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Birthday
• 1985-11-29
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Female
Location
• So far north, no one would believe me if I said that I actually live there
Member Since
• 2003-11-05
Real Name
• Christine
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Achievements
• I did win some sort of 3. price in a t-shirt drawing contest, and my friends really like my art...
Anime Fan Since
• since I saw the first half of Akira
Favorite Anime
• Dragon Half, Samurai X, Chrno Crusade, Exel Saga (!), Cowboy Bebop and...oh, well... :) Pretty much all animes Ive seen
Goals
• to be international famous
Hobbies
• drawing...and hugging, and petting with animals
Talents
• enthusiasm, fortune telling and getting myself into trouble
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Deleted GB entry
.. Im so sad. And then Im sorry to say, but I accidentaly deleted a GB entry, and that made me sader even, but it really doenst mather, it was just a random member saying my site was nice. I know they say that just to say something anyway. But its nice to leave a message still, instead of just leaving without a word. But now I cant go to that persons site any longer, cus the entry was deleted, I dont remember the name.
What is making me so sad? Its my ex. He broke up with me, and to save my heart from dying I sealed it away. I can do that, I put it somewhere else, out of touch with reality. I used to live like that before, I know it could help me to ceep the pain distant. But the longer the time, I walked further away from him. And reached a place where all bridges behind me are burned. Then he came to me and said he wanted me back. But it was to late, I had given up hope, knowing that it would hurt to much when he would break it. Even though its far away, my mind can hear my heart crying. It hurts real bad. And he sais he wants me back. But I cannt go back any longer, Ive walked to far down this path. There may be other paths leading back, but he doesnt understand that I need time. Time to heal from the pain he has already inflicted, and time to get to know him again. Time to walk towards him again. I will not let this pain come crushing me again, not now, it hurts too bad.
And then he left, in the middle of the night. Without saying anything. He was gone all night, I called all his friends, I even called the police. Then in the morning he came back and said that he no longer had a home. I asked where he had been, he had been walking all night. Walking in the middle of the nigh for 9 hours!!! And he just picket up some of his stuff and left for school. Byebye.
Well... That makes me feel so much better.
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