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Thursday, January 19, 2006


ah, aim, tempers, and friends.




Ah, the fun that is being me.... So yesterday, I was chatting with a friend of mine on aim . . . and we got into a big argument . . . I thought. But in reality I got mad at him sad a whole bunch of stuff while he was off doing something else. This is why I hate aim. So, all day today I felt guilty because I swore him off forever. . . (Which also in reality is . . . a day.) But by today I felt so guilty for what I said I had to apologies because he’s a friend and I can be a little hot headed at time. . . . He was confused as to why I was apologizing and thought I was crazy. Because he didn’t read any of the messages I sent him, because he was doing something else at the time. I felt stupid.

Ok, well here is a peak at the background I did for Magnus Lensherr. ^-^ I hope she likes it.

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I think it turned out very nice. And Again I’m whoreing myself out to you guys. I’ll make backgrounds for anyone who asks pm me and leave a comment. All I ask is that you give me credit for the background. ^-^

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Pondering: Do you believe in god? What if god was one of us? If you don’t believe in god why not?

Peace loving you guys.



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Tuesday, January 17, 2006






Ok, well yesterday was the day of two of my best buds birthdays. So I gave them both birthday cards. I might have to edit them quite a bit for Otaku cards because both of them where very specialized. But they were for my boys who I love. ^-^
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Offer still stands on personalized backgrounds from me. All you have to do is PM me and tell me what background you would like and what size you would like it in. I can’t really do any original art because I’m stuck without a scanner, so until I get one don’t ask for original art. . . Not that you know what my art looks like… well pretend it’s really good.

Thoughts: Have you ever noticed that when you post a comment that you could report yourself. I find this to be very odd.

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Monday, January 16, 2006


Backgrounds





Well I’ve been getting pretty board. . . . . And I want to work on my background making skills. So this month I will be doing background request. So, if you request a back ground I’ll make one for you. ^- ^
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On that note no I did not make this back ground. I found it and it was to pretty to do anything to it. . .

Please check out my new card though. ^-^

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Sunday, January 15, 2006


I love my music




Red Hot Chilli Peppers OtherSide

Bush – Everything Zen

All Girl Summer Band – Samantha Secearet Agent
Pentangle - House Carpenter – I love this song. In theory it one of those sad Irish folk tale songs about this chick who leaves her husband and kids for this rich guy, because she kinda regrets just marring a so low, because when she was young she had the chance to marry into royalty. Anyway, while she’s sailing off with the rich guy there is a storm just as the get off the coast and she and the rich guy drown and go to hell because they were sinners. Now there are a lot of versions of this song a lot to the popular ones you’ll see are done buy country artist, but if I were you I’d find one that is either by a blue grass singer or a good Irish folk group like Pentangle. Because otherwise you really can’t enjoy the full scope of this song, you should check you play list to se if you have it April you may have gotten it in my music.

Egales – Hotel California

PGMS – Sakura Fubki and I love You Baby– Dude I love this song. Mars Reko-san sings it to a group of kids in the hospital because Mina-chan was sick. And this is one of the many things a am ashamed to say is that, yes I watched every episode of PGSM the live action. It was my crack for how ever long it played. I love you baby is great because there is a dance with it and my friend who watched the crack with me will start doing the dance randomly.
Stravinsky’s Firebird Suite – I love this. It sounds so cool. And I have a really cool techo remix of it which is just interesting.

I LOVE JOHN WILLIAMS and he rocks my socks. He is my great American composer and so is Aaron Copland. I just like John Williams more. Aaron just really defines America with his stuff. Oh, and I don’t like Dvorak he’s always someplace in right field of something.

Dave Brubeck – Take Five – ‘Tis cool . . .

Miles Davis – So what . . .’Nuff said. . .

Antonio Carlos Jobim – Girl From Ipanema – This the great Bosa Nova song. . . .everyone one has sung it but Antonio and his crew created it. Frank sings it, Oscar Sings it, and I’m sure if I look hard enough Louie and Ella sings it. It is a Portuguese song from Brazil where Bosa Nova is from.
They Might Be Giants – Doctor Worm – I am doctor worm good morning how are you. Such a polite song.

Blue Oyster Cult – Ballroom Blitz – this song is not in need of “More cow bell” or maybe it is because there isn’t any.

Kansas – Carry On My wayward Son – Nice cool down from the two fun hyper songs I put up before. This song has a cool little guitar rift.
Heart – Crazy on you – Speaking of cool guitar rifts, Heart the ultimate girl band. Dude this chicks rock. This make me think of the time I went on a road trip and we wanted to listen to Heart but the cd was messed up so we couldn’t and then someone said “Hey, why don’t you listen to Metallica because they have cool guitar rifts to….” Um no, You don’t trade listening to heart by listening to Metallica you’ll just wind up being unhappy with Metallica because you were expecting to listen to something from a different period of rock. So the point is that Metallica is not a trade off for Heart. Boy’s are so silly sometimes.

Rush – The Trees –

Third Eye Blind – Semi Charmed life – The pornographic song, well not quite but it got a lot of air time before they figured out hey . . . that’s not actually suitable for radio and by that time it was to late.
Billy Joel – Only the good die young – Not Billy’s best song but it did try to get banded because of it portrayal of catholic girls. Gotta give a song RESPECT for that.

Aeratha – Respect, who saw that one coming.

Bufflo Springfiled – For What It’s Worth – Now this is one of those songs that makes me sad sometime even though it isn’t a sad song I tear up because I think of the protesters of the 70s and the the Vietnam war and I just feel sad and depressed. Which is one of the odd things about me is I can take an up beat song and make it into some ballad of death, and then take a ballad of death and laugh at it. For example House Carpenter, sometimes I fell like oh, what a toughing story and the other times I’m purely enjoying “their souls bound for hell.” Don’t ask. It depends on my state of mind.
Placebo – The Bitter End

No Need for a name – Saddest song – I love this song. At first I thought that this was by the Ataris, because that was how it was labeled on my play list. After much searching on the internet if found band name of the people who sing the song I love called Saddest Song. The Ataris have a song called The Saddest Song too, but it kinda sucks.

Madonna – Ray of light – don’t ask I like Madonna at all stages of her life.

Meat Loaf – Bat Out of Hell - Then I’m dying at the bottom of a pit in the blazing sun,
Torn and twisted at the foot of a burning bike, And I think somebody somewhere must be tolling a bell, And the last thing I see is my heart, Still beating . . . . I love meat loaf. I love the dude who writes Meat Loaf’s music because he writes rock musicals Jim Steinman. Gah, I was reading one of the amazon reviews and there is aways someone who has no idea what they are talking about. But god, to call Meatloaf “Corporate Rock” especially Bat Out of Hell. Because at that point no one had heard anything like Bat out of Hell, and the “corporate rock” people who really didn’t exist yet, where like what the hell is this? They almost weren’t able to get the album made because they were so weird.

Earth, Wind and Fire – Let’s Groove, you can’t stop the funk.

The Meters who are later called the Funky Meters. They are a good solid source of Classic New Orleans Mardi Gras music. From they all Ax for you to the Chicken Strut.

Weezer – Island In the Sun – This song kinda makes me feel like I’m on a beach chillin or at a clam bake also chillin.

Dixie Cups – Iko Iko – I was watching Skelton key with a whole bunch of people and they used this song as a kinda creep allusion to stuff. So, the people who I was watching it with found it incredibly creepy that I knew all of the words to this song. But then they had never heard the song before and asked who was singing it. Anyway, Cindy Lauper has a pretty good version of this song too. Skelton Key wasn’t that bad of a movie either .

Belly – Sweet Ride – Something that only I would like. So I’m not going to try to describe it.

Wynona Judd – No One Else on Earth – The Judes were so cool. ‘speicaly Wynona. And it is so true. I totally feel this song now.

ZZ Top – La Grange – You’ve been a bad, bad boy. Dude ZZ Top is cool.’

The Cranberries – Linger

Stereo Total – I am Naked – Hehe, like it.

Janis Joplin

Cure – Friday I’m In love

Billy Holiday

Beach Boys – God only knows

Blues Travelers – Run around – It has the Raven it it, how can you no like a song that quote Poe
Big bad Coodoo Daddy – I wanna be like you

Cold play

The Shins

I have digressed and gotten bored with my list. When I was excited about it I was going to order it and such but now I’m just like shesh. You should keep it short so people would want to read it.

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Thursday, January 12, 2006






Woo, I just spent the past few days with my best friend, MeerCat. Went wondered around in my boring town, and watched “Fun with Dick and Jane”. I thought it was ok, not the greatest. I have watched much Gilmore Girls, I love Gilmore girls if you watch enough of it you star to talk at the speed of light and making strange references that no ones gets except the other person you were watching Gilmore Girls with, and everyone around you thinks that you are crazy. It is amazing that I can do all of this with out even being on a caffeine high.

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Omg, this picture is totally candid. . . you don't belive me. Oh, well it really happened

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Monday, January 9, 2006


The Bra . . . Massacre




Hello my friend of the otaku. Today, I shall tell you my tale of woe. Along time ago, I was a girl who had two beautiful bras. I’m sure if you are a guy reading this you are very confused, but I will explain. For a girl it is a challenge to find a bra that fits her perfectly. It is a great moment when a girl can find a bra that both fit’s her comfortably while also giving the proper support. Now, I know that it really may not be that hard for some, and not so hard for others. So, lets just say that I really liked these bras.

Well, one day these bras I very much loved . . . were eaten. Yes, eaten . . . chewed up by a dog. . . no not my dog, but my roommates dog. HAHAHA. . . . No . . . not really, but the person who owned the dog thought that it was hilarious that her dog ate my bras . . . and a few other choice pieces of underwear. Her response was that if I was short I could borrow some of hers . . . . HAHAHA. Isn’t that kind of gross? Well I felt that it was.

I’m not one to share such things. I also could tell that she didn’t give a shit that she just put me in a position where I was going to have to replace 100 dollars worth of underwear. Underwear that her dog damaged. . . I didn’t even get her apology . . . it somehow became my fault that her dog ate my stuff. Because, the dog was my responsibility? No .

So in the end, I got what nothing . . . I just had to survive on lesser bras. I was very sad and angry.

Anyway my tale has a happy ending . . . . I got better, faster, stronger bras . . . . The Million dollar Bra! Hehehe. . .
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Yay, for a late Christmas. ^_^

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Thursday, January 5, 2006


New Year






I’m posting right after a disappointing Iron Chef where I really wanted the Challenger to win. His dishes look so great. He was so cool. Oh, Well.

Tis, four days into the New Year and I have yet to post my New Year post. I’ve started off badly already. But honesty I’ve been pretty busy and I haven’t actually had the time to make a background like I wanted but I did find this one. I think it is very lovely and it is an anime after my heart. One of my favorite French stories “The Count of Monte Critsto”. It is amazing story of love and revenge -- My two favorite pastimes.

I’ve baking recently. I know have the skill to make perfect pizza, sugar cookies, and many other foods that are a staple of college kid. Honestly, I can MAKE pizza now. This is so cool, because making pizza is really fun and it is very rewarding. I mean I no longer have to tip the pizza guy, because I’m the pizza guy.

*Oh, the name of the anime that I'm useing for my background is Gankusuou. Sorry for forgetting to tell you guys what it is from.

I thought this was cool


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Thursday, December 29, 2005








At the moment I'm working on a new back ground, but it won't be finished until tomorrow or late tonight.

In other news . . .

I had a great Christmas, not really in terms of stuff, but I did get to run around with a SLR digital camera and take a thousand pictures. I may post one or two of them. . . I also spent some extra unplanned time with my family. (With out any extra clothes or necessities . . . so I had to improve what I was going to where . . . and how to brush my teeth . . . it was exciting to say the least.)

And my Uncle who I thought was going to be a hermit and never get married . . . got married . . . so now I have an Aunt Natalie.

All in all I had a very interesting Christmas.

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OH! I also saw The Producers, I really enjoyed it.

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Monday, December 26, 2005


A something






Here is my year in a nutshell . . .Hopes dreams stuff. . . .

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?

Moved into a house to live on my own.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

I don’t New Years resolutions so I don’t have to feel guilty for not following through with them. It works out pretty well . . . and if we think of that as being my new years resolution it makes it look as if I have done a great job of following throw. For I am guilt free.


3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

I hope not . . . no . . . that would be kind of gross if some one who was right next to me just gave birth. . . eww.

4. Did anyone close to you die?

Not yet. . . . Although there is a person that I wish could go to hell.


5. What countries did you visit?

I totally went to Cambodia . . . or southern Louisiana . . .

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?

Luck in love, luck in life, a chance to see old friends and meet new ones.

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

The one I went to with one of my good friends on my birthday . . . I felt really special and it was a lot of fun and we both ate so much food we were going to burst and then after we went to a movie with a bunch of our friends. . . oh before we actually got to the restaurant we passed it up 3 or 4 times because it changed names. It was really nice to it made me feel really special and loved.


8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Eh, I guess it would be my . . . I have no idea, I have really done anything amazing this year.



9. What was your biggest failure?
Leaving school and trusting certain people.


10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

My pride and trust of others would be the most important injury.

11. What was the best thing you bought?

My . . . Router. . . .and my art book.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

My good friend described earlier I give him a really hard time and he takes it in stride. . . and is really special.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

A certain girl who went crazy, her name is Nicole, not only did she cause me a lot of pain and embarrassment she also kicked me out on the street and two of my friends as well.


14. Where did most of your money go?
It used to all go to rent and Lucy now it just goes to Lucy and my need for Chinese food.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

Going on my birthday date.

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
No Good Deed – I think that this song marks a lot of stuff that happened to me this year. And it puts a lot of things into perspective.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Sadder . . . No actually I think I’m happier right now. This time last year I was very depressed.
ii. thinner or fatter? I think I’m thinner . . . but then I could just be the same size I lost a lot of weight because I stopped eating . . . it was pretty bad . . .
iii. richer or poorer? Eh . . .


18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Spending time with my friends . . . and maybe being more open about what I’m feeling

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?

Having a nervous breakdown . . . being angry.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
With my family and my Uncle’s bride to be . . . oh and my Aunt Priss will be there so lots of stories should happen during that time.

21. At any point in this past year did you do something that you consider to be completely out of your usual character?
Yeah.


22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
No.

23. How many one-night stands?
Hahahaha. How funny.


24. What was your favorite TV program?
I like a lot of shows. . . . Monk, Gilmore Girls, Good Eats, Farscape, and lots of others.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Why yes I do . . . It’s a new thing. I haven’t hated anyone since the fourth grade. Well I really disliked a lot of the girls who I played volleyball with.

26. What was the best book you read?
Auntie Mame, that is one of my favorite movies and it’s a great book.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
The Musical Wicked, and the group Of Montoral - they have a song called “Tim I wish you were a girl” I love that song.


28. What did you want and get?

A router. . . .I know I’m a crazy tech girl.

29. What did you want and not get?
A digital camera, a new computer, a significant other. . . the list goes on

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
The Producers as soon as I get a chance to see it.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

Well the day of my birthday I took two exams . . . But my birthday thing that I did was that Chase treated be out to eat. I was very special and he is my best friend I was happy that I was able to spend that time with him.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Nicole not existing.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
I’m pretty sure I didn’t ware this shirt and these pants yesterday . . . and if I did I hope they don’t smell. Do I Smell?

34. What kept you sane?
I wasn’t sane . . . so I guess I can’t answer this question.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Uh, I want to be like Snow White . . .


36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Oh, When I was watching the news and then all of a sudden the power went out so I don’t know much about politics . . . I’d like to keep it that way.

37. Who did you miss?
Jet and Racoonie (they are my boys and I love both of them . . . in very different ways, but they are both my best friends.) Nillia and Jude (they are both very cool and great people and I wish I had a chance to spend more time with them.) MC. . . she is a great friend and she is an amazing person and I love her a lot. And a whole bunch of other people but if I named everyone I’d never stop typing and I really don’t like typing.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Jude. She’s great and really talented I really got a chance to get to know her and Nillia too . . . even though I had know Natalie for a while the time that we spent living together we really became friends and that was really special.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005?
Don’t trust white bitches from Arkansans . . . Or people with obvious impolite country accent . . . honestly I knew better . . . I’ve spent time with these people I know how to read them. I really do know better.


40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year?
No one mourns the wicked . . . No one cries they won’t return . . . This is so true, sure it describes the Wicked Witch of the West. . . but I’m sure we all know one . . .
Wicked witch of the West: “ I’ll get you my pretty and your little dog too!”
Ha! Dorothy showed you . . . but I guess there is a story there on what makes and breaks a person.


Oh, My kitty . . . Sorry about the picture quality . . . I took it with a phone.

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Oh, I'll chance the back ground soon. Sorry about the creepyness I just wanted to display my new skill. ^-^




this is a cute site.

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Sunday, December 25, 2005


MERRY CHRISTMAS

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