Sunday, September 4, 2005

   My Life Is Very Boring.
Have a nice frikking day , B if u r reading this u know what? you better stop reading right nw cause you hate it when i "bitch" and I am so just run off to Farrells site and be her little psyco stalker. Farrell-hi how are ya? unless clint calls ME or comes down to MY house I am nt going to bother for the rest of the weekend. after what happened yesterday I doubt if I can deal with very many people.Im not even going to talk about subjects A and B (*mumbles* and *mumbles*) because at the moment they are being dumazzes I dont wanna hear from them. Im about to go insane... short trip but worthwhile to escape reality. Almost every second of my life I am reminded of the words a good friend told me- Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. No Im not suicidal for all you therapists out there.I just like to know that people care and worry.... they actually dont want me gone....(of course then there are some....) You know there are some phrases used too much lately... like sick of. I am losing my mind to hearing sick of posted all over everyones sites. So if you have posted that you are sick of something recently (today) you are one of those people. Thank you for your time and patience- Jess
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Saturday, September 3, 2005

   To all the A-holes-
You cannot make right what you have done. you wanna fix anything you better apologize.and I would like to know the truth too. so unless you want me to hate you; explain and apologiz right now.
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Saturday, August 27, 2005

   yup im postin at farrells
people are freakin out and stuff and im like duuuude and then im all head spinney and then im like duuuude..... and like... you know what? I LIKE CLINT!!! i feel lke saying this.... and i would like to know where breanna came up with the idea that I said that emilee was"breanna 2 the drama continues" yes i called her a drama queen but i hadnt heard anybiody say that and emilee... i never called her a drama queen i only said she had a bad attitude. and id like to know who said that about breanna. and then said i said it too. how.... look i called ZOE a drama queen and i called BREANNA a drama queen... oh well... anyways... duuude. hahaha.... um... guess what? IM GETTING HIT OVER THE HEEAD WITH A BASE BALL BAT BY FARRELL OWOWOWOWOW IT IS FRIKKIN METAL IT HURTS!!! OWWWWWW!OW I THINK I HAVE LIKE.... A KNOT ON MY HEAD. ow. hahahaha. my head hurets... i woke up at like 1 31 and woke up farrell and then we ate french toat things.... it were good. Im bored aND SO IM GONNA GO AND rule the world. bye!!!!
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

Well my last message as I get reported is:
Breanna I dont care. Farrell as always, you emilee jenny and clint are the best friends Ive ever had. I guess you guys wont be reading my posts anymore, as breanna has reported me. Well Ill miss you all.... breanna will most likely be off soon too. Ive worked hard on my site and am pleased with how it was when i was on it.well so I dont really mind... it was childish to report me for saying what was on my mind on my own site. Breanna made just as bad of a comment.See you maybe!-Jess
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   im sad and happy... and other feelings...
im listenin to dont phunk with my heart... Im kinda confused... as to if me and some people arefriends or not... not just that I am confused as to why Im listening to this.Now Im listenin to Feel Good Inc...santas breakin down on a camels back... this is their only good song... Mom has it on the comp.haha they cuss on it ^^ anyways... Hi holly if u read this.... hi farrell.... hi everyone else... and hewwo clint ^^ um.... a note to all of those who are trying to FORCE us to go out..... WE MAKE BETTER FRIKKIN FRIENDS THAN B/F AND G/F. THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YOUR TIME!!! Now... makin cinko dance to american idiot.... mom likes the song!!! OMG MY MOM ACTUALLY LIKES A GREENDAY SONG!!! haha is unedited. Um...I would like to say one more thing before I go :HEY BREANNA UNO WHAT I CANT WAIT FOR HIGH SCHOOL SO I CAN STAND UP FOR MYSELF FOR ONCE!!!!Um.... Bye! ^^hey breanna- F U!!!!-Jess
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

   NO!!
Emilee is gonna ask Clint out... HELP!! Look I like him... I just... dont really wanna... okay Ido but I cant because that would destroy our friendship!!!Oh no!! Clint if you read this A.) CALL ME!!! B.) DONT LISTEN TO EMILEE EVER YOU KNOW THAT PLEASE IT ISNT THAT I DONT .... OH WAIT YOU JUST CALLED ME...anyways... at least I got to explain.Now emilee hates me... again oi im so sick of it.-Jess
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Monday, August 22, 2005

AHHHHHHHH
Really bd day again.... Sydney being more of a beotch than usual... along with Christine and Emilee of course... I'm kinda worried bout Clint cause he lefft school early today.Oh and the insanity keeps getting worse... I feel like my dreams are reality anymore... and reality isnt real. Only because things keep getting weirder and weirder.... hey wait if my dreams are real.... Im dead... and a vampire... along w/ Clint and Farrell and a few oher choice people... Emilee and everyone else who is mean to me is dead... AND IM DATING JOEL!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!! XD y'know.... Im starting to like reality.-Love, Jess
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Saturday, August 20, 2005

   I AM FRIKKING SICK OF ALL OF YOU!!!!
If Clint or Farrell....(or of course bobby and jim....) are reading this you know I dont mean you... anyways... if everyone wasnt so drama queenish i dont think I would be. At the dance I TRIED MY BEST to stay SANE but everyone had to force me crazy. And then everybody was BLAMING farrell and (oh by the way shes over here ^^)ZOE STARTED CRYING AND EMILEE GOT MAD THEN I GOT PISSED (oh and i dont have to go to my little cousins birthday party i get to go to farrell's) AND EVERYTHING SUCKED (cept for when we scared the freaks that was hilairious) AND YOU PROBABLY SUCK. AND IM MAD AT BREANNA TOO YOU KNOW THAT?! (and I told her off I love it ^^)AND SHE WAS WHINING ABOUT SOMETHING AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.(so see ya i guess i have to say bye itd be kinda rude not to, huh?) I HATE YOU!!!(bye ^^)-FRIKKIN ME!!! (Jess ^-^)
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Thursday, August 18, 2005

   boredom... listenin to bat country AGAIN
I need some more cds.... I have simple plangood charlotte papa roach and a7x... oh and mychem. of course... that are actually good.oh and if you are reading this and you go to my school (you know who youare) and play drums PLEASE TELL ME IM DESPERATE!!! dont get me wrong... clint is the best you could get... but his lvl of commitment to everything.... and the fact that we would all get in way too many fights... anyway lucky we got storm before someone else... oh and farrell of course but it was originally just me and her... i would prefer a guy drummer so storm wouldnt feel left out... it would help to have a second guitar but that is only after we get drums we dont even REALLY need that farrell could pull it off by herself... i was crying the other day cause i had to sty at mamaw nd papaws house... not that I dont love them ... thats not it. we just neve get along you know?anyway... farrell is supposed to spend the night tomorrow night, it is gonna rock we aregonna go to the dancethen order pizza. and of course watch idle hands or somethin... oh yeah heathers we have to watch that. oh well tty.... tomorrow or somethin.... bye!!!
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Monday, August 15, 2005

   I Would Like To Say Something To Some People (Not nameing any names)Who Wont Leave Me Alone!!!!
Lyrics: I Just Wanna Live


I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)

It’s getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won’t leave me alone
There’s things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can’t anyone see

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x7]

I rock a
Lawsuit when I’m going to court
A white suit when I’m gettin’ divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I’m home alone
Talkin’ on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
They’re saying
“Now you’re rich and
Now you’re famous
And fake @$$ girls all know your names and
(Lifestyles) of the rich and famous
Your first hit are you ashamed?”
Of the life
Of the life
Of the life we’re livin’

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live

Stop your messin’ around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers

Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we’re coming from
We’ve already seen
The wealth that this life can bring

Now we’re expected everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live

I just wanna live
Just wanna live

I just wanna live
Just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live
Don’t really care about what happens to me

I just wanna live!!

Hope That Sums It Up. Well I hope the Preppy freaks from my school remember that this is to them when I am famous and they want to talk to me LOVE YA!!!-Me ^-^
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