^; so plz dont b angry and i have nothing 2 report so.....IM FRIKKIN BORED!!!!
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Thursday, June 21, 2007

   YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will b done with psj by the end of next week!!!im so happy!!!i almost hurt my mom i was squeezing her that hard 'cause im so damn happy!!!oh, and today, amanda and jen gave me a makeover with eyeliner,mascara, and a little bit of foundation.i know im not into makeup but they did an awesome job and they put my hair up.every1 said i looked older and some of the boys were looking at me all day(just from a makeover the boys r interested in me?idiots)we're watching open season and i luv McSquizzy(the squirrel comander) but thats all thats goin on with me so plz coment!!!
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

psj sux
all the little kids do is scream us all to death l^l(my sign 4 grave, if u have a better 1, let me know asap) nothing much to tell everyone except im so damn bored and i hate psj and i miss my friends damnit!!!
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Friday, June 15, 2007

   well....
some of my friends r commenting, michelle was a stuck up prep who wouldnt touch the garbage bag to tie it up even after we gave her gloves! she was still really funny and would laugh a lot. Shaniqua and her would scream every time they saw a bug or if 1 screamed, the other screamed 2! im not complaining since they were still fun 2 b around and shaniqua is staying at prairie 4 a while longer.....i cant say anything more than that right now
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Monday, June 11, 2007

   *sob*
noones commenting on my site anymore except 4 caz so i might not even come on theo 4 a while unless people start commenting again!!!!!
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