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Wednesday, January 12, 2005
ZiM-NeSs
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
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i feel like im drowning and swimming at the same time...and im dreamming a nightmare...and im falling and flying...my feelings are a mixture of lost hope...and the girl in the background seems to feel the same way...she is swiming and drowning and flying and falling...dreaming a nightmare...living in her own world...all the vivid colors...and her heart yurns for hope...and in return she gains false hope...
~chii~
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Monday, January 10, 2005
chi...i love cherrys...
i know that it is strange for my to love something...but i do...
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soo sorry my bg hasent worked in like a few days...i was freaking out...i went to change it and my cpu freaked out and ever since i havent been able to get on...and then at school the internet didnt work for 2 days...i abused the school cpu and almost got suspended * i was hitting the keybord and slammed it against the screen and i threw the mouse many times*any way how has everyone been...i have been soo bored without you all....and i have worte many poems...and i even took my time and worte three poems in japanese...* which was very hard by the way*anyway i am currently at a friends house so i can not take to long...sorry....Later...
Question~~~~
What size is your ring finger?
Mine is 5 and a half
(just found out this weekend...wneh boyfriend made me size my finger at a jewlry store....dont know why but i have an idea...)
~chii~
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Wednesday, January 5, 2005
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my site has a meaning...the backgroud is like a place between life and death...the angel holding a weapon and he is looking out of a stained glass window ( seems to be jesus) and he doesnt look very happy...his face says that he is sand, angry and lost...like he is angry at god for taking someone dear to him...he is thinking if he should leave life...or to continue suffering and asking questions without answers...the music goes with the backgroud becasue it is mystery mixed with sadness...and falling bubbles represent tears...that keep falling even if you cant see or feel them...
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this is how i really feel
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i cant stand this...i hate everything...i want to...just... never mind...but i and so not going to be happy again...i cant be...no...not after this...all im going to say is that a friend of mine will tell the whole world something...and she said she cant tell me...(literaly) and i am supossed to be her best friend...so now i trust no one...ever...i only trust myself...and i will not hide my emotions anymore...every day it just gets harder and harder...so i give in to the deppresion...now...everything has a meaning...and now i understand...it is all so clear now...so clear...
~chii~
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Tuesday, January 4, 2005
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hey everyone...well hope you all like my site...i need to change the background...its getting old...anyway...yeah...anyway...stop by evilchibi 's site she is one of my bestest friends...her site has nothing on it but i am going to fix that for her...i have wrote a bunch of poems but i am going to ask everyone first if you want me to put some up...i mean i dont want to sound self-pity-ful or anything...i am sooo bored...and i cant believe that Glitch-y never told me that he was depressed...he never told me...its like my depression is contagious...*sigh* anyway im so bored...no i am not going to put any of my poems up...they seem to make people sad... and that dosent help much now does it?...well later
oh and i am sorry that i havent updated in awhile....
~chii~
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Saturday, January 1, 2005
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yeah...well it was fun...i gave it the ~chii~ touch...there were about 5 fires and i almost blew up 5 kids...because i was taping fire works together...i think they were called artilary shells...and it was awsome...when i almost blew up thoses kids i felt like laughing soooooo bad...so i did...but i turned away and...we (when i say we i mean me and this guy who is in the church band) did all the fire works and we got really bored...all we had left were sparklers...sooo we got about 15 boxes and we taped them all together...and we stuck it in the field and lit it...we ran for our lives...and it blew up like one of those old movies and the smoke looks lie a big mushroom thing...well thats what happened except the explosion was a little smaller...well later...
~chii~
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yeah...well it was fun...i gave it the ~chii~ touch...there were about 5 fires and i almost blew up 5 kids...because i was taping fire works together...i think they were called artilary shells...and it was awsome...when i almost blew up thoses kids i felt like laughing soooooo bad...so i did...but i turned away and...we (when i say we i mean me and this guy who is in the church band) did all the fire works and we got really bored...all we had left were sparklers...sooo we got about 15 boxes and we taped them all together...and we stuck it in the field and lit it...we ran for our lives...and it blew up like one of those old movies and the smoke looks lie a big mushroom thing...well thats what happened except the explosion was a little smaller...well later...
~chii~
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