Monday, February 21, 2005

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Friday, February 18, 2005

Don't touch darkness
This hate, this hate
I can not take
This sickness crawling
under my skin
The pain it causes
drives me within
My only being
My only me
I want to kill
what i can not see

My friend I kissed
The poison missed
A deadly heart
that walkes on earth
And angel wings
are nothing worth
When light is gone
And darkness is
Nothing remaines
in a dead friends kiss

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Ci2
There is a path
where the sky ends
where the sun only shines
in the heart of friends
While thousands of stars
forever shine
for all of those
who follow behind

Where the thoughts vander
every lonely while
That peacful world
your dreams fetch
Where the path ends
in the grove of friends
where the sun always shines
there is light, with the one who awaites





Offcourse, it sounded alot better in norwegian, then it actually rhymes...


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Thursday, February 17, 2005

   V-day
So, what happened in my life, huh? Sorry to ya all, i dint make my site all cute and pink... Ive decided to be all dark and bloody from now on. So excuse moa...
Translation of poem from Ci2 will be here soon, i only need to remember it... And i have more darkness coming for those who share my love for blood... hehe, okey, enough vampire love. Back to the side of my life that can take the suns light; V-day. My love gave me three red roses and chocolate... Isnt that cute, or what? Gotta love him...
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

This is a poem Vamp2004 made for me after i just gave her the word: haunt

Haunted
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you are there
you are always there
your behind me
your in front of me
your all around me
but when i go to reach for you
i end up with nothing
my love is what keeps you here
but i dont know if i am hurting you
i want you to go away but yet i dont
you are always around me
you are like a ghost now
you haunt me in my sleep
you haunt me in my dreams
you haunt me everyday
so i guess now i am haunted by your spirit
so i am haunted


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222
222 visitors...hehe, i like numbers like that... Once i was at the popularity rank nr 2999. I thought that funny too... :) But now... hmmm, i guess nothing lasts forever.
I wanted to write down some more of my poems, but i have most of them at home (were im not right now) But maybe...i have some in my writing book, lets see...Yes i have alot, but anyone in english? Okey here it comes, its a song actually.... Oh, and i WILL post some more good ones once i get back home. Most of them are in norwegian, but ill just translate them...

To Michaelo

Im sorry I hurt you
Im sorry I let you down
Ive killed myself
over and over again
in remorse for what Ive done

I listen to your voice
I see into your eyes
I see you pity me
I hear you say goodbye

Im dead and then alive
I kill myself again, but everytime
I wake up I see the sun
I know Im not there with you
I never was
I did not hold your hand
I let you down

I told you that I loved you
I kissed you
in my dreams
But when you go your eyes are empty
And when I look, theres nothing there

I hope youre out there somewhere
I hope you can hear me in the big emtiness
I hope you know what I know, that Im a living dead



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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

Poems
After being so inspired by silverdaydreamer, i decided to write down a little something that might suit my site alot to...


Release me
from this pain
You know
I never wanted
of her blood
to drain
You know
that all I wanted
Was to kill
myself again


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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   bla bla bla ... crap!
I wanted to update and tell people what ive been doing the last days, but then again....nothing special have happened since i last posted... :) Ive gotten to meet some new people here, thats nice! Specially one, you should see her art, its amazing: animecutie(3.14) , jupp, thats her name! About my own art, ill post more of it when i get back home from my mother. Its a bit boring here at times, so ive been drawing a little. To bad i didnt bring all my drawing stuff, like pencils and sheets :( Im experimenting with a pen instead...Pens give a very different style than a pencil... Dont know if i like it or not. And...think im gonna change the cute style ive got on my page here... A little to bright for my eyes, i had a bad nightmare tonight, so im in a bad mood today (me and being grumpy in the morning is equal) Oh, but ive found a good cure for me being tired in the morning. I wake up, sleep an exstra half hour as usual, get my clothes on and walk into the barn. I promise, that smell in there can wake up the sleeping beauty...!
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Saturday, January 29, 2005

   I finally saw the sun!
It was just a couple of days ago... i saw the sun for the first time in months! The "dark time" is over now! We have daylight again! And then... *bummer* on the same day, just later, there was this HUGE storm, and i had to walk around in it, soooo cold...brrr! Wanna know what im doing now? Im at my mothers place, just visiting for a few days, and im taking care of our neighbours sheep! She has 30 of them... lol. Its actually funny. They just love to eat... And im walking her crazy dog...His name is Lighter, and hes only 6 months, so still a puppy. Totally crazy, jumps around and loves to run. Hard to ceep up with! Impossible to pet with, cus he will never stay at the same spot for more than two seconds...
Also great news: im finally catching up on some anime! I dont have cartoon network, and i dont even have a computer, but a "friend" of mine (im in love!), have alot of cool animes! Im almost done with Chrno Crusades, started watching .hack, and ive seen Slayers, and recently he got Ragnarok, so im probably gonna watch that too. If he doesnt mind me occupying hes room for a couple of days tho, lol :)
I have to ask you guys: have anyone of you seen Dragon Half? I just wonder how many episodes it has, i only have the first two ones and i cant find the rest...
Neeway, have a nice day! And thanks for reading my thoughts! :)
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   The day of the sun!
Tomorrow is the day of the sun ! Im so excited, finally, after all the winter, i get to see the sun! Yay! And on this day we eat solbolle, very good... =) Oh, i cant wait until light finally appears, and it wount be dark all the time.... You really dont know how much you miss something until you finally get to see it again...
And..on top of that, i have fallen in love for the first time in three years... Reason to be happy =)
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