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• i have over 200 picos of Miyavi ^0^
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• umm...sincer ever
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• to Become Miyavi's wife
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• Listening to Japanese rock, playing the piano...ummm i love Ribbons...(no i am not the type who loves the color pink and still plays with barbie's) i just like ribbons for christ sake ...now look you made me angry...let me think of cruel and unjust punish
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• *giggles like a cute little girl who just killed her family...with a kitchen knife...and cut them to little pieces...limb by promising limb...laughing...she drops the blood stained blade to the floor...and sings a little song...about everyones wrongs...*




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myOtaku.com: chiithecutey


Thursday, January 13, 2005

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hey everyone...well i am depressed now and i really dont know why...my suicidal thoughts take me deeper and deeper inside everytime...i try to drown out the voices with music but that does not always work...i hate this...well i got a new notebook...now i can write more poems...the ones everyone loves *sarcastic*...anyway...today was not fun at all...what am i talking about i never have fun at school unless i am making fun of a teacher or planning murders...this sucks...i hate me so much..and i dont know why...i feel so hated and few love me...my boyfriend tells me that he not only loves me but he wants me to feel loved...i started to cry...and then i hated my self even more because i told him after that...that i still cut myself...and he told me that he understands me better now and that he does not look at me any different...but i can never belive that...i walked infront of 3 cars today...and he ran and picked me up everytime...this one lady screemed "Hore" at me and i wrote her license plate number down...im going to say that she tried to rape me or something...well anyway...now you know...i still cut myself...i would not say anything...because i dont want pita-ten to know...but i dont even care anymore...because she never reads my posts...so i dont care...about anything...

~chii~
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