Wednesday, July 19, 2006

>_>

It seems that sometimes MyO letts me in, other times it doesn't. Weird... But anyway, I got in today (after trying three times) and got to post my newest drawing.. hehe. I hope whoever reads this post will go check it out ^__^

Aaaand... Is anyone besides me getting fedd up with Naruto fill-ins? I wanna se Sasuke! Even Orochimaru for heavens sake! And where is Kakashi??? And dear Iruka??? Even Ero-sennin.... Sheeez!


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Sunday, July 16, 2006

Amazing
I can't say why... But for several months now MyO refused to let me in on my acount... Must be some problems with my laptop, I can't imagine otherwise...

However, that explaines the absence. I just havn't been able to log on properly... Now I will pick up where I left and try to be active!! Hehe.. Wish me luck.
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

Friends

What are friends really?

Are they people who ignore you when you're down?
Are they people who march on with their point of view instead of listening?
Are they people who will leave you crying alone? Are they people who will lock the door afer you when you run off crying?
Are they people who don't pick up the phone when you call at night because they cherish their sleep more than you?
Are they people who don't say "hi" unless you say "hi" first?
Are they people who wont ever let you inn, but leaves you outside?
Are they people who takes your soul and walks away?

Is a friend someone who don't ever understand you?
Is a friend someone who don't see your pain even when you scream out loud?
Is a friend a person who won't miss you after you left?
Is a friend someone who don't try to get to know you?
Is a friend someone who wont talk to you?
Is a friend someone who says he cares, but still he never jumps unless it's safe?
Is a friend someone who will love you only as long as it doens't hurt him?
Is a friend someone who doesn't risk a sacrifice?
Is a friend someone who lies and keep secrets?

A true friend -

Someone who you can tell it all too
Someone who will not back away from you
Someone who will support you even if they don't know whats wrong
Someone who doesn't care if it makes them look bad, they still wanna know you
Someone who laughes at your jokes
Someone who reach out for your hand when you're about to jump
Someone who tells you everything
Someone who never lies
Someone who cries with you
Someone who trusts you enough to jump into the unknown
Someone who sees throgh your iron mask
and makes you smile again

Please let me know what a friend is to you.

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

Lines in the clouds
That is what it is called, the fanfiction I just finished. Sesshomaru-Kagome. It was oh, so lovely, and soooo romatic!!! I feel so happy... Love does that to you... Please, anyone who just loves Sesshomaru, go read it on fanfiction.net

*chikki drifting off on a pink cloud*


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Friday, May 5, 2006

Case solved

Here it is, the answer to all my questions... (well, actually the answer to the only question I've had lately)

Gerard Way - vocalist in a band called:
My Chemical Romance

Apparently it's a type of rock or something.

And you know the worst part? HE'S UGLY!!! How can all those girls on quizilla groove on such a guy?! I would have expected him to be a hunk, but he's not the slightest attractive! Not to ME atleast.. BLAH! Let it be their problem, I'm DONE with Gerard Way. For now at least. So you can all relax, I will stop talking about him.


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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

This post will be more understandable
Hehe, I know I was just rambling here the other day. I still havn't found out about this Gerard though, maybe some chicks on quizilla just got a crush on him and uses a secret code-name for him so that no other girls will know who they are taking about!! (speaking from personal experience)

Anyway, I didn't want to continue on that stupid matter. What I wanted to say is that in my search for Gerard I stunbled upon a great website!

www.teenhealthfx.com

Check it out! It answers so many questions you didn't even know you wonedered about. Really good for you!

The schools many places give out to little information about sex, and you can't go running to a nurse every time there is a problem. And what about those problems that are non-medical? Feelings, love, confusion, ex-es.... There's so much to write about.

Me and my friend were talking about how much we NEED such a site, there should be more sites like this one, and in many languages. I'm actually having a "plan" to create such a site myself, with my friend, once I figure out how to do it and once I get enough time and motivation to it. However, my site wouldn't be so professional as this one, it would be more a "friendship" site for people to talk about what's bothering them (light issues).

And the theme would be SEX. How many questions haven't I had about sex? Thank god I got my friend to help me out, together we shared our experiences and it REALLY helped us both out. So we figured, we should make such a site! But.. we'll see if I ever get that far.


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Sunday, April 30, 2006

Help

Can someone help me get this stright? Who is GERARD WAY? I'm going nuts here, all girls on quizilla can't stop making love stories about this Gerard and I'm like WTF?! Who is he? Not that I think I would care.

Lemme gess: Greenday? Or any other of these "dark", "gothic" BOYBANDS!!?? People (I do hope for their sake that they are girls) on quizilla also seem to be obsessed with Greenday and all of those (can't remember any other bands right now, but I know they're out there!!!) And is it just me or.. are they lame? Seriously, I'm not writing this to offend anyone, but.. Pink (the color) is NOT just for kids or fags, it's just a COLOR like any other color, and BOYBANDS are just BOYBANDS no mather how much eye shadow they put on (yey for male makeup, but you get the point I hope XD)

What am I talking about? In short: If you wanna listen to music, please listen to more than what's on top of the list, and NO, I don't think Greenday is the coolest thing on earth, neither is Linking Park or whoever you mention. They are not God to me, and neihter is Gerard Way, whoever he might be.

Sorry for endless babbling. If anyone wonders where I've been it's on quizilla it's happening right now ^_^ nick: chikki18


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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

New picture up!
And that's about it ^_^ Please have a look!

my picture click here>
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Sunday, April 16, 2006

Parri (macabre poem with certain errors, but I like it this way)

She holds the bow within her hands
Stroking past the bending lines
Looking forward to the kill
Not wondering about the chill
Her heart is not here with her today
Long forgotten, hidden away

Secret hours of remedy
Bonds were broken in memory
Not knowing where they went
Her arrow is now heaven sent
To love something is far away
To cherish life is loving decay

She smiles as the arrow hits
She laughs as she sees the blood he spits
The same old laugh she always had
She never lied, she was never sad
Nor was she happy and nor did she feel
She just never knew how to heal

It gives her nothing, life doesn’t pay
It’s only promise that makes her stay
She smiles her smiles, empty to some
Her smile is real, but her heart is gone
So it does not hurt to se him die
It does not hurt when his spirit fly

Somewhere she knows, there’s something else
Beyond the current meaningless sense
He told her of love and beauty in all
Sometimes even an angel can fall
But she wishes not to see
She chose something else for her to be

He told her of wild birds flying in the sky
He told her he would stay and never say good bye
He wanted her to see all good
But he never understood
She did not see the birds, how they fled
For Parri was already dead


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Saturday, April 15, 2006

First Anime
I was reading ElvesAteMyRamen's post and MewMewstreet commented that the first time you watch anime, you were probably all thinking: why does he have white hair? Or purple eyes? Because.. offcourse; no one has purple eyes.

You are just not used to the style, and the weird clothes and the impossibility that seems so normal to all of the anime characthers. So I decided I would tell you guys about MY first anime.

I was used to cartoons as being for children. Cartoons were Disney and childrens shows. Disney with big eyes and talking cute animals and stuff that children at every age could watch. Then one day at school, due to some canceling of lessons and free time, our teacher had brought a cartoon for us to see, she said. We were only a small group of people, we went down to the cellar of the school and sat down in utter darkness to watch the movie on the wall itself.

Cartoon, I though, now how boring is THAT? I was actually NOT looking forward to two hours of talking bunnies and Disney. I had never even HEARD the word anime at this point, and NEVER seen anything like this. What was shown to us was: AKIRA.

Wow.

BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD EVERYWHERE!
One of my fellow students even thought one guy was handsome. I was like: he's drawn! How can he be handsome?! Now I've learned, offcourse they can be handsome, you just need to get used to it.

For those of you who have seen Akira: you know that was a kick start. For those who havn't seen Akira: go see it! Akira is one of the most reputated animes out there and a classic piece of work. It's a MUST.

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