Friday, April 7, 2006

Me being obsessed

I goot so hooked up on this dream thingy now, after talking about them myself and reading about Ada Pallas's dream. I've created an entire universe based on my dreams, with different planets even. I can recognise the places in my dreams and know that they sometimes belong to the same worlds. I also tend to meet the same creatures over again:

The aliens tend to come to earth, the one we live on now, and it freaks me out because I have to see the places in reality where they've been in my dream. And I don't know how to fight them!

Then I sometimes meet werewolfs, often they come in packs. They are easy, I've 'tamed' them now, so they don't attack me again. But they are still wild and have very big mouths with sharp teeth...

Then.. monsters. I don't have demons, I have creatures with wings, but they are not demons. I have monsters. I managed to get to an agreement with one monster leader though, so 2 enemies down.

Dragons. Terrifying creatures. Evil to the bone. They are rare to me, I've come upon them twice or trice. One time he killed me in the most horrifying way... The other time I just got a glimpse of it and managed to hide...

Ghosts and spirits. I've found a way to keep ghosts distant. My cell phone ^_^ I can take pictures with it and they fear that. Also, if you find their name it helps, because it helps you to see them. I can summon spirits, so them I can control them to some degree. I'm also very often a spirit myself rather than a living creature, so I understand the basics.

Angels. Yes, I've met them. They have the most power of all, and are very inhuman. So I often get frightened by them, but then I remember that most of the time they are good ^_^

And.. offcourse.. humans. Them I just slaughter most of the time. Or eat them. Or use them. I'm so bad. Hey what can I say? I'm hardly ever human myself....

Vampires, not so often encountered, the times I've been envolved wtih them have been when I'm a spirit watching and entering their bodies. Not that difficult to handle.

By the way, beeing a spirit is awesome! I can fly! And I can enter people! And when I'm a human I can summon spirits and did I mention that I'm an excellent killer? Just hand me a sword or a knife...

*drool* Dreams are so cool...

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Thursday, April 6, 2006

Oki

No one wants to know what I dreamt tonight. So I'm not gonna tell you.
What I DO wanna talk about is how much the PM system is bugging me! I just recived a PM that was supposed to have come over a month ago! And my reply, who knows when it's gonna be recieved? Maybe this explains why my inbox has been so empty... I agree with Ada Pallas, screw the PM system on otaku and convert to hotmail! Or any other mail...

Just getting it off my chest...

Btw, I've reached the holy number of 999 visitors.... Can anyone tell me how that works? It counts only NEW people to visit the site, or all the times I've been visited? Btw Shinjite: thanks ^_^ I'd LOVE a pickie even though I don't think I deserve it XD

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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

Holy shit!

Uah..! I had this gruesome nightmare about vampires and aliens tonight, I barely dared to open my eyes this morning, but I did, and then I didn't dare to close them, so I ended up getting out of bed an hour before planned... And then I was so afraid that I hardly deared to open the bedroom door, I checked ALL rooms in the house to make sure I was alone, turned on the radio just to get some familiar human voices in the room (dead silence is so freaky, I start imaginating sounds) After breakfast and TV it got better though, but I'm still listening to sounds... O_o

So the dream, short version:

I was with my class, doing stuff outside, bad weather, lights in the sky, though it was lightning.
It looked like a very bright northern light, and then it fell down to the earth like a fallen star.
I called people to make sure no one was hurt.

Then we met up with this group of people. Then they joined us in a room. Then they put us in boxes (!) We could still stand up, but not move. Then one of them came in from behind me and said that they were aliens, and that they were going home now. "So what do you want with us??!!" "It's a long way home, we need food supply..." (!!!) FREAKY!!!! So, here I am in this box, and the alien starts sucking out my life, he just sucks it out like that.. without barely touching me! Then I suddenly switch body (I often do that in my dreams) Now I'm on the outside of the cages, I'm one person from the group that wasn't caught by the aliens. But now one of the aliens comes outside to meet me and feed on me. He sucks me up and I fall to the ground, he thinks I'm dead, but what he doesn't know is... THAT IM A VAMPIRE!!!! So when the alien turns his back to me I attack him and try to suck HIM dry!

Okey, and it goes on and on... Arms being ripped off, although they got a hard time handling a vampire they were still extremely though and strong. I don't know if I beated them or if the killed me, I woke after fighting a couple of them, trying to sneak in on them and saving my girlfriend (!) from the boxes.

ANYWAY! I was freaked out when I woke up, aliens sucking life out of me is NO GOOD EXPERIENCE!!!

So, how's your day?

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Saturday, April 1, 2006

Names
Me and my brother were talking (vorspiel at my place) yesterday and he told me about his new neightbour. Or, his previous neightbour. Okey, I'll tell the story about my brothers neightbours first, 'cus I think its funny (mind you, I have a simple sence of humor): We lived together, my brother and I, for a year. We had this appartment in this .. ehm... house filled with appartments and rooms for rent for students. Down on the first floor we had this guy we always reffered to as 'the neightbour', we got to know him since we had a party at our place and alot of people living in that house came too. The reason he was called 'the neightbour' is because one of his 'friends' (he's a dealer, real name is Adrian) always called him that. So now he became our neightbour. Then we moved and my brother got this room, one out of three rooms sharing bathroom and such. At first he was alone, then one day he called me and asked if I wanted to know who his new neightbour was: the neightbour. XD (Okey, I find that funny) Hehe, anyway. Finally the third room was also rented out, to Remi. Now Remi claims to know the norwegian mafia (which is a national joke, we just say that they steal candy from Sweden) O_O Neeway! He was also dealing, and Remi and the neightbour had a fw conflicts, but never mind about that... My brother got friendly with Remi, but then Remi moved and left the room to his brother. The neighbour moved away too... And now my brother doesn't even live there any longer, but he and Remis brother are planning to move together. Now this brother is a goth named Håkon XD (if for some the letter å isn't shown, just think a with a circle above it, pronounced almost like o.) Håkon calles himself Sorg (sorrow). Then... (ah, finally getting to the point!) I got this idea of nicknaming ourselves too. I suggested Liv and Død (life and death) Liv for my brother and Død for me, but .. nya.. didn't fit. Liv is a girls name see... But I couldn't see my self as Liv, so my brother interupted my thinking and said that he alreday had his name: Skaper (creator). He's gonna tattoo his own symbol for this name on him one of these days. (yes, my brother makes his own symbols and we have our own language) So what he wanted to call me: Ødelegger. But that doesn't do the trick, so we went for the english version: Demolish. (demolisher, but demolish is better) So, there you go, Im Demolish and my brother is Skaper and going to move together with Sorg. I had a blast last night by the way, but stories about my drunk Friday is probably even more boring for you to read than this name-thingy.... XD Take care!
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Exams and quizilla
Hi ^_^
For those of you who read my previous post, I'm sorry for bothering you with my problems.. But now I've wotked it out, I think, and I'm back with my dear Sasha. We're trying at least, and it's doing well so far.

So, I have exams tehse days, home examns. We got one last monday that was delivered on friday, but due to problems at home I didn't actually do a good job on that one. Yesterday we were given a new exam, and I've slowly started to write on that one. It's a huge subject and the exam is also huge, so I need to work alot on specifications to my exam.. Or it would be far to long...

But (yes, there's always the butt) I've also gotten myself so addicted to quizilla lately I constatly bust myself hanging around at their pages instead of working on my exam :p And I've been writing on this story of my own... It is a wonderful world of my imagination, I keep going back there. And since I'm writing it in english (I'm gonna publish it to quizilla) I've also improved my english, I've learned alot of new words and how to write them correctly. Hehe, so there are positive sides to it. But I'm still gonna run it through a word-program to check the spelling before I publish it. There's nothing worse then reading a long story filled with bad spelling. Short texts: okey, long stories: NOOOO!!

Btw, my head is getting confused, I've been writing alot in english, so I immedeately think in english, then I'm currently listening to a russian CD (fabrica zvjezd) and singing along with it, and in between trying to write on my exam in norwegian. Hmm, reminds me of the time when I had to learn both russian and german at the same time, I constantly mixed up.


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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

My wings
I see stories in the music
I hear it everywhere
Its life and hearts
My wings take me there
To lands far away

Through these lands
I search for hearts
Someone who will listen
I hope that they remember
The songs I brought to them

My wings
dont make me an angel
My wings
dont make me good
They only bring me places
Outside the normal world

I bring my memories back
And the song reminds me of them
It fills my soul
with wisdom
From lands far away


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Deleted GB entry
.. Im so sad. And then Im sorry to say, but I accidentaly deleted a GB entry, and that made me sader even, but it really doenst mather, it was just a random member saying my site was nice. I know they say that just to say something anyway. But its nice to leave a message still, instead of just leaving without a word. But now I cant go to that persons site any longer, cus the entry was deleted, I dont remember the name.

What is making me so sad? Its my ex. He broke up with me, and to save my heart from dying I sealed it away. I can do that, I put it somewhere else, out of touch with reality. I used to live like that before, I know it could help me to ceep the pain distant. But the longer the time, I walked further away from him. And reached a place where all bridges behind me are burned. Then he came to me and said he wanted me back. But it was to late, I had given up hope, knowing that it would hurt to much when he would break it. Even though its far away, my mind can hear my heart crying. It hurts real bad. And he sais he wants me back. But I cannt go back any longer, Ive walked to far down this path. There may be other paths leading back, but he doesnt understand that I need time. Time to heal from the pain he has already inflicted, and time to get to know him again. Time to walk towards him again. I will not let this pain come crushing me again, not now, it hurts too bad.
And then he left, in the middle of the night. Without saying anything. He was gone all night, I called all his friends, I even called the police. Then in the morning he came back and said that he no longer had a home. I asked where he had been, he had been walking all night. Walking in the middle of the nigh for 9 hours!!! And he just picket up some of his stuff and left for school. Byebye.

Well... That makes me feel so much better.

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

Pizza
Woah! I think I ate to much... I ordered a pizza, but no one wanted to eat with me so I ended up with the entire pizza myself =p No worries though, I didnt eat all of it, you think Im a giant? That pizza is enough to feed 3 people... I ate half... So Im pretty stuffed ^_^

One thing though... Quizilla-stories are quite addictive. Specially if they include love ^__^ Ive been reading and reading all of these stories, especially fanfic stories from Naruto.. Ah, the authors have made me fall in love with Neji, Iruka, Kiba, Kakashi and many more.. Dont know why I read these stories actually, I never had crushes on any of these characters, but now I suddenly find them very interesting... O_o

Anyway, quizilla only has a sertain amount of stories, and most of it isnt fanfictions, but I would really like to read some good fanfics.. So, do any of you know about any good sites where I can find plenty of fanfics? Are there any such sites at all?

Og til alle eventuelle Scandinavere: Party on! =p

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Monday, March 6, 2006

Also

Hmm, I made a few changes, and my "theme" is now Vampire princess Miyu.
Hehe, just for the change.
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Yuppi ^_^
Hello! Had any fun this weekend? I was helping my mother out with sales this weekend. We traveled to another city, me my brother and mamma. There was a festival, a food festival O_O !! We sold fish, its called boknafisk and its a speciality... We sold alot! Then on sunday, I went home by bus, it took me.. about 7 hours =_= People.. it was boring. On the good side, I uploaded some new music to my Mp3 player, my bro had downloaded it from the net, among other songs: 1000 words from FFX-2 and Fight,fight,fight (or whatever its called) from FFX. Ah, Im in love with 1000 words... the songs is.. well, not the best ever, but I got it in my head and I cannt get rid of it. Its better in the Japanise version though, you dont have to pay any attention to what shes singing =p New piccie everyone! It was made to be a birthday gift, but I didnt finish it in time, so Im gonna send it to my friend on e-mail instead... In the meanwhile, Ive posted it here, so please take a look ! Tease
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