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Sunday, January 29, 2006






Happy Lunar New Year!

Sigh, I’ve been feeling lonely lately. Very out of touch, unloved and discarded. I’ve been feeling this way for a while, but now I think that it is fully impacting me. Just how isolated I really am. How little I get to talk to other people. How much I want to be loved.

I feel fully ignored.

It doesn’t help that at work, all of the other ladies have their families and friends to talk about. All I have are stories that would take to much effort to explain. I have re entered the world where I’m a freakish girl. Who has to watch very closely what she says.

Michel: Look, I've had my peace with the fact that everyone who calls here is a notch above brain dead, and that the pennies I am thrown each week are in exchange for me dealing with these people in a nonviolent manner. And usually that is fine, but today, sorry lady, I have ennui. – Gilmore Girls-

I have ennui today too. . . .




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